My marriage was dying...slowly. Suffocating on silence. Nothing I did made any difference, but still I was determined to make it work. Why I was so determined is still a mystery to me. I knew walking down the aisle that I was making a mistake, but I felt I had to go through with it. And so it went. Through some tough stuff, I kept on, for some reason. I guess mainly because I didn't want to look like a failure. Or cause disappointment. More likely that.
Anyway. Here we were several years later. Some happiness, some tragedies, some joy, some tears. But through it all we were definitely not well matched. Especially in the bedroom. I craved kinky, wild sex in all kinds of places. When he wanted to have sex at all, he wanted it in exactly the same way, with all the steps in order, every time. Without fail.
I decided that his birthday would be the perfect opportunity to spice things up. I made a waxing appointment, and this time asked the gal to take everything off, full Brazilian. I thought he might like the feel of my nakedness, that it might get him excited for sex. I thought it was worth a shot.
She looked at me questioningly as she was getting things ready. She told me to get up on the table, but she didn't hand me the regular paper panties I was usually given to wear. So there I was, laying completely naked and feeling very exposed, waiting for her to begin. She spread my legs and started in.