For Rebecca
I have been watching you. Watching you come and go. Going to work then coming home. Going out with boys, bringing them back to your doorstep, letting them have a feel of your teenage tits or maybe your arse, before sending them away with a bulge in their trousers. Then you rush upstairs, in to your room, retrieving your little toy from its hiding place and give yourself what you will not let a man do for you.
Yes I have been watching you, like I am watching you now.
The difference this time is that I am stood in the doorway to your bedroom.
You are home alone. No one will be back for hours. You are on your bed, lying on your front reading a magazine with your back to the door. Your MP3 player filling your head with sounds, so you didn't hear me come up the stairs.
I am watching you now; swinging your legs back in time with the music. Your short little skirt has fallen on to the small of your bare back, exposing the little blue thong you are wearing. You probably don't care as you think you are alone. The tight little strappy top that you are wearing clearly slows the outline of the back of your bra. The top only covers half of your back, so must also expose your flat tummy as well. Your fine, silky brown hair is tied in a pony tail which snakes down your back, going to one side just past your shoulders.
In my hands is a silk scarf that I picked up from the hall way as I passed.
I am watching, enjoying the view, enjoying you.
I step in to your room and slowly start to approach the bed, being careful to approach out of your line of sight. I am hoping that you will fight, so I have to make you submit to me. I know you are fit and while small, will not give in easily.
I stand at the foot of your bed, looking at you, at peace, probably for the last time.
Then, moving quickly, I walk to the side of the bed that you are laying on, reaching out and grabbing your wrist that is closest to me. You shriek with shock and alarm as your wrist is roughly pulled behind your back. You try to twist your head round to see me, but instead feel your other wrist grabbed and twist round to see it disappear behind your back to join the first. Burying your head in the pillow to try and give yourself some leverage to try and fight me off you, shrieking in to the pillow as you do. You try to fight, kicking your legs and trying to pull clear but I am too strong and pressing your own wrists in to your back, you realise I have the upper hand. Your head is being pushed in to the magazine that you were reading with the force of your struggle, your shouts have remained muffled throughout.
I pull the wrists together and started to wrap the scarf round them. Your struggling starts to subside as you realise that it is no use. I have overpowered you. It isn't long before your wrists are tightly bound together. Your earphones have fallen out of your ears in the struggle and I pull them away from your body and throw them to one side.
Now you are secured I roughly turn you over on to your back, your bound wrists underneath you. Your eyes are wide open and are looking at me, temporarily silenced by the shock of being turned over. As you open your mouth to scream, I slap you hard against the cheek with my open hand. This stuns you in to silence. You continue to look at me, seeing nothing but the black balaclava I am wearing.
You are breathing heavily, your ample cleavage moving up and down within your tight top. Your feet are flat on the bed, legs bent up as you try to relieve some of the weight on your arms. In the struggle your skirt has got bunched around your waist and your thong is exposed. I look down at you, down between your legs. You move your head to one side with shame.
There is a small wet patch in the middle of your thong.
I smile as I see it. Still neither of says anything. You are still, no struggling, no movement, other than your chest going up and down as you try to get your breath back after our brief struggle.
I stretch out my hand and stroke the exposed arm between your elbow and shoulder. You flinch at the first touch, but then lie still again, as your skin is stroked up and down. You say nothing. The hand reaches your shoulder and moves to your face, and touches where I slapped you. It goes over your chin, down towards your neck. There it stops and pushed your head back, so you are looking at the ceiling. As it moves away, you don't move your head. Instinctively you do as silently instructed, as I knew you would.
The hand continues to move down, over your top. It gently strokes your smooth round tits, still confined within their 34c bra. Your nipples are starting to show as your arousal becomes very obvious. The hand continues, down to your smooth flat tummy. I smile to myself as it touches you there. It will not be flat for long; you are fertile and are not using any birth control.
It reaches your pleated checked skirt, which was very short to begin with, but in its present position leaves nothing to the imagination. The wet spot in your thong is increasing in size. The hand goes past it. You brace yourself for the touch, and the touch comes, softly, over your lacy little thong that covers your smooth pussy. I know it is smooth as I watched you shave it this morning, and your little play afterwards.
Then the hand runs down your smooth legs, towards your feet. Down one leg and I move slightly to come back up the other leg. You have moved your head now and your eyes are watching me. You still haven't made a sound, despite not being gagged; there is no use you know you will not be heard.