Can love conquer all? If what appears is not quite as it appears, can forgiveness follow if the love is deeper than previously known. As so many commented that I leave stories open ended, this one has a conclusion so no complaints about the extra pages please!. This is not a BTB nor in my opinion an RAAC.
As I thought about my marriage I realised the years have gone by quickly. In three weeks, it will be five years since we married. I had thought we had a good if not great marriage but the last couple of months had been difficult to say the least.
I'm Tom. I'm nothing special, 5'11, slim, brown hair, and eyes. I am fairly reserved if I don't know you. Workwise, I suppose I'm a geek. I work in a firm which creates state of the art electronic equipment, cybersecurity, and computer resources. I write code for the software which operates much of our equipment. Some of the stuff we do makes James Bond look obsolete. I mean truly obsolete!
My wife Harriet is beautiful, 5'7, lovely firm yet soft 38C breasts with missiles for nipples when she's aroused. I love lying with my head on them as she caresses my head, especially after lovemaking. This can cause me to rise from the dead. Her long blond hair comes to mid back and graces her lovely face. Her blue eyes are always full of fun (or were). She has a lovely pussy with lips that seemed to invite your tongue. She keeps her pubes trimmed as I like running my fingers through her hair. She loves sex and was highly adventurous until recently. I doubt we have had sex in the last couple of months.
For once she was home before it was time for bed and I thought I would take the opportunity to try - yet again - to find out what was going on.
I spoke firmly yet softly, "Harriet, we need to talk about where we are heading. You've ignored me for weeks when I've tried to raise this. Nothing I do is right. You're curt, almost abusive when you speak to me, if you do. All these late nights, are you seeing someone?"
She looked shocked. When she shouted, "I'm bloody working. Just cause you're not getting laid, you assume I am."
I assume she thought I would back off but her voice said I'd hit a nerve.
I retaliated, "You've been treating me like a piece of shit for the last two months. I've had enough. If you want a divorce just say so."
She looked down for a moment before raising her head, "You're fucking around on me and want me to be the baddie. I'm not fucking around, I'm bloody working!"
My whole-body language told her I didn't believe her. She was mad at me. It just disintegrated into a screaming tantrum from her. I couldn't get a word in edgeways to deny I was having an affair. Where did she get that idea? I went to the spare room. I spent an uncomfortable night with my thoughts.
The next morning being Saturday, I started on the usual weekend jobs, starting with cutting the grass. As I did I hoped the sound woke her. I washed and cleaned out my car. I normally did hers but I didn't bother. I finished by lunchtime.
When I entered the kitchen she was sat there reading the brochures I had found about a resort which I had thought we could visit for our anniversary.
She looked at me, daggers drawn, "Why have you these? For you and your slut!"
I laughed but there was no mirth in it, "I don't have a girlfriend, a slut or anything like that. I'm married to you though you seem to have forgotten that. I'm so far down your thought process, you don't recall a little thing like our wedding. In three weeks, it will be five years. I thought as things weren't good we could have a break to try and fix what is wrong. It appears I'm too late."
She looked at me as she spoke sharply, "Just because I'm working long hours at the moment doesn't mean I'm having an affair. I know our anniversary is coming up."
I looked at her, "Harriet, we've been together almost seven years. You don't think I can't tell when you're lying. I know your body language, when you need a hug, a shoulder to cry on. When to give you space and when to make you say what is wrong. You've cut me out of your life. I don't exist as far as you are concerned. You avoid any opportunity to speak with me. "Not now" has been your catchphrase for weeks. You use this house as a hotel, somewhere to sleep. Even when you're here, your mind is elsewhere.
"You need to decide what you want as I'm not going to put up any longer with what you're doing. You want a divorce say so. It will hurt but better that than this."
Harriet spoke slowly and angrily, "I'm not having an affair. I'm bloody working. If it's the lack of sex, come to bed and fuck me."
I did laugh, "I've got a headache!"
She was extremely pissed. The weekend went downhill after that.
On the Sunday as I was getting all the recycling and bins ready, I threw the resort brochures in. She saw and bit her lip.
On Monday at work, I borrowed a few devices and headed home. This gave me surveillance in all the main rooms and access areas. I ran a thorough check on our home computer. Due to the nature of my work, I have several highly advanced security programmes which dovetail well. It was clear. Harriet had changed her access code, another bad sign. I had a couple of devices for her handbag and car but I'd need to wait for her to come home. The one in the car would use her dashcam to record as well as transmit. It recorded what happened inside the car as well as all around the car. I suspected her phone code would be changed. I was right.
I stayed in the spare room. I didn't want sloppy seconds. Unfortunately, none of the devices or house ones produced anything other than she was at work and often very unhappy. Our interactions were the minimum we could have as we barely spoke.
So, it was a shock on the Wednesday before our anniversary, Harriet spoke directly to me. She had come home on time for once.
"Tom, have you arranged anything for the weekend?"
I looked at her, "No, I didn't see the point given how we are, there is nothing to celebrate."