Emily's hand was buried under her black yoga pants, her middle finger circling her clit while she laid in bed watching a video on her phone. The girl in the video was on her knees in the dirt with one of her two assailants ramming his cock down her throat. The girl choked on his cock for a while before the man pushed her onto her back. The other man grabbed her hands and held them down while the first forcefully yanked her shorts off. The girl squirmed, trying to break free from her captors. After pulling her shorts off, the man forced her legs open, positioning himself between before quickly pressing inside of her.
Closing her eyes, Emily listened to the girl's moans as she continued rubbing her own clit. She slid two fingers down to her soaking pussy, pressed her fingers inside for a moment to wet them and then returned to her clit. She continued pleasuring herself, imagining herself in the girl's place. Emily wanted that. To have no control. To be forced. To be used. A dark desire that had Emily pushing herself into risky situations.
Emily always had those desires for as long as she could remember. She used to imagine her classmates at college taking advantage of her at a party, or perhaps a situation with a teacher raising her grades, at a price. She even used to read stories of other girls and what happened to them. Emily wondered if she really wanted to be forced or if she would feel the same way as the other girls did. Every time she imagined herself in their positions, her pussy begged for it.
A few months back, Emily decided she needed to know for sure. She started making changes in her life in hopes to fulfill her desires. She began dressing more revealing, going out to bars and clubs alone, and even browsing the internet for guys looking for anonymous sex. Things would usually start out interesting and exciting but would quickly fall apart. As soon as the guys introduced themselves and started conversations, Emily lost all interest. She wanted the unknown. The stranger. The complete loss of any semblance of control.
The longer she craved being forced, the more desperate she became. Recently she started posting on online boards. She confessed that she took nightly walks hoping a stranger would force her. The bait took and she received messages asking where she walked, what she looked like, and telling her she was a dirty slut. It fueled her even more and she began describing what she looked like and giving clues about her walk in her posts.
She opened her eyes to the irritating change in the girl's voice in the video. The girl started moaning in pleasure and stopped fighting against her attackers. The illusion of the fantasy was broken by the actress in the porn video. Emily stopped the video and threw her phone to the side, frustrated. She let out a heavy sigh of disappointment and slipped her hand from her yoga pants.
Emily laid back on her bed in the dark room and turned to the clock on her nightstand that read just past midnight. She sat up and rose from her bed, preparing for her nightly walk, another one of her risky habits she developed. Emily flicked the light switch on and stood in front of her mirror, examining herself. The low rise yoga pants stopped just below her protruding hip bones. A tiny butterfly piercing decorated her toned pale stomach under her tight black workout crop top. Her large breasts strained against her top, her nipples clearly protruding.
She stared into her own blue eyes in the mirror, looking into herself. A hint of shame and doubt peered back at her before averting her gaze to her straight black hair that fell over her shoulders stopping just above her nipples. Emily turned away from the mirror, worried she might look into herself again and be discouraged. She grabbed some cash from her dresser and stuffed it into the single pocket of her yoga pants before flicking the light off once again, Emily made her way towards her bedroom window. She quietly lifted the window, taking care not to make enough noise to wake her parents that she moved back in with after dropping out of college. She crawled out through her window, her thin body and five foot stature to her advantage. As she turned around to close the window, Emily noticed the light from her phone shining in her bed. She considered grabbing it, but the thought of leaving it excited her. She shut the window.
The Fall weather set in quickly, her nipples pressing harder against her top as she walked out of the cul-de-sac and neighborhood. She crossed the street immediately outside of the neighborhood, making her way towards the nearby gas station for her usual energy drink. The parking lot was empty, but as she approached the entrance a ragged looking man pulled up on a bicycle from the other side of the building and set the bike down against the trashcan. He appeared to be homeless to Emily, discomfort setting in as she neared the door close to him while trying to avoid eye contact.
"Excuse me, Miss," he started as she reached for the door handle, "You got any spare change?"
"Uh... No... Sorry," she replied nervously to the disheveled man staring at her.
"Please. Just for some food," he continued, stepping towards her.
"I don't have any cash," she answered, tightly gripping the door handle, adrenaline starting to pump through her.
The man stopped, mumbled under his breath and swiped his hand through the air, waving her away as he turned around. Emily pulled the door open and quickly stepped inside, keeping an eye on the man through the glass. The bell rang through the empty convenience store as she walked in. Emily looked up at herself on the display screen next to the camera facing the door and then walked past it and turned down the aisle towards the refrigerators. She looked through the doors in front of the energy drinks but was disappointed to find her usual drink wasn't there.
The bell rang again, Emily briefly turning to look before hearing a group of guys talking to each other. She spent a moment deciding what drink to get instead, half listening to the guys at the front register tell the clerk what cigarettes they wanted. Emily opened the doors and grabbed the blueberry one, hoping she would like it, and then proceeded to the front.
Three guys in their mid twenties stood at the second register, joking with each other. They had clearly all been drinking. Emily lined up behind them, standing back a bit as to avoid them. One turned around and noticed her, looking her up and down. She looked to her side, hoping he wouldn't interact with her. He muttered something about "hot bitch" to the other two. They laughed and murmured in agreement.
"Mam, I can take you up here," said the clerk now at the first register, Emily turning to face forward again.
She walked past the three of them to the first register, feeling the stares from two of them as the third fumbled with his wallet and cash. Emily placed her drink on the counter for the clerk to ring up. She looked out the front windows to see the homeless man pulling a half used cigarette out of the ash tray of the trash can lid and relight it.
"That'll be $3.50," said the clerk, but she didn't hear him, watching the homeless man talking to himself for a moment before suddenly looking in at her. She looked away quickly back towards the clerk.
"I'm sorry, how much?" she asked, shoving her hand down into her pocket.
"$3.50," he answered, looking annoyed as he stared at her.
Emily pinched the wad of cash between her fingers and pulled it out, half of the bills falling to the ground. Embarrassed, she hurriedly bent over to pick up the money, noticing the three guys walk out past her in her peripheral. She snatched up the rest of the bills, beginning to upright as she felt a hand slap against her round ass cheek through her yoga pants. Jolting upright and shocked, she turned to see the three exiting the store laughing and looking back at her. Her cheeks flushed red. She turned to the clerk who was staring down at his phone texting.