By Annie of the Writing Group
This is a sidestory of "
Pranked
". You can read the two stories in either order.
Was that Rose Keller walking in front of me? Naked?
Of course, I'm also naked. In fact, I'm trembling. Might be the air conditioning, might be nerves. It's good to be off that blazing-hot asphalt outside, since I'm barefoot.
I caught up to Rose. She was walking with her beautiful stepdaughter. I couldn't see Rose clearly, but I know what she looks like in clothes. I couldn't see her because I didn't have my contacts.
I was, I am, jealous of Rose's looks. Trim, pretty, tall, even beautiful hair with lots of body. Compare that to short, blob-shaped, saggy me, with my cellulite, thin hair such a drab brown most people can't even remember the color, little pale-blue eyes mostly hidden by in my fat, flat, flabby face... and I lose.
"Rose! I didn't know you were being graded." Rose slowed to talk to me. Stephanie, her stepdaughter, sped on ahead. Ah, youth, no patience and too much energy.
Rose was breathing hard. Excitement? Terror? I sympathized. She said, "Maureen! Same to you. I never expected..." She stopped herself. Rose and I had been neighbors for years, but not really close.
I was so nervous I started babbling. "Well... I bet Don. He didn't think I was brave enough. Honestly, I think he's turned on by the idea of me naked in public, silenced and bound, he was egging me on." I tried to smile, but I don't think it was really a success.
Rose sounded almost as nervous as I was. "That's the opposite of me. Pete is totally against this, but I need any edge I can get looking for work. A bet? Something big enough to get you to be slave graded?"
"If I go through with it, we go to Saint Bernadette for two weeks. If I don't, we do a golfing vacation in Scotland. Don can play at some famous courses."
Rose was understandably thinking about herself, and being slave graded in a few minutes. "Well, anyway, nice to see a familiar face. That's the line to check in for grading, right? Good luck, Maureen. Let's have lunch, say, Wednesday?"
"Wednesday! It's a date."
---1 month ago----
Don looked ashamed, and angry at me for making him feel that way. "Maureen. I... we... we talked about this. I just can't function that way any more. I love you, I'm totally loyal to you, and I just can't, can't..."
Patience has its limits. "Don, you won't get therapy, medical or psychological. You haven't touched me below the waist in months, and before that it was only when I broke down and begged. I don't know what to do."
Give him credit, Don didn't say the obvious, "You could try losing 50 pounds." He had to be thinking it. I was thinking it, too, but I just couldn't. Diet, exercise, they just didn't work for me. I tried weight-loss drugs, and they let me take off 10 pounds, but then either I stopped losing, or the drugs made me nauseous all the time and I had to stop taking them. I wasn't willing to have unnecessary surgery like stomach-stapling.
Instead Don said, "Maureen, we
talked
about this. Therapy isn't going to help."
Once, when I was so frustrated I could scream, Don offered to buy me a vibrating dildo. He was shocked to hear that I owned three vibrators. Vibrators are fun, but they aren't a substitute for lovemaking. I missed it so much. So much.
And Don told me he felt the same way about jerking off. It was pleasant and all, but not a replacement for fucking me.
He was too kind to say he was turned off by my flab, but I knew it, and he knew I knew.
"Don, my love. I'm going to prove to you that it's possible to love this body." That was a weird thing to say, but I had a plan.
"What? You're going to have an affair?" He clearly didn't believe me. He was right. I'd never do that. In all other ways, Don and I were the perfect couple, I love him, we talk constantly and have an amazing understanding between us, we support each other. We have three great kids we adore. I would never risk that. That wasn't my plan at all.
"No, you know I would never betray you, Don. I just saw an ad, there's a slave grading at Quarry's four weeks from Sunday." I was doing my very best to be casual. I was failing. I know I sounded and looked nervous and excited.
"You're... you're going to sell yourself into slavery to get sex?!" Don was freaked.
"No. Just get graded." To get sex. "I won't, I couldn't betray you. I already said that. I just... I'll be touched, at least, before, during and after the grading. I'll feel desired, because I will be. You know how slave grading works." I didn't stare, but the front of his pants did seem to be pushed out from the inside. Something in there was growing.
I had a thought, to make Don even more excited. "Here's the deal: I'll make you my custodian. That way, you decide if I'm sold or not. If you decide you want me gone, you can just accept any offer that comes in after the grading, and you'll never have me demanding more from you than you feel like giving, ever again."
"But, I love you, Reen. I'd never..." He trailed off.