I went to bed around midnight, and was in that place where you're almost dreaming, yet still vaguely aware of your surroundings, when I heard the little chirp of my home alarm. I thought I'd imagined or half-dreamed it, but I wanted to check the lock on the door, just to be sure. I was dressed in a little black nightie, which was fine for sleep, but the apartment was cold, so I grabbed a long robe to cover myself. As I reached the door, I put out my hand to check the lock. Suddenly there was a hand covering mine, and another around the back of my neck, and I was pushed against the door. "Do not move or make a sound."
My heart and mind began racing-where did this man come from? Why was he in my home? What was he going to do to me? I began to hyperventilate and whispered, "Please don't hurt me."
"I've been watching you, and you are going to get what you deserve tonight. You left your door unlocked, so I know you want it." I never leave my door unlocked; it had to be when I brought in my groceries earlier, and I must've forgotten to check it before bed.
He spun me around and threw me back against the wall to face him. It was so dark-I couldn't even see his face. The light coming in from outside was so dim that I could only make out shadows. I was only able to tell that he was black, bald, and muscular. He pressed up against me, and had my arms pinned to my sides. "What are you going to do to me?"
He leaned to whisper in my ear, and said, "I am going to make you feel EVERYTHING."
"No, no, no..." I kept repeating, begging him not to hurt me. Each time he tried to kiss me, I kept turning my head away. He finally used his forearm to hold me back, and the other hand to hold my face in place so that he could kiss me and stick his tongue into my mouth. I wanted to bite it, to hurt him, to make him stop, but I feared that would only hurt me in the long run. He then released his grip on my face and reached down to slide a finger into my pussy. I didn't want him anywhere near there, but then he gripped my pussy hard, and took one of my hands and placed it on his crotch. I could feel his hardness through his jeans, and the size of what I felt with my hand scared me. He told me to keep my hand there, or he would hurt me.
He turned me around, and forced me to walk backwards toward my bedroom. He surely must have been watching me before this night, because he knew exactly where to go. For a moment, I lost my grip on his crotch, and he used a free hand to yank my hair until I found it again. When we reached my bedroom, he closed the door and pulled off my robe. He threw it to the side, and then pushed me up against the door. Again, he slid a finger in my pussy, and then tore off my panties with one hand. "You won't be needing these anymore. What's this? You're wet?! You're liking this?! I was right all along: you ARE a slut!" I can't explain it. I was being violated, and yet my pussy was responding in a way that I could not explain. As he fingered me, I could feel my wetness increasing, and my pussy started to tighten around his finger.