In the next coming days and weeks I could tell Chris wasn't himself. Chris was humiliated at what he had done or agreed to do. I wasn't sure if it was the fact that he let someone have sex with me or the fact that it was a black man that he let have sex with me, either way Chris was really sad and down I could tell.
Well, Chris still went out of town during the week for work and I still stayed at home with the baby. Chris I don't think ever thought about getting a different job, especially with the kind of money he was making. The baby was 3 years old at this time and ready to go to day care so I could go back to work. Going to daycare was another expense that we didn't need to pay for. We were already short on money but with me going back to work I thought it would help out a little bit.
I worked at the local target in our town as a stock person and also a cash register clerk. When I went back to work for my first day there was some new people that got hired when I was out for my baby leave. There was this girl name Stephanie that I learned was my age 23 and had just had a kid a couple years ago herself. I introduced myself to her and started to learn a little bit about her.
She was a 23 year old Latina girl that was 5'4" I would say weighed about 130lbs. She had a big butt like most Latina girls do but lacked a little bit of boobs. I would say she was only a size 34c but lived on our own and her baby daddy wasn't around much. She had tan colored skin with brown hair and brown eyes. She was really beautiful and just a sweet girl, we quickly became best friends and on our days off she would bring her daughter over to play.
A few months had passed since that night with Kyle and I. Chris and I were at home one night and both in the mood so we had sex with each other. For some reason the sex wasn't what I remembered it to be so I had to fake a lot of my moaning with Chris that night. Chris was wore out after we finished and laid back on the bed and eventually fell asleep.
I got up and slipped on a pair of my pink boy short panties and some shorts and a tank top and went out to check on the baby that was asleep. I sat there on the couch just thinking to myself about how great the sex was with Kyle and how I felt fulfilled after doing it with him. I wasn't sure what the difference was between him and Chris. I was holding my phone in my hand and contemplated texting Kyle but it was already 11 at night and I didn't want to wake him up. I continued thinking about my family and how I didn't want to ruin or mess that up at all. I couldn't believe that I was even thinking about Kyle in that way.
I figured I was going to have to forget about Kyle and go on with my life and try to enjoy what Chris and I had together. Well, Months kept passing and Chris and myself started getting back to normal. The sex with Chris and I even went back to how it was. Stephanie and I became even closer hanging out all the time. Chris eventually met Stephanie when he was home from work one weekend.
We made dinner that night and all talked about how life was going. It ended up Stephanie and I talking about all the drama at work, So Chris started to clean up dinner. Stephanie and her daughter ended up leaving shortly after Chris was done cleaning up dinner. We said our goodbyes and walked her out of the house.
Chris said, "She seems really nice."
I said, "Yeah she's a really good friend, besides its good letting us have the babies play together."
Chris said, "Well, I am glad you are making friends and having something to do when you're not working."
Chris asked, "Is the baby daddy around?"
I said, "No from what she has told me he left shortly after the baby was born."
Chris said, "Thats too bad."
I didn't really have much to say so we went and sat on the couch and cuddled up with each other and turned on the tv while the baby was running around in the front room. The baby pretty soon started crying and fussing and I knew that he was starting to get tired. We then took him and laid him down in bed and he eventually fell asleep. Once he was asleep Chris and I both went to bed as well.
The next day once we all woke up Chris gathered up his stuff and headed out the door for work. The day went on and I just hung around the house cleaning up and everything. It had been 4 months since the last time I had contact with Kyle at this point. Things with Chris and I started to get a lot better and it made me forget about Kyle all together. The week went on and I had to work everyday. One day I ended up working the same schedule as Stephanie so we went to lunch together.
I asked her, "So have you been seeing anyone lately?"
Stephanie said, "I have been on a couple dates but nobody is really clicking with me."
I said, "So you haven't had sex with anyone since your baby daddy left like 3 years ago?"
Stephanie said, "Yeah pretty embarrassing but I'm just trying to focus on taking care of my kid right now."
I said, "Thats a good mindset but I cant believe with how beautiful you are you can hold out as long as you have."
Stephanie said, "Aw thanks girl but I'm not that pretty."
I responded, "Yes you are!"
After that conversation we just had small talk and finished our lunch before we had to go back to work. Months ended up passing and everything was beginning to feel back to normal. The week came to a close and Chris came home for the weekend.
Chris told me, "My parents wanted to get together this weekend and have lunch with us."
I said, "That sounds like a good idea we haven't seen them in a while."
So I got ready and everything and we headed out to meet them for lunch. We arrived at this sandwich shop that wasn't that far from our house. We all greeted each other with, "Hellos."
We then went and got a table and ordered our food. After we ate we just kinda sat there and talked for a little while.
Chris then said, "I have something to say."
He continued with, "Kelsey I love you so much and with everything we have been through I couldn't imagine my life without you. So with that being said will you please marry me?"
I couldn't believe what Chris just asked me. I jumped out of my chair with tears running down my face and gave him the biggest hug and kiss and said, "Yes of course."
We had been dating for 4 years at that point and all of our friends knew we would get married at some point in our life. Chris's parents were super excited for us and gave me a hug as well. After that we ended up leaving and heading home. The ring that Chris picked out was absolutely perfect. It had one big diamond in the middle and some little ones going down the sides.
I quickly texted all of my friends letting them know the news. They were all super excited for me to get married. A couple months passed and we both decided on not having a long engagement. I texted a couple of my friends who I wanted to be in my bridal party and to help me find a dress.
Stephanie of course became my maid of honor since we had become so close. The both of us anytime we were both off went and looked for dresses. I never realized how stressful it was to shop for a wedding dress. It took us a couple months but we ended up finding the perfect one.
It was a strapless white puffy dress that had lace around where my boobs and stomach would be. It flowed with the curves of my body which I really liked. I ended up buying that one.
Over the next month Chris and I worked on getting our invitations out in the mail since the wedding was coming up in the next couple of months. The venue we picked out was at a winery out in the country that had rooms for guest to stay in if they didn't want to drive home after drinking.
Time flew by and before you knew it the day of the wedding was upon us. I woke up that morning and gave Chris a kiss and said, "I will see you later tonight."
I gathered up all my stuff and headed to Stephanie's house were all the girls decided to get ready. We all did our make up and hair and put on our dresses. The bridesmaids dresses I picked out were strapless as well and went down to the girls feet. They were a lavender purple color and was made of silk and had some lace around the boobs as well. The dresses looked really good on them. Stephanie had such a big butt and the dress hugged the girls body so tightly that you could see the whole contour of her butt. It took us a while to get ready but once we were all done we headed to the venue so the photographer could take pictures.