A few weeks had gone by since the whole Chris thing happened. I still couldn't believe that I had hooked up with one of Brandon's best friends, and now my best friend's boyfriend. I still thought about that night as I went to bed every night, I still hadn't told Brandon about that night and neither did Chris as he did keep his promise of not wanting to ruin their friendship.
Well, One day while I was at work I got a text message from Brianna, "Hey!"
I responded, "Hey whats up girl?"
Brianna said, "Nothing just at home."
I said, "Oh, Okay fun."
Brianna responded, "So I need to talk to you about something."
I responded, "Oh, Okay whats up?"
Brianna asked, "Did you hook up with Chris that day I went to the store?"
I had no clue what to say to her, So I responded, "It wasn't my idea for it to happen he kinda forced it on me."
Brianna responded, "Still doesn't change the fact that you did it."
I responded back, "I feel terrible about it you really think I would want to hurt Brandon like that?"
Brianna replied, "Well does he know about what you did?"
I replied, "No he doesn't and I would like it to stay that way."
Brianna replied, "Well maybe I should be the first one to tell him then."
I replied, "Please don't I love him to much and I feel horrible for all this."
Brianna replied, "Well I don't know what else to say."
I replied, "I will do anything you want just please don't tell Brandon about this."
Brianna replied, "What is there you could do you cheated on your boyfriend with my boyfriend."
I replied, "I have no clue but I feel so bad about it."
Brianna replied, "Well I don't know what you could do to ever make this up."
I didn't reply back but I was really afraid that Brianna was going to tell Brandon about what had happened. Everyday I was more and more nervous as time went along, I felt maybe I should just tell Brandon and just get it over with. I remembered how Chris said he didn't want to ruin his friendship between them so I felt it was best not to say anything.
As days passed I tried to think about what I could do to make this up to Brianna so she wouldn't want to say something to Brandon, I really couldn't come up with anything. I even tossed the idea of letting Brianna be with Brandon around in my head but that wouldn't make sense as she would then be cheating on Chris.
Well, days had passed and Brianna once again text me.
The text read, "Hello."
I replied, "Hi."
Brianna said, "I've been thinking about what you could do to make this up and I have a couple of options for you."
I replied, "What are the options?"
Brianna said, "Well the first one you tell Brandon what happened I'm not really sure there is a second option."
I replied, "What if I left you hook up with Brandon?"
Brianna replied, "Why would I do that?"
I replied, "To get even with me?"
Brianna said, "Yeah but then I would be cheating on Chris and that wouldn't make sense at all."
I was completely lost in what I should do. I told Brianna, "Fine I will have a talk with Brandon."
Brianna said, "Good, and as for us as friends idk if I can trust you anymore."
I replied, "Brianna i'm sorry I will never ever do this to you again you are my best friend and I feel terrible for this."
Brianna said, "We will see as time goes on."
I felt so terrible I had no clue what to do, I was literally freaking out at work. I couldn't believe that I would do this to Brandon and I was sure I was about to ruin one of his good friendships. I text Brandon right after and asked him, "Are you going to be home later?"
He replied, "Yes why whats up?"
I told him, "Oh nothing I just wanted to see you!"
So I went back to work for a couple hours until I was off. Once I was off I started my drive down to Brandon's house. This time the drive felt like it took forever and every mile I started to get more and more nervous. Once I pulled up to Brandon's house I went inside and he was in his room.
I walked up and gave him and kiss and he returned the favor. I was afraid this was going to be the last kiss I got from him. He was playing video games with his friends so I asked if he could pause the game so we could talk.
Brandon paused the game and asked, "What do you need to talk about?"
My Heart sank and I became super nervous at this point, I told him, "I have made a big mistake."
Brandon asked, "What do you mean by that?"
I then told him, "Well, When we had my graduation party here that night and you invited people over you fell asleep."
Brandon said, "Go on."
I said, "Well, After you went to sleep on the couch next to me, Chris came over and sat next to me."
Brandon asked, "Did something happen between you and Chris?"
I responded, "Yes, but he forced it upon me I didn't want it to happen."
I also started to cry at this point because I did love Brandon more than I could understand and I wasn't sure why this happened. Brandon was completely speechless as he just stared at me. It felt like a really long time passed before he said anything.
Brandon finally said, "I cant believe this happened."
I told him, "I cant either and that I was truly sorry for this happening."
Brandon said, "I kinda figured something was up when he asked for your number."
I replied, "I don't want to loose you Brandon you mean the world to me and whatever you want me to do I will do to make it up to you."
Brandon said, "I'm not really sure what you could do to make this up to me, because every time I hang out with Chris all i'm going to think about is what you guys did."
I replied, "I Understand, but please just know I do love and care about you and want to make this right."
Brandon said, "Thank you."
That was a big weight off my shoulders and after I was done telling Brandon we both decided it was best if I went home for the night so Brandon could think and have time to process all this. Once I got home I cried myself to sleep, I literally hated myself for betraying Brandon like that. I got caught up in the whole lust thing and forgot about what really mattered most to me. I was determined to fix this.
Brandon hadn't text me the next day like he always did and it made me even more scared of what could possibly happen. Since I had told Brandon I figured I would text Brianna and see if she would forgive me.
I text Brianna saying, "Hello."
She replied back, "Hi."
I told her, "I told Brandon about everything last night."
Brianna said, "Really?"
I said, "Yes and now he isn't talking to me."
Brianna said, "I'm sorry and that I didn't think you would do it."
I told her, "It was super hard for me to do it but I think it needed to be done."
Brianna said, "Yes he needed to know."
I asked Brianna, "Well can you please forgive me?"
Brianna said, "Yes I will forgive you but don't let this happen again."
I was completely excited that my best friend still forgave me. I then asked her, "How are you and Chris doing through all this?"
Brianna said, "We are doing just fine I told Chris that he's going to have to find some way to make this up to me."
I replied, "Has he done anything yet?"
Brianna said, "No he hasn't."
I told Brianna, "Im sorry for that."
Brianna stopped texting me and that was fine I had some cleaning up around the house to do. I cleaned my room then bathroom and everywhere else. By this time it was already in the late afternoon and I still hadn't heard from Brandon.
The day continued on and it slipped into the evening and still nothing from Brandon. Our whole 2 years of dating and Brandon never let me go to bed without saying good night. This was a very hard night for me to get some sleep. I ended up tossing and turning and didn't get much sleep. The next morning came and it seemed like it took forever, but around 9 in the morning I finally heard from Brandon.