Sarah is being a bitch again. I swear she hasn't heard a word I've said, but that's no surprise. I don't even know why I bothered calling her. She's been prattling on about some Louboutins she found on Fifth Avenue for the last two minutes. Probably the ones in the window of that creepy corner store I saw last week—the one with that pimply high school kid who couldn't stop drooling over me. If she had half a brain cell, she'd know those pumps were fake.
"S, are you even listening?" I cut her off, cradling my cell between my shoulder and ear as I round the corner to my building. My heels clack against the pavement, and I shift my shopping bags higher up my arm. A homeless man near the bushes looks up expectantly. With his filthy fucking hand out.
As if.
I scoff, giving him a wide berth. "Derek stood me up again," I steer Sarah back on track. "His mom apparently dragged him to Cindy's gallery opening. Can you believe it?"
Not like I hadn't spent hours arranging a night he wouldn't forget or anything, but whatever. I needed a good lay. So help me, I had planned on getting it, even if the idiot did need all the direction in the world. The guy is more fumbling hands than a Parkinson's patient. But I guess a fat bank account and a high social status make up for being useless in every other department.
"C-Cindy?" Sarah sniffs, and the embarrassment in her tone pleases me. That's right, bitch. We're talking about
my
problems. Pay attention. "You don't... A, you don't think he's... Well, you know..."
"Fucking her?" I finish for her. "Puh-lease,"
Some woman on the street covers her little boy's ears. She glares at me, as if I've corrupted her little angel. I walk on by. Her fault for eavesdropping.
"Like he would even
want
to touch someone like her." I continue. Not with someone like me around. I pause to admire my reflection in a shop window. The white sundress looks stark against my fresh tan, hugging my curves and flaring at my hips, the hem kissing the tops of my thighs. I twist to see the effect on my backside, and someone wolf-whistles across the street.
I do look impeccably hot. Derek's loss.
A part of me wants to teach him a lesson. Go fuck someone else. Right here. Right now. Make him regret ever turning me down. Not that I could find a worthy contender.
"No, his dad is just trying to land some deal with hers," I say. "I guess he's president of some uber-rich trading...something-or-other. I don't know. Doesn't matter. The point is, he bailed on me. Again."
I stand at the apartment door, clucking my tongue while the counter clerk takes his time looking up from his desk. He's so busy hunched over the surveillance camera feed that he doesn't even notice me. Like anyone would bother robbing this shithole. I swear, the place is awful. I can't believe Daddy didn't buy me a suite in the Central Park Tower like I'd asked. If he only knew the kinds of lowlifes I've had to deal with here...
The clerk sighs as soon as he pushes the door open. "...not my job," he grumbles beneath his breath.
"What was that?" I pull my Gucci shades down to give him the full effect of my stare.
"I said, that must be really tough," Sarah says.
"Not you," I snap at her. "You. Grease boy. Do you have something to say?"
He gestures to the door pull. "There's a handle right—"
"Can't you see I'm on the phone?" Sweeping past him, I throw my blonde hair over my shoulder, flicking him in the face with the silky strands. Sarah is saying something, but I can hardly hear her over the sound of my own retching. The stale scent of cigarettes and B.O. clogs my throat. Doesn't this guy know what a shower is?
The wind blows into the lobby before the door latches shut behind us, and my dress's skirt swirls around my thighs. A tenant leans across the clerk's counter, looking over his shoulder at us. His eyes dip down my legs, and my heels stutter on the linoleum, my lips failing around half-formed words as his gaze meets mine.
His stare is dark—piercing—and a chill seeps into my skin—one that has nothing to do with the cold. It feels like he's looking straight through the fabric. Seeing how naked I am beneath—all the insecurities I try to hide.
He straightens, running a hand through his dark, shorn hair, and his tongue flits out to wet his lower lip. My stomach squirms, and I lift my chin and look away.
I've seen him before. In the halls. In the lobby. Once on the elevator. Mr. 22B. He's the complete opposite of clean-cut, boyish Derek. He's tall. Built. Scruffy, but in that sexy, I-don't-give-a-shit way. A tattoo peeks beneath the collar of his Carhartt sweatshirt, twisting up his neck. He seems like the kind of guy that doesn't need a girl to instruct him in bed. Someone who takes what he wants and asks forgiveness later.
Not that I'd ever. He lives on the slump side of the building. He's not even worth a second look.
"Um, A? Hello?"
Shit. I've forgotten about Sarah.
"Sorry, S. Just dealing with some...trash." My eyes stray from him to the counter clerk scratching his scalp. Not his job? Well, maybe this is. I crumple a receipt and drop it on the floor as I approach the elevator. Maybe next time, he'll think twice before making me wait for the door.
I press the button to call the lift, and a hand shoots out and grabs my forearm. My heart jumps in my throat. Stark green eyes glare down at me, and my lips part. He towers over me—22B. His fingers are so warm. So strong. So angry. So...demanding.
"Excuse you." I jerk my arm, but his grip is too tight. My inhale judders between my teeth, and his scent fills my lungs—faint cologne and something clean, like soap. At least someone knows the meaning of hygiene around here.
"You missed the trashcan," he says, and his voice is gruff. Both a challenge and a warning.
Seriously? "Jesus Christ," I mutter. "S, I'm going to have to call you back."
"But A, what about—"
I hang up on her and drop my phone into my bag, glaring up at the man with his fingers digging into my arm. "Do you mind?" I hiss at him. My initial shock fades, and anger flares in my bones. How dare he touch me without permission? Who the hell does he think he is?
"Someone's going to have to pick that up," he says, jerking his chin over his shoulder.
"Isn't that
his
job?" I shoot a look behind him to where the clerk watches us, his greasy hair dripping into his eyes as he picks up my receipt and tosses it in the trash like a good boy. I smile sweetly and turn my attention back to 22B. "See? Problem solved. Now take your hands off me." I punctuate every word with a period, turning each into its own sentence.
He holds onto me a moment longer, then his hand opens, his fingers flexing. A ding sounds behind me, and I turn on my heel, stomping into the elevator when the doors peel back.
They both stare after me. A muscle ticks in 22B's jaw, and his hands clench into fists. I kind of like that I've gotten under his skin. Sometimes, people need to be put in their place.
"You missed a spot," I call back to the clerk. As the elevator doors begin to close, I toss my empty Starbucks cup back at them. A dash of coffee spills onto the tiles, and the cup rolls toward their feet. I give them a cheery wave, then turn away, digging into my bag to call Sarah back. God, I'm going to have to start this whole conversation over again. Such a waste of time.
The doors shutter, and another ding sounds. I look up from my screen with my thumb hovering over the call button. A dirt-flecked sneaker has stopped the doors from shutting. They slide apart again. And there he is—22B.
His glare freezes me in place. I stumble back, spine colliding with the wall as he crosses the threshold. The doors slither shut behind him, trapping us in a space far too small for comfort.
Why am I letting him get to me? It's just an elevator, for Christ's sake. I huff and jab the button for the penthouse suite and turn back to my phone. But my thoughts won't settle. The elevator lurches upward, and my pulse goes with it. The still air smells of him—oakmoss and blood orange. I press my lips together. God, would it have killed him to wait for another lift?
Or maybe he wanted this. To get me alone. Trapped in this tiny space with nowhere to run. The thought sends a shiver down my spine.
After a few moments, I realize the plastic square next to the golden 22 is very much unlit. He hasn't pressed the button for his floor. What's he playing at?
The last time we were in the elevator flashes through my mind. I'd been riding the lift up, fresh off an interview with
The Times
—one that did
not
go according to plan. I'd still been spiraling, stung by the reporter's words:
Unemployed. Living off a trust fund. Just looking for a chance in the spotlight. Who even are you?
The doors had opened, interrupting my misery, and in he came, his arms full of moving boxes—biceps bulging, sweat glistening on the back of his neck.
I couldn't help myself for looking. Looking and imagining. What his lips would feel like. How his sweat would taste. What his groans would sound like as those arms pinned me against the elevator wall. Biting my lip, I'd clenched my thighs together as desire had pooled in my belly. I'd wanted to lose myself. Take my frustration out in the most delicious way possible. Even if it was with a nobody like him.
"Hey," he'd smiled at me, a look of pure warmth, "you mind pressing the button for 22?" He'd rested a corner of the boxes on the railing to help balance the weight.
And then I was angry. Pissed at a stranger for what he'd made me crave. What he'd made me do. Even if it was just in my head.
Out in the hall, some old bag had been getting out of the second elevator, the doors open and waiting, offering me privacy to lick my wounds in peace.
"Sure," I'd said sweetly, pressing the button to 22. And then I ran my hand down the 20 remaining buttons, each floor lighting up beneath my touch. The doors were sliding shut, and I'd slipped between them without a backward glance, my hips swaying, giving him one last look at what he couldn't touch. I'd felt his eyes on me—seething. And it'd felt invigorating.
Well, maybe it was safe to say I'd acted a little rash back then. I could extend an olive branch now.