© Graymangazer 2013
I woke at eight o'clock on Saturday morning. My arms and legs were numb, my face felt stiff from all the dried juices covering it and my mouth tasted like a footballers jockstrap, and I needed to piss badly. I recalled what had happened the night before and it was only then that my mind registered the pain in my penis. As with most mornings I had awoken with an erection, this morning though, it had nowhere to go and I was once more reminded of my predicament. I waited a half hour and just as I thought that I would be forced to piss myself I heard voices through the monitor. But it was still some long minutes before Beth came to me "God Beth please? I need the toilet," I burst out as soon as she entered the room.
She just stared at me for a moment with a blank expression, she then released me with the air of someone doing a boring chore such as the washing up, she didn't speak to me, she appeared to be emotionless, as though I no longer mattered to her. When my hands were free I briefly thought about making a grab for her, but after over twelve hours tied to the bed unable to move I had trouble just standing. My arms and legs were numb and weak, and any thoughts of escape were soon dispelled. A three year old armed with a limp lettuce could have overpowered me at that moment. Beth helped me to the bathroom, and with my lack of strength I had to sit on the pan like a woman. I tried to think of something to say that would ease the situation but she spoke first.
"I don't really want to watch you on the toilet so I'll leave you alone. Just remember who is in control though," she told me, holding up the remote for emphasis "I'll be downstairs if you need me," she walked away before I could answer.
After relieving myself I managed to stumble to the shower. I sat on the floor and allowed the hot water to wash away the stiffness from my limbs. Once I had dried myself and brushed my teeth I felt almost human again, though I was still tired and I ached all over. The worst thing though was my penis. I was locked in this fucking tube and despite what Beth had done with Steve (or maybe because of what she had done, I don't know, I was so confused,) I kept getting an erection. After I dressed I thought it best to wait in the bedroom: I didn't know if Steve was still there and I didn't want to face him just then. Also - and I didn't want to admit it even to myself, I was frightened of what Beth might do if I upset her.
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"We need to talk," Beth said as she sat on the chair next to her dressing table, it was late morning and she was looking through the things there as though she didn't recognize them and she seemed to take a long time to think of what she wanted to say. I sat with my back against the headboard, my arms draped across my raised knees. We both wore blue jeans; Beth's were a much tighter fit and looked a whole lot better than mine. She also had a white T shirt pulled tight and tucked into her waistband. She wore make up which was unusual, it was something she only normally did when she was going out. She also looked happy, abnormally so, I liked to see her happy but not under these circumstances, and the happier she was the more miserable I felt.
"Steve's gone home to get some things, he'll be staying here for the weekend," she told me.
"It doesn't make it right," I said, not attempting to hide the bitterness in my voice.
"What?" a look of confusion crossed her face.
"I know what I did with Gina was wrong but it doesn't mean what you're doing now is right."
She looked puzzled by my remark and actually shook her head to refocus "It's not about right and wrong, it's about payback. You really hurt me, I vowed never to be hurt again," she certainly wasn't looking happy now. Beth had been married before she met me, her husband had been a serial cheat and she had taken it very hard. I knew all this and the knowledge made me feel even guiltier. She continued "I'm not going to be seen as weak again, you of all people should know that. Now as I said, Steve will be staying the weekend. You yourself won't be leaving the house, and you'll wear your little tube until Monday morning whatever happens. Until then you'll obey us and do everything we say. In effect you'll be our slave."
"That's fucking ridiculous, you can't do this," I began to lose my cool and sat up straight on the bed, I was going to stop this right now, but before I could move any further she pointed the remote control at me as though it were a gun, I remembered the pain it promised and slumped back on the bed.
"On Monday you have a choice: we can carry on with this set up, you wear your tube and obey me and we see where it takes us, or if you feel you can't do that you can leave, we can divorce if that's the case. The ball will be in your court."
"But I don't want a divorce," I protested.
"Neither do I, but those are my terms, I'm not going to negotiate," she looked away, appearing uncertain again and I wondered if there was some hope for me, but she quickly stood up and walked to the door "You can stay up here or come downstairs, it's up to you. Just remember you have to do exactly what I say until Monday. "
"What have you told him about me?" I asked. I couldn't bring myself to say his name.
She stopped at the door and thought for a few seconds "I let him believe that we're swingers, that you like to have other men fuck me," she turned to go then spoke again "but, if he decides to take advantage of the situation I want you to show him every respect and do what he says. Oh, and I've hidden your phone so don't think you can call anyone either," she closed the door as she left.
I had certainly been given a lot to think about. I could kick Steve out without a doubt, but Beth had that damn control and she had already proved that she was willing to use it. I knew I could take it from her if I surprised her but what good would that do me? She would never tell me the code and I would just be making things worse for myself. I even thought about calling for help from the window but I didn't want to have anybody else involved, and certainly not the police. I just had to accept that I was trapped in this situation until Monday. Somehow I had to survive two days of seeing my wife being fucked by another man, after that? Well, I wasn't sure. Could I carry on like this indefinitely? I knew I couldn't, but the thought of losing her was even worse. Even after the things she had done I still loved her, after all I was the one at fault first. I prayed she would change her mind before Monday; maybe we could forgive each other and start over. But deep down I knew things weren't going to be that easy. And I couldn't stop thinking about how she had referred to her and Steve as "us," as though they were in on this together.
The need for food more than anything made me leave the bedroom. I found Beth sitting on the patio reading a magazine, I tried to keep things on a normal setting, she accepted my offer of coffee and toast and we sat and chatted for a while. It was most strange: neither of us mentioning the situation we had found ourselves in. Then Steve dropped a large holdall on the floor with a bang, the noise took me by surprise and I jumped slightly, he had let himself in through the front door: Beth must have given him a key and I found this particularly upsetting.
"Hi ya bud," he said clapping me on the back as he passed by. He went to where Beth was now standing; she was looking at some of her plants. He kissed her on the mouth while he felt her arse, she kissed him back and they both looked at me to judge my reaction: I was fuming inside but I kept my head down, reading my newspaper, pretending I hadn't noticed. I knew that if I let my true feelings show I would have killed them both.
"John, be a darling and take Steve's bag upstairs would you? Put it in the main bedroom, I think we'll sleep there tonight," Beth said, she had made it sound like a request but I knew it was a command. I didn't answer; I didn't trust myself to keep my temper so I stood up and grabbed the bag.
"Hey bud, unpack the clothes as well, I don't want them creased," Steve called out as I started up the stairs.
I moved some of my stuff into our third bedroom: I couldn't bring myself to sleep in the room where Steve had fucked Beth. It was bare with only a bed and chest of drawers, but I thought I could put up with it for two nights. While drinking coffee with Beth I had thought that maybe our problems could be resolved, but after just one minute of seeing her with the slimy bastard I knew that come Monday, once I was free of this cage things might turn nasty. So I made up the bed for myself and unpacked the holdall. I took my time: delaying the moment I would have to go back downstairs and see them together. When I did rejoin them they were sitting close and talking quietly. They stopped as I entered the room; I guessed they had been talking about me. Steve gave a knowing smile and I wondered what Beth had said to him.
The three of us virtually ignored one another for the next hour and I went into the kitchen to make myself more coffee, feeling smug that I hadn't offered them any. When Steve went to use the bathroom Beth spoke quietly to me "Tonight, after dinner I want you to beg Steve to let you watch him fuck me."
"Christ no Beth, please not that, don't?" I pleaded, my first reaction was to grab her and shake some sense into her, I was finding it harder to hold my temper, but I managed to stay in control.