I wanted nothing more in the world than to return to the confines of my dingy little cell and be alone with my self-disgust. Yet, here was Mr. Ambrose holding me back. I'd only talked to him privately once before, when I signed the agreement to come to the Reclamation Ranch as a condition of having a chance at salvaging my marriage. No, that wasn't true and I was struggling to tell the truth. I was only concerned with salvaging my lifestyle. Somehow, I viewed the two as being separate. He cautioned me about the things that were in store, yet persuasively assured me, I had almost no other choice.
I'd managed to pull on my panties and tee once more, and he directed me to sit on the floor, cross-legged in front of him. He rose above me in the chair, and his undisputable position of dominion was clear.
"You partner did well today. Despite her fears, she was willing to sacrifice herself for a person she hardly knows. Would you have been willing to do the same?"
I could have pretended to think about that moral dichotomy, but since I was on the road to truthfulness, "No, sir, the thought didn't even occur to me. I planned to hit her again until you found it acceptable."
"You'd have been willing to inflict pain of someone begging you to stop?"
"I made a choice of that or seeing her sent away, sir."
"What made you think that?"
"You said her punishment wasn't acceptable to you, sir."
He showed a near smile on his face. "I never said any of the punishments were acceptable or unacceptable. I only asked what you considered satisfactory and asked that you carefully contemplate your choices. Those choices were always yours to make, as are all your life choices."
Only then did it occurred to me. I'd set the tone for our punishments. I melded out at least a part of all of them. Could I have critically overdone our collective suffering? My mouth went dry, and I hated myself nearly as much as I hated that bastard sitting in the chair.
"May I leave now, Mr. Ambrose, sir, please, sir," I said only partially attempting to conceal my contempt.
"No, you have unfinished business. As your surrogate husband, I became excited watching the show you put on, and I'm in need of sexual relief. Despite your antagonism toward me and desire to leave this room, I want you to suck my cock."
My face turned red, and I fought to control my temper. I was near my brink. Oral sex with this old creep was the last thing on earth I wanted to be doing. Even so, I knew I couldn't refuse. I began to cry again.
"There, there, #5 tears are useless. Take my member into your mouth until I ejaculate and swallow every bit of it or leave the ranch. Those are your choices to make."
It took all I had to marshal my rage. "May I, sir, at least, ask what lesson I'm to learn from this?"
"Ah, so you now realize you are being retrained," he said and paused in silence for several seconds. "Yes, if you complete the blow job well enough, I'll instruct you."
I removed my tee, but kept my panties on. At least, I now knew that Mr. Ambrose wasn't gay, as I previously suspected. I rubbed my tits and could tell he was becoming more aroused.
After pulling down his pants, as I drew his cock into my mouth and proceeded to slide it in and out, using my tongue to massage it. My hands worked his balls. I found the entire act unpleasant, since I was revolted by the man. Yet, I continued with my task. I thought to myself; you are a twenty dollar whore now, your just doing what a whore does.
In due course, he shot his load into my mouth. It tasted tart, but I ingested all of as I'd been commanded.
"That wasn't that so bad. You enjoyed it didn't you?"
"Sir, do you want the answer a man would prefer to hear or the truth?"
"Of course, I want both."
"It was great. I hope you enjoyed it as much as I did, sir. The truth, it disgusted, but I did it anyway."
"Why did you do it?"
"Because I had no other choice, sir."