Ch. 12
John Finds Out
Saturday morning everything happened later than usual. Rebecca was relaxing (if she ever could relax these days around John) in the living room with a third cup of coffee. John came downstairs, and sat across from her.
"We need to talk." She nodded, dreading the worst.
"I know you didn't have your period last week."
"I...I thought..."
"There were no tampon wrappers in the waste basket." His voice was that ominous soft tone she feared and she sat mute. "Were there?"
"No. But my urinary tract infection..."
He shook his head. "I called your doctor." Her head was swimming. Everything was falling apart. "There was no doctor's appointment."
"But I...I," she fell silent, not knowing what to say in her defense.
"I now know that you have had fantasies I never knew about," he held up her journal, her secret journal. How did he find that? "Why didn't you tell me about them?"
"If you've read it, you know why I couldn't ever tell anyone about them. They were so personal, so private." She was mad that he had read them and embarrassed that he had, all at the same time.
"I know you have been seeing someone. I followed you to his house on Elmwood Place last Tuesday. I'm sure from the way you entered the house that it wasn't the first time either." She shuddered. "The nipple studs, the tip less bra, and going without panties are for HIM, not for me. I know that now." Tears were streaming down her face as he continued, "I also don't know what relationship you have developed with Maria in my absence. I know I've been away quite a bit, and I know we have grown apart. I want you to know I don't blame you for what you've done. My only request is that you don't fight me for joint custody of the boys."
This last shook her to the core. Her head was whirling out of control. She had to save her marriage. There was only one way she could see out of it without both of them going to jail. "John," she was shaking now, "I knew our marriage was on the skids. You were staying away for longer and longer periods of time. I also knew that our sex life was in the toilet. So I sought help from someone I heard about. I wanted this expert to teach me to be sexual again, like I was at the beginning of our marriage, maybe even more so."
"A man."
She nodded. "He is teaching me," she hesitated, took a deep breath, then went through with it, "he is teaching me how to submit to a man as in my fantasies."
"You submit? I can't believe that."
"It's true. I know I can be rather controlling at times," he snorted. "Yes, I've had some fantasies I've never shared with you, or with anyone. Now I've made the ultimate sacrifice to save our marriage." She had made the start, now she had to finish it. "I wanted to learn to be your submissive, to do what you say, when you say to do it. But I didn't know how to come out and tell you this. I didn't really even know what it all meant, or that it could happen in real life. I figured you would think me weird, perverted. My teacher doesn't think my submission is strange; he says it is natural. What he has done is to bring out my sexuality, and it makes me horny all the time. I can give a dynamite blow job now-and yes, I do swallow," she smiled through the tears.
He sat in thought. "What about Maria?"
It all had to come out. "When I am home, I...I...I am ordered to pee in a special glass only Maria can hold for me."
"That I would have to SEE to believe," his eyebrows went up.
"Sometimes she requires me to do other things before allowing me to relieve myself," she blushed, knowing that he had seen it all. "It has given her a sense of power which has gone to her head, I'm afraid."
"But she is our MAID."
His wife nodded. "My teacher said it was a necessary task for me to learn submission."
He said thoughtfully, "I guess that is what I happened on." She nodded again.
"Do you like doing it with her?"
"I'm not sure now. It was the most horrible thing I have ever had to do when it began. I know I wouldn't have done it willingly. Maybe with a different woman..."
"Have her bring you the glass."
"No, Please, not now," she was pleading with him.
"Yes, NOW," his voice was quiet, but firm.
She sat, her brain spinning, trying to think of a way out of this situation. But there was none she could fathom. "Maria," she stood and called out to the kitchen, "bring my special glass, please, ".
Maria appeared in the doorway. "In there?"
"Yes, please."
Maria entered the room holding the glass. Rebecca blushed as her husband read the inscription, 'Rebecca's Piss' on the side. She motioned for Maria to sit where she was, directly opposite John.
"No way," John said quickly. He wasn't going to miss out on seeing the action. "Sit here on the couch next to me."
Rebecca pulled up her flannel nightgown to just below the bottom of her pussy, hoping she could go without John catching sight of the locks. There had already been enough revelations for one evening, but she knew he would see them soon anyway unless she could get Kyle to remove them. She spread her legs and Maria placed the glass in its strategic position. "I know I can go," she said with a strained smile. She had drunk three cups of coffee and it usually went right through her. But even though it was her husband, perhaps because it was her husband, nothing happened.
"I can't see anything. Lift your gown up a little," he asked.
"Wait, here it comes." And true to her word the pssst sound accompanied the yellow urine expelled with great force into the glass.
"Stop," Maria commanded. John watched in awe as his wife cut the pee in mid-stream."