The next few days passed slowly, boredom sought me out, but I refused to sit and do nothing. My body was tired, sore, and bruised; the piercings were sore and I often caught myself on the chains doing everyday things, but I refused to sit and just think over the past couple days.
The little house I was in seemed like a guest cabin, two bedrooms, a tiny cellar, a small kitchen with a two person table, and a sitting room with a comfortable couch, arm chair, and a large wall covered in books. Normally I wasn't much of a reader, but since there wasn't a television or gaming system, and they weren't stupid enough to leave me a computer, it was all I really had. Unfortunately the book couldn't hold my attention, and I instead sought out something to keep me active. I found some baking soda in the fridge, along with some fresh fruits, vegetables, and lunch meats, and decided to work on cleaning the little house a bit. I made a paste with the baking soda, it took me a while to get it quite right, but I followed the directions on the box and finally got it. With a rag I found under the sink and some paper towels I took to cleaning the walls of dust and cobwebs. I used a damp rag to wipe down the windows, taking note that they were heavy glass with mesh wire. I tried opening the windows, but they had them jammed so that I could only raise them a couple of inches. The door was locked and there was no phone.
After investigating every room in the house while cleaning to keep my mind busy, I finally decided to check out the basement. The tiny cellar was lined with shelves that were mostly empty. A few canning jars here and there held abandoned goods I wouldn't dare to try, but not wanting to return upstairs to that daunting wall of books for entertainment I started to clear away the cobwebs and placed the jars on the ground.
It was cooler down here, a little musty; I guessed the walls were dirt behind the shelves. As I
cleaned the shelf unit farthest from the stairs I felt it shift. At first I thought I had imagined it, but found that it moved easily aside when I applied my weight against it. Behind the shelf was a small passageway that was lined with wooden planks and tiny light bulbs. As soon as I stepped into the pathway the bulbs flickered to life. I was startled at first and regretted my reaction as I brought my hands to rest over my beating heart and caught the thin chain that pulled at the sore rings in my nipples.
Blowing soft air over the sore piercings like my mom used to do when I scraped my knees when trying new gymnastic tricks, I felt like crying. There was no way they would leave a way out like this, so it had to lead somewhere. I was curious, but scared. Instead of continuing down the path I backed away and pushed the shelf back into place. I wasn't going to be one of those horror movie bimbos that just ran headlong into the unknown without any way of protecting herself.
I climbed back up the stairs with my rag and bowl of baking soda paste. After I cleaned out the bowl and rinsed out the rag I made myself a lettuce wrap with sliced apples, tomatoes, and turkey. I didn't like American cheese so I just added a little Dijon mustard to the wrap and sat by the window to enjoy my meal in the sun. The breeze was chilly coming in through the window, but it felt real. This whole situation seemed like a strange kind of dream, who ever thought they might be kidnapped, raped, abused, and in some part of their freakish mind actually like it?
I couldn't help but replay the last 30 hours of my life. I had left school, gotten my chores done when Brandon had arrived with a lame attempt at gaining my interest, telling me he was my tutor tonight, okay whatever, I hadn't even cared. Halfway through my homework Terrance had showed up trying to talk me into coming to his party tonight, but I knew that he just wanted the chance to get me alone, so I told him I couldn't that I was busy. He'd argued that I never spent time with him anymore, why were we even dating, the usual guy crap. I told him the only reason I was dating him was because he needed a better image since he was Basketball captain and the school couldn't have some lame nerd being the face of the team. I swear he almost started crying when he left, I didn't care; I had guys all over me. I could have any guy in the school that I wanted.
That seemed so petty now. I remember coming back, so upset that he would come to my door complaining about our relationship like he had any right, and without thinking gulped down my water bottle. It took a minute to realize the strange flavor to the water, and notice that it was a little cloudy. I couldn't believe I had been so careless. My mom had warned me about this sort of thing.
I remember trying to wake up but couldn't keep my eyes open, and then everything was a blur. A girl helped me up, said she was taking me to the doctor so I tried hard to help her, then I remember being slapped hard with something. This brought me out of my fog a little, but I still couldn't manage any strength or a coherent thought. Brandon's face had appeared, I thought it was a dream since he was the last face I recall seeing, but it hadn't been. He'd forced his cock into my mouth, used things on my body that created feelings I had never experienced, and then preceded to rape me. I remember the word training, and had pondered that for a short while before sleep overcame me again.
Waking hours later seemed like an extension of the nightmare. I shamed myself by begging for release before the end, and the guys that had used me treated me like last week's whore. I felt so dirty, but had no way helping myself.