On our way home from the beach, the train's bouncing and clattering had sent me into a stupor. It had been a hot, hot day. That heat and the blustery seaside air made keeping my eyes open just too much effort. With my head on my husband's shoulder I was just too cosy to resist closing my eyes.
When my husband first muttered softly into my ear I hadn't heard the words, sleepily I nestled deeper into him hoping he wouldn't disturb me further. His fingers dug into my knee, not hard but firm.
"He's watching you." He whispered and I recognised that he was repeating himself.
I stiffened, my head jerking upright though it felt lined with lead. My husband shushed me and elbowed me gently back against the seat.
"He's watching you. Do you want to see what he might do?"
There was an excitement in his voice that I instantly recognised. My body reacted with anticipation laced with unease. I liked to play his games, loved to arouse him, but just sometimes I wasn't convinced at his methods. Very cautiously I let my eyelids flutter, like I was drifting back to sleep and not paying attention at all. Two rows down from us sat a man. He wasn't a hunk. Forty to fifty with the hair and face of a man that age. Unremarkable. But he was watching me. Intently. There was a table blocking my view so I couldn't see what his hands were doing without leaning down and staring. But they were under the table and seemed to be moving.
My mouth went dry. It wasn't every day you caught someone potentially wanking in public. Had I been alone then I would probably have moved carriage but my husband was stroking my leg and keeping me in place. I let my eyes close fully lest the watcher think I was having some kind of fit. My husband fidgeted in his seat beside me.
I let my head lean against the edge of the window, if he wanted me to pretend to be asleep then I could do that. My body warmed at the idea of replaying this moment in bed when we got home. I may not be wholly comfortable with exhibitionism but there were great rewards to be had for indulging my husband's fancies. Thinking of later when were properly alone stirred me in a delightful way, my nipples peaked, they hardened and tightened against the soft fabric of my shirt, inside my panties I grew moist and warm.
Beside me my husband made a soft sound that said he was aware of some of these details at least. The front of my shirt twitched against my skin and I had to fight not to smile. He was checking out my breasts. Honestly if this had been in the daytime with people around then I might have slapped him for the display. Might.
He leaned against me and murmured into my ear. "I could go to the bathroom, see what he does."
I blinked my surprise. Thinking about it was one thing, allowing it to happen was something else. "What if he tries to strangle me?" I hissed.
"With a hard on like he has? He couldn't keep his hands steady to do any damage." He coughed to cover his laughter then cleared his throat. "I can stay if you don't want to do it."
He genuinely meant it. I knew that. We'd been together long enough to know when the other person wasn't entirely truthful. He could stay; we would probably still have fabulous sex discussing the man who watched me whilst wanking. We'd done similar before. My body was warm and toasty from waking; I was relaxed to almost bonelessness. I was tingling with anticipation of the sex to follow. I wasn't thinking of the man watching me, I was thinking of my husband enjoying watching the man watching me.
I checked the length of journey left and then agreed to let him go. The absence of his body from beside me was instantly cooling. Both physically and mentally. It took a couple of minutes of me breathing slowly to calm my jumping pulse.
It seemed like hours before anything happened. I was almost at the point of opening my eyes to see if the man had moved away when the front of my shirt tugged away from my skin. Just gently. It peeled away from my skin in a similar way to what my husband had done to check out my hardened nipples. Nerves made me want to lick my lips, to swallow the hard edge of doubt that stuck in my throat.
A soft male moan held me still. My shirt was pulled a little more firmly definitely exposing my unfettered breasts. Cool air pinched my nipples to a painful hardness. I concentrated on simply staying still. Forcing my breath to stay slow and regular. Caught between wanting the man to go away and wanting to be able to tell my husband that he went further still.