"Traffic, great" I say out loud to no one In particular. It feels like I've been sitting in my car for hours and it doesn't really seem to be moving anytime soon. I find myself drifting off a little as I sit here waiting for some kind of movement. I don't think I've ever felt so exhausted. My boss had gotten a lot of new clients this week and they were running me ragged with all their needs and demands. Works has been hell all day, no, all week. Normally I go out dancing with friends or whatever guy I said yes to this week on Friday nights. I'm just so tired though I think I'll go home and sleep.
By the time I get home It's all I can do to just get undressed and in bed. I set my face book status to "Me time" and pull the covers over me. No sooner do I shut my eyes am I off to dream land.
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I've always been a deep sleeper. I don't even notice when he knocks over a lamp looking for things to steal. In fact it's not until he tightens the ball gag around my mouth that I even begin stirring. I begin to come to as I feel a chill all over me. In my sleepy haze I try and reach my blanket but somehow cant. I look up towards my arm and as my eyes begin to adjust to being awake I realize I'm tied to the bed post. Still kind of asleep I look forward to see him standing there In front of my bed. "Wakey wakey" he says. I look back at my arm then the other and panic begins to fill me. Now I'm awake.
"Mrrrfrrrrmmmfph!" I try screaming through the gag but its doing its job well. Too well. This gag feels... familiar.
"Don't be like that baby, after all these are your toys. I hope you don't mind sharing them with me." even In the dark through the hole In his mask I can see his smug little smile. I struggle against the ropes but he didn't use the safety knots I usually use with my lovers and If I kept pulling Id just cut off circulation. I lose myself in thoughts of escape.
Hearing his footsteps brings me back to reality. He sits down on the bed next to me and looks down at my body. Just then I realized I was naked. He had stripped me and tied me up and I slept through the whole thing. I hope I live long enough to feel stupid about all this. "You've got a pretty nice house In a nice neighborhood but," he said waving his arms around pointing at my bare walls and meager knick knacks, "you aint got nothing worth taking". The house was left to me by my parents and I work for a nonprofit which Is rewarding but not very lucrative. Still, I couldn't help but be insulted.
"Then I found this," he said pointing at a black box. "People usually hide money or valuables in boxes in closets like you did with this but what I found in there... ooo hooo ho!" he hooted unable to contain his excitement. I knew the box all too well. I kept all my... toys in there. Everything from dildos and vibrators to ball gags and bed restraints. The thought of someone going through my most personal and intimate of possessions was stomach churning. I couldn't help but feel repulsed by the Idea.
"Normally I get in steal a few things and get while the getting good but sometimes I may stick around If the owner is...worth my time" he said looking me over. He ran his hand lightly over my body stopping just above my breasts. I jerked away from his touch, well as much as I could tie down spread eagle across the bed. The cold night air made my nipples diamond hard. I hoped he hadn't noticed. I closed my eyes and tried to put my mind somewhere else. Somewhere more pleasant where some stranger was'nt going to put his dirty hands and whatever else he felt like on me. Suddenly I feel his warm breath against my soft flesh. I clench my eyes closed tighter as he gently moves the hair off my shoulder tucking It behind my ear. He softly kisses my shoulder and I shudder. He slowly kisses more getting seemingly more gentle and sensuous with each kiss until he's at my neck.
'What was he doing' I thought. 'Why won't he just get it over with? I'm naked, tied down and gagged. If he's going to rape me he should just get it over with'. He trailed kisses up my neck till his mouth was tantalizingly close to my ear. "This doesn't have to be a painful experience" he whispered. He trailed his hands all over my bare skin sending waves of shock and unwanted arousal through me.