"Alright honey, I'll be off for work!" Jeremy calls out.
"I'll see you later then!" I say, leaning forward for a kiss.
With my eyes closed and lips puckered, I wait for him to reciprocate.
Instead, I hear the door shut behind him.
Disappointed, I open my eyes and sigh.
I understand that he's in a rush, but would it kill him to just stay back for a second longer?
Feeling deflated, I walk into the bedroom and slump into our bed. It's been like this for the past two years. He keeps going on and on about how he "has to get to work on time!" or how he "has to stay after to impress the boss!", leaving no time for us.
I thought that this would all end once he finally got the promotion that he was after a couple months ago, but instead, he just works even more!
Although, at least we can move out of this apartment with that new salary he's earning. It is really sweet of him to tell me to take a break from working to relax, as he could afford to pay both the bills for our apartment, and the costs from having our dream house built.
Admittedly, I have no idea what my Jeremy really does at work, or what his position even is despite his constant bragging about getting the promotion.
He mentioned how he deals with sales and data, but I kind of zone out whenever he goes into the specifics.
Probably a good thing I went into journalism instead of business.
Still, the promotion was a good thing. We're getting closer to finishing the house everyday, and him handling the costs has taken a pretty big weight off my chest as well.
If only he could use some of that new money coming in to take me out to dinner once and a while.
Or hell, just fuck me for once.
"Haha, yeah whatever, man! I'll catch you later." a deep voice interrupts my thoughts.
I guess I was too deep in thought to realize that my neighbor on the other side of the wall was talking.
Surprising, given how damn thin these walls are.
The voice from the other side is our neighbor's kid, Flynn.
He's a nice enough kid. Can be a bit loud, however. Especially with the parties he throws when his parents are out of town, much to the ire of Jeremy. He always complains about them, but never actually tells his parents for whatever reason.
Still, I guess it's to be expected to have to hear lots of noise when you live next to a teenage boy, especially one that's popular.
I'm only assuming that he's popular, really. Mainly because of the parties that he's always throwing. And because of the fact that he's admittedly an attractive young man. Definitely more of a pretty boy, but high school me would have drooled over him.
He's tall, probably around 6'1"? Hell, anything looks tall to me, considering I'm only 5'3". He has this dark brown hair that he has styled to look messy but put together, in a weird way. He has a lean and toned body, which I found out from seeing him do his daily runs shirtless. Not complaining about that. And he's got pretty light skin and dark brown eyes.
I hear him fall onto what I am assuming is his bed, and then I start hearing videos faintly playing. Guess he decided to watch some TV or something.
Sitting in silence, barely able to make out the sounds of what he's watching, my mind turns back to Jeremy and our lack of a sex life.
Sure, we have sex occasionally. As in, a couple times a month. And it's normally just barely over ten minutes whenever we do.
He's always saying that he's tired from work, as if I'm not tired from always cleaning the apartment and cooking him breakfast, packing his lunch, and preparing dinner for him!
No matter how much we talk about it, he never seems to actually try to fix it, always saying that he needs the money for the house. If I knew it'd end up like this, I wouldn't have quit my job.
It's only natural that I start to get insecure from constantly being turned down as well. I mean, I know I'm not unattractive, but it still gets to you.
I glance over in the mirror to confirm the fact that I suddenly didn't turn into some 60 year old woman with gray hair.
Nope, still me.
Standing at 5'3", a head full of red hair that falls down to my shoulders, blue eyes, and a pretty banging body, if I say so myself. I was both blessed and cursed with a bigger chest, much to the disdain of my poor shoulders. That's the life of having double D's, I suppose. The rest of the body isn't lacking either. I have a firm and round ass, thick thighs, and a bit of tummy that I'm trying to work off. Not enough to make me not wear just a sports bra and some leggings when I go on my runs around the neighborhood, of course.
I'd say I look pretty damn good for 33 years old.
I mean, how could he really not want to fuck me? I see the way men glance at me when I'm out in public.
I deserve to be fucked good and hard. With strong hands touching every inch of me. A handsome man, someone like...
For some reason, probably because Flynn was on my mind earlier, I think of him.
Yeah, a handsome man like Flynn. God, wouldn't that be something? Me and the neighbor boy, just ravaging each other...
My hand drifts down in between my legs, rubbing my pussy through my pants.
I could show him a thing or two.
My hand goes under my pants, and I can feel the warmth coming through my panties as I touch myself.
Hell, I bet he'd actually be teaching me a thing or two. There's no way he can look that good and not have any luck with girls.
I use my free hand to begin to pinch my nipples, pretending it's him. It's so dirty and wrong, which only makes it even more exciting.
I bet he could fuck me for hours. All sorts of positions, too.
"Oh..." I moan quietly.
He could pin me up against the wall and just fuck my brains out. Or, he would fuck me right on the floor like I'm some cheap slut.
I bite my lower lip as I start to finger myself, my other hand pinching my nipple harder.
He would spank me and degrade me, pulling my hair as he fucks me from behind. My husband is coming home soon, but he doesn't care. He's just focused on taking what's his.
Obviously, I would never want this to actually happen. Luckily, you can be a little nasty when it comes to fantasies.
The thought of him fucking me when my husband could catch us in the act turns me on more than I thought, and I have to grab a pillow to bury my face into.
"Fuck, Flynn!" I moan, muffled.
I grab my vibrator, turning it on quickly and putting it to work.
The thought of Flynn taking me to my bed, throwing me on it, and then fucking me right where my husband sleeps races through my head.
"Oh, fuck!" I moan, louder than last time.
I hear some movement on the other side, but I brush it off as him just adjusting or moving around.
I'm biting my lip at this point, dirty thoughts about the stud next door are the only thing occupying my mind right now.
His long, hard cock, slamming in and out of me.
Those arms of his, holding me down as he makes me his.
His deep voice, moaning my name in my ear, giving me goosebumps.
God, I bet he's huge. I've seen his bulge swinging around when he goes on his runs in those basketball shorts. Or, when he's wearing those gray joggers.
"Jesus..." I squeal, biting my lower lip.
More movement on his side, but it feels too good to want to stop.
My back is arching at this point, imagining him holding my hips up as he makes me his little slut from behind. He's spanking me over and over, leaving a big, red hand print right on my ass.
His cock is thick and long, stretching me out and exploring places that no man has ever reached. Each pump of his dick makes me feel things I've never felt before.
And fuck, just the thought of it is getting me close.
Forgetting the pillow, I accidentally let out a scream.
"Flynn! Fuck!" I shout.
The moment the words leave my lips, my blood goes cold.