The fall semester was brutal -- Jacob had three AP courses, two volunteer gigs, and he helped out his mother at the pharmacy on Saturdays. Sunday naturally was church and family. He had zero free time. He had organized his weekdays as such:
4:30 -- Wake up
4:45 -- Jogging
5:30 -- Shower, Get dressed
6:00 -- Breakfast
6:30 -- Bible reading
7:00 -- National Honor Society
7:20 -- School
14:45 -- Basketball
16:00 -- TeenLife
18:30 -- Dinner
19:00 -- Homework
20:45 -- Bedtime
Jake was excelling in class, but he was worried about when basketball season started. He barely had enough time as it was to complete all his activities, and practice was exhausting. But he was determined. Someone very special to him once told him that if you focus your mind on your goals, your body will respond.
A month had passed since school started, and first period was still his favorite class. Ms. Bandy introduced them to yoga, which he thought was weird at first (and possibly akin to witchcraft), but he gradually began to like it, learning new breathing techniques that helped to calm him for the rest of the day. Aside from keeping them active, she taught them body awareness, flexibility and a positive attitude. Ever since their talk, she had treated him the same as everyone else in class, but at moments, he felt that they shared a silent look, that real bond existed between them. I respect her, he thought to himself. So much.
Unfortunately, not every class was first period, and not every teacher was Ms. Bandy. Third period was AP World History with Mr. O'Malley -- a strange, lonely alcoholic who knew a shocking amount about medieval warfare, as archaic words like 'trebuchet' and 'portcullis' rolled off his tongue with disturbing ease. History was Jacob's least favorite subject. He didn't understand the point of it; why memorize the events of the past, when the future was all that mattered? He didn't have the mind for it -- he couldn't remember names nor dates with ease, no matter how hard he tried -- and he didn't care for it. But the first major test, on the Charlemagne era, was fast approaching -- Monday afternoon -- and he felt woefully unprepared. He studied all weekend. He studied more on the way to school. His last chance was the study hall before lunch, to brush up on a few more names and dates.
The proctor, Mrs. Cauldwell, was late, and the other students were criminally distracting, throwing objects nearby and playing bass-heavy music on the room's stereo. Jacob sat in the front row, in the leftmost seat, trying to read and take notes, poorly. He was having trouble concentrating. This is the most boring thing I've ever read, he lamented to himself. God, please give me some inspiration.
"Alright, children, cut it out!" Ms. Bandy belted out. They all looked up, and froze, even the girls. Ms. Bandy stood in the doorway. Jacob realized at that moment that he had never seen her out of her unflattering navy blue jumpsuit, with her hair in a hastily done ponytail; now she looked glamorous and sultry, wearing a black skirt over her toned legs covered by sheer black hose and a tight red silk top, buttoned up. Her hair was ironed straight and long down to the tops of her breasts, and she had black, open-toed high heels on her feet. This was a level of hot that none of them ever saw up close. It was literally stunning.
"Sit down, do what you do here. And turn that radio off! I have a lot of paperwork to do. Be like Packert over there," she smiled. He rolled his eyes, but felt dizzy all of a sudden.
"What's with the get-up?" inquired Clark Holder, flirtatiously.
"Never you mind," she responded flatly.
"Where's Mrs. Cauldwell?" asked Stacey Meyer.
"Dunno," answered Ms. Bandy. "I just go where they tell me to. I'm sure she'll be back tomorrow." She walked over the the teacher's chair. No one moved; they all just stared at her. Annoyed, she looked up.
"It's study hall, so study! Take advantage, before you end up a lowly high school gym teacher," she mock-warned, and they laughed as she took her seat at the desk. She flipped her hair behind her back with both hands and picked up her notebook and pen.
Great, thought Jacob. The ultimate distraction. He closed his eyes, willing himself to concentrate, reopened them, and began to work again.
Fifteen minutes went by. He was reading the same page as when she walked in, something about the Merovingian dynasty. He looked up. Her legs, shining in the black sheer, were crossed under the desk, leaning to one side, and she chewed on the end of her pen as she wrinkled her forehead with the cutest look of confusion there ever was, and as her hand pushed a strand of hair behind her ear. He returned to the book. Clovis the First, son of Childeric, united all of Gaul, present-day France. She uncrossed her legs, knees together, then slightly parted as she grew distracted by her work. Her thighs had perfect heft in the middle, and he could see that the hose were the old-fashioned kind, with a lacy top, attached with garter straps. Above the lace tops, he could make out the skin of her milky white thighs. He used his hand to try and obscure his gaze, as he focused in between. Ashamed, he returned his eyes to Clovis. Concentrate, he thought. No more sin.
Fifteen more minutes passed. He hadn't even gotten to Charlemagne yet. He looked up; her legs were crossed once more. He looked back down to the textbook and skipped a few pages ahead. "Packert, come here please," he heard from the front of the room. Ms. Bandy was smiling brightly at him.
"Sure," he responded. He approached her desk, and bent down a bit. She remained seated and looked up at him. "I'm gonna need you to run something to the dean's office, is that okay? Are you busy?"
He had fifteen minutes left to learn all about the early Middle Ages. "No, I'm good. What's up?"
"Hang on, let me finish filling this out." She started scribbling in an official form. He stood by her side, lazily looking around the room, then down again. His eyes pulled involuntarily to her. He noticed her neckline; a button had come undone, and her shirt fell open. Her dΓ©colletage, from a bird's-eye view, was completely visible. Had her blouse been this open when she walked in? He tried to focus his eyes back to the form she filled out, but it was as futile as reading medieval history.
He could see where her bra began and ended. As she wrote, her chest jiggled some, heaved as she breathed, and moved back and forth. There was separation of her breast from her bra cup. He craned his neck to the left, just a little, hoping his actions weren't noticeable. He could see a bit more -- the inner curve of the breasts, and a tan line; even though her uncovered skin seemed so white, it was whiter still down there. He held his breath.
She shifted in her chair as she wrote faster, opening her arms wider at her desk, bending over more. He had a direct view downward; he could make out a reddish semi-circle, along with a puffy bit of pinkish skin. The whole of her right breast seemed to be visible to him. Spellbound, he couldn't move or stop staring. It was beautiful.
She stopped writing and turned her head upwards, quickly, and opened her mouth as if to speak with him. But her eyes seemed to understand what was happening and glazed over. She straightened up in her chair, and slowly closed her blouse with her left fingers. His eyes went down to his shoes. I think she knows, he thought with deep regret. She saw me looking.