I felt sorry for her... I wasn't expecting to hear her cry... I was expecting another reaction. I thought for a moment that perhaps all her taunting and bravado shown on line was just that? Words...?
Could I have been wrong all along? Have her persona been developed completely outside her reality?
Was Nanci so different from what she had built on her multiple web profiles? She didn't resemble at all the willing and adventurous girl of a decade ago.
I had to know... But, she had been so credible, so insistent... So clearly I now remember her telling me that she wasn't going to bend easily... I was told innumerable times that I had to take her force her, dominate her, if she was going to be mine.
The conflict grew more confusing as another set of thoughts started to creep up... if she was such a good actor in her persona, would this be another act?
The pools of love juices on the floor and by the side of the couch clearly indicated she had come.. Not once... Several times during the ordeal... So... If she was suffering, why would she enjoy being raped?
I had to risk it... I had to dig deeper... I had made that decision when I left Toronto... I had to try... She was worth it
I would have to continue... I had to break her even if my heart cracked with every single one of her tears. I could not reveled myself either.
I reached over and with a little towel cleaned the ooze of semen starting to run down her inner thighs... fought the strong urge to hug her and comforting her... I had to stay on role.
I could not reveal who her tormentor was... not yet.
-"So, Nanci.." -- I said -- "Are you ready to meet your fears?"
She did not utter a word and stood defiantly, naked, with the scarf still well in place...
- "OK, you are asking for it... "- I said while heading to the door.. I wasn't concerned for what she was doing, there was only that exit...
I headed up the stairs and into the room where my buddies were having fun..
Rod looked at me..
- "Hey buddy.. So, how did it go? -- Did you get what you wanted?" -- His smile almost cut his face in two...
- "Not really... we gotta keep going... "- I faced the floor...
- "Hey bud, you aren't giving up, are you?. Oh boy, you really love her, do you?.. Tell you what..." -- He said crossing the distance from the pool table to the door entrance were I stood -- " Let me take over.. You step in if you feel like it; I swear that I will not hurt her .. Much!! "-- His smile appeared to grow even bigger.
The other two guys left their cues on the table and walked towards me.. Looking intently at me..
- "Are you ok with this?" -- Sam said -- "...if not, we'll stop right here..." - I just nodded and let them through.
The guys came down and I followed then behind a few seconds behind...
I fought the shock I felt when I saw them surrounding her and when Mike came from behind her, pulled her hair and kissed her, violently, suddenly. She attempted to pull back but just ran into Rod who quickly grabbed her arms, immobilizing her
-"Oh no.. You bitch, where do you think you're going?... you made my buddy here very upset by not surrendering to his wishes.. Now you'll know the price " --