The Audition
βOkay! Mr. Smith, I have checked your papers. But ...."
My opponent raised his hand and showed me with his thumb striking smoothly along his lips that I should be quiet.
"Sorry Karen! But I don't like buts. Before you continue I would like to demonstrate you my business. Agreed?"
I got annoyed. Who is this person that addresses me with my first name? That's ridiculous. I am a bank manager in the loan department who earns great respect. In my very successful career no one of my customers has ever dared to name me Karen. Sure, my opponent was an impressive man with a big muscular body. I even noticed that when Mr. Leroy Smith stepped into my office to discuss his loan contract. Though he was black he appeared to me as a respectful business man in his elegant Amari suit.
"I am really sorry Mr. Smith, but...."
"Karen! Don't repeat the wrong word. I don't like buts, I only like butts. You understand! By the way, yours seems to be worthwhile to discover. Babe! You are a really beautiful woman. Your long blond hair, the blue eyes, and your smooth face, that's really pretty. So Karen! Why don't you stand up and come along to me. I'd like to have a better look on you."
Puh! That was scary. How in the world could I allow a customer to speak to me in such a disrespectful way? Though, there was this spot in my inner personality, this strong hidden desire to experience dangerous situations where I could lose the control and have to follow the path to .....
"Babe! I don't like to wait. Come over here for an inspection!"
"Sorry Mr. Smith." Oh god, what was I doing? His appearance was so intimidating that it seemed to be right to follow his orders.
"That's fine babe. Yes! My first guess was right. A slender figure with long legs and breasts of the right size, though a bit shy, conservative, reserved and cautious. Okay! Turn around! Let me see you from all sides."
How the fuck could this happen. Me Karen Summer, an MBA graduate with honors, now on inspection for .....
"Yeah, I was right. Your butt is really worthwhile to discover. But at our next meeting you have to dress sexier. Show your assets, babe! Here is my card. Come to my club tomorrow night at 9Β° clock and be punctual. I'd like to show you my business. Then you'd sign my loan inquiry."
With these words spoken Mr. Leroy Smith marched out of the office and left me in a confused state.
I remained confused the whole day. This puzzling experience had a great effect on me. What should I do? Should I follow his invitation or should I ignore it. Questions over questions occupied my brain. Yes, I had to admit, I was impressed by the appearance of Mr. Leroy Smith and I was really excited to overcome my conservative attitudes to learn more about myself. What were my hidden desires? Would I follow an unknown path?
Doubtfully I stood in front of my cupboard the next evening. At 9Β° clock I was expected to come to the Flamingo club of Mr. Smith. I read his card twice. Flamingo club seemed not be really trustworthy to me. And by looking at my wardrobe I wondered if I could find something to wear. Dress sexier he had said. But only conservative long skirts and business suits were visible to me. I had to admit that my sex life had been really boring the last years. I had some problems to attract males. They only saw in me the tough and competent business woman and not the desirable female that would crave for sexual satisfaction. But then in the bottom drawer I found the right ensemble. Nearly forgotten I had the fact that three years ago I bought some lingerie to impress my boyfriend. At that time it didn't help. But today it could be my rescue. The black stockings, garter belt and string slip were really sexy. A silk bra with a short netted pink dress gave me a slutty outlook. Oh yeah, you are a sexy bitch, I thought to myself as I put on my 5 inch heels. In the mirror I could see another woman who might please Mr. Smith.
I couldn't believe it but punctual at 9Β° clock I stood in Mr. Smith's office in the Flamingo club.
"Nice dress Karen! It is fine that you can follow orders. Come nearer; let me have a closer look."
I trembled from the excitement, but managed to step in his direction.
"You like what you see?"
"Sure, as all my girls you make reasonable effort to impress me. That's mandatory."
He walked around me and I felt his glances on me. A bit puzzled I was proud that I appealed to him.
"Business first, you have the contract?" I nodded. "Well done babe. Turn around, I'll show you how I make money."
He gave my butt a short touch and went to the other side of the office. There he opened the blinds of a window such that we got a good overview of a large hall. I could see some stages where some girls were dancing and many men who got entertained.
"Look over there! This is Suzy, my best girl. She makes the most money. My business is the entertainment of men. Striptease, lap dance and more, I offer what men crave for. And this is very profitable."
At first I was a bit shocked from the view. I hadn't seen this kind of business before. My first feeling was a raise of disgust. But then, as I felt his hand on my butt again, I changed my attitude. Why not, why shouldn't men have a place to find some entertainment and some distraction from there stressful work?
"Karen! How do you find Suzy? Isn't she a girl to die for?"
As I observed her, how she danced skillfully and presented her marvelous body to the leering crowd of men, I got a bit jealous. Why couldn't I get such an effect on men?
"Look, how she wiggles her ass and breasts. The men love her and pay good money to spend time with her."