My parents brought me to live in London from Cambodia when I was 14. When I was 20 they decided it would be a good idea for me to marry one of their friend's daughter, she was just 17 at the time. That was just over a year ago so she is almost 19 now.
We married as our families wanted, we had never met until the week before the wedding. It took about a year to get her visa before she could join me in London. Hao is a sweet girl, very pretty and very slim. She says she is 5ft but she is only 5ft in her high heels. I am not much bigger at 5ft 3in. We are almost the same weight, she is 7 stone and I'm just under 8. Less than 15 stone between us.
It's true to say I am a bit effeminate, she is the boss. Once a month like clockwork she undresses me and makes me have sex with her. I don't really enjoy it much and I don't think she does either, but she is trying for a baby. She times these sessions to coincide when she is most fertile. Thing is I have a small cock, its only 3inch slack and 4 hard and about as thick as my finger, and I don't have fat fingers.
I used to think I was bi, but I am starting to think I am just gay or maybe I am just disappointed in sex with a woman due to my little problem.
I have always been bullied, first at school, then at work, due to my height, or lack of it, my muscles, or lack of them and the size of my cock, or lack there of. The main bully at work is Luke, he is the boss's son, ex rugby player and massive. He stands 6ft 4in and weights almost 20 stone of solid manliness. He makes my life hell but I can't exactly tell anybody with him been the bosses son.
Last week I was taking a pee in the men's room when he came in, he stood next to me in the urinal. I leaned forward and covered my shame with my hands, he leaned back and held his cock in one hand, he shook it about a bit and said to me, be careful I don't want to splash in your eye. Looking over he started sniggering at me, I just stared at his cock. I have never seen anything like it, it was massive.
His dick is circumcised and the head is bigger than my cock. Well to be honest his bell-end is as big as my hand, and his shaft is the length of my forearm. Probably even thicker. He asked what I was staring at, had I never seen a cock before, did I want a photo or something.
Thing is I am very afraid of him, he really scares me and makes me nervous. I just stammered, "Sorry, I was just wondering what my wife would do if I was so big." Why the hell did I say that.
He laughed as I continued, "I mean she is so small she wouldn't be able to take it." I was making it worse, I thought I really should just shut up.
Trying to stop myself I said, "Your cock is just so big and she is so small."
He thought for a bit, then said, "Your wife is the the pretty little one in accounts, yes."
"Yes, Hao is her name." I say.
"OK," he said, "tonight, 8pm, give me your address and I will come after rugby training."
I found myself giving him my address without thinking.
As he turned to leave he said, "Make sure she is cleanly shaved, I like my bitches clean." Then he just left.
What the hell just happened I thought, how did I get myself in that mess, there is no way in hell my wife would go along with this, if I tell her she will kill me, if I don't he will probably rip my head off. Either way I am dead meat.
All day I was worried, perhaps it was just a joke, he was just having a laugh at my expense as usual. Home time came, on the way out the door, he marched up to me and said, "Hope everything is arranged. Don't let me down now boy"
I should have said no, I was just joking or something, but the words came out, "Yes all is arranged, 8pm, cleanly shaved."
Hao has never shaved, she would not be amused if I suggested it, she would like it even less if I said, oh remember Luke from work he is coming around to fuck you tonight.
7pm came, Hao took a shower, it was our monthly shag night, she came into the bedroom and ordered me to strip. I said I had been reading about how to increase the chances to getting pregnant. I told her if we tried something new I would be more excited and she would have more chance of having a baby.