My parents brought me to live in London from Cambodia when I was 14. When I was 20 they decided it would be a good idea for me to marry one of their friend's daughter, she was just 17 at the time. That was just over a year ago so she is almost 19 now.
We married as our families wanted, we had never met until the week before the wedding. It took about a year to get her visa before she could join me in London. Hao is a sweet girl, very pretty and very slim. She says she is 5ft but she is only 5ft in her high heels. I am not much bigger at 5ft 3in. We are almost the same weight, she is 7 stone and I'm just under 8. Less than 15 stone between us.
It's true to say I am a bit effeminate, she is the boss. Once a month like clockwork she undresses me and makes me have sex with her. I don't really enjoy it much and I don't think she does either, but she is trying for a baby. She times these sessions to coincide when she is most fertile. Thing is I have a small cock, its only 3inch slack and 4 hard and about as thick as my finger, and I don't have fat fingers.
I used to think I was bi, but I am starting to think I am just gay or maybe I am just disappointed in sex with a woman due to my little problem.
I have always been bullied, first at school, then at work, due to my height, or lack of it, my muscles, or lack of them and the size of my cock, or lack there of. The main bully at work is Luke, he is the boss's son, ex rugby player and massive. He stands 6ft 4in and weights almost 20 stone of solid manliness. He makes my life hell but I can't exactly tell anybody with him been the bosses son.
Last week I was taking a pee in the men's room when he came in, he stood next to me in the urinal. I leaned forward and covered my shame with my hands, he leaned back and held his cock in one hand, he shook it about a bit and said to me, be careful I don't want to splash in your eye. Looking over he started sniggering at me, I just stared at his cock. I have never seen anything like it, it was massive.
His dick is circumcised and the head is bigger than my cock. Well to be honest his bell-end is as big as my hand, and his shaft is the length of my forearm. Probably even thicker. He asked what I was staring at, had I never seen a cock before, did I want a photo or something.
Thing is I am very afraid of him, he really scares me and makes me nervous. I just stammered, "Sorry, I was just wondering what my wife would do if I was so big." Why the hell did I say that.
He laughed as I continued, "I mean she is so small she wouldn't be able to take it." I was making it worse, I thought I really should just shut up.
Trying to stop myself I said, "Your cock is just so big and she is so small."
He thought for a bit, then said, "Your wife is the the pretty little one in accounts, yes."
"Yes, Hao is her name." I say.
"OK," he said, "tonight, 8pm, give me your address and I will come after rugby training."
I found myself giving him my address without thinking.
As he turned to leave he said, "Make sure she is cleanly shaved, I like my bitches clean." Then he just left.
What the hell just happened I thought, how did I get myself in that mess, there is no way in hell my wife would go along with this, if I tell her she will kill me, if I don't he will probably rip my head off. Either way I am dead meat.
All day I was worried, perhaps it was just a joke, he was just having a laugh at my expense as usual. Home time came, on the way out the door, he marched up to me and said, "Hope everything is arranged. Don't let me down now boy"
I should have said no, I was just joking or something, but the words came out, "Yes all is arranged, 8pm, cleanly shaved."
Hao has never shaved, she would not be amused if I suggested it, she would like it even less if I said, oh remember Luke from work he is coming around to fuck you tonight.
7pm came, Hao took a shower, it was our monthly shag night, she came into the bedroom and ordered me to strip. I said I had been reading about how to increase the chances to getting pregnant. I told her if we tried something new I would be more excited and she would have more chance of having a baby.
"Interesting," she said, "I'm listening."
I said the research shows that if I were to tie her up and blindfold her, I would not be so shy, I would be able to perform better and get more sperm inside her, more sperm equals more chance of a baby.
She looked at me like I was from another planet. "OK, worth a try." She said.
She took off her bathrobe, she had been naked underneath. She laid down on the bed, hands by her side and ordered me to get on with it before she changed her mind. I asked her to put her hands over her head and hold on to the bed posts. She tutted but did as I requested. I quickly tied her hands to them before she could change her mind, and 8pm was approaching fast. I asked her to point her legs towards the bottom bedposts, she was reluctant as it made her feel very exposed and vulnerable, but agreed after all, she wanted my cum inside her. I couldn't believe she was going along with it and thought for one crazy minute this might actually work. My boss would get his fuck and leave me alone, she might get her baby and I won't have to keep pretending to enjoy fucking her once a month. I put some cotton wool pads over her eyes and tied them in place with one of her nylon stockings.
"Get on with it then," she said. "It's cold like this."
I said, "Just one minute, one more thing."
I took my electric razor, first I used the beard trimmer, she was not impressed, she was shouting no end of abuse and demanding I untied her right away. I was in too deep to back out now. I didn't know what to do so I stuffed her panties in her mouth, might have been better had I used clean ones but it was the ones she had been wearing all day that happened to be there. She was trying to spit them out, so I put her other nylon stocking over her head, so she couldn't spit them out or knock the blindfold off.
Almost 8pm, I carried on with the shaving, she seemed to quieten down when the shaver was buzzing over her pussy lips. Just as I finished the doorbell rang, right on time. She started muttering through her gag, I said, "Please be quiet, I will go get rid of whoever it was and come back."
I opened the door, Luke pushed past me saying, "Where is she."
I said, "Please keep your voice down, don't speak or she will hear you."