I hope you enjoy Lily's unfortunate predicament, because she certainly won't.
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"There's no ketchup."
I glance at Cooper, who's looking down at his burger with a dejected expression. He pulls the bun off the top and examines it. When he catches me watching him, he fixes me with his best puppy dog eyes. He knows I can't resist those eyes.
"It's just not right," he says, "Help a man out, Lily."
I start to get up and head for the kitchen, but Emily's hand shoots out and grabs my arm. She heaves me back onto the couch with a strength that is surprising for someone so tiny.
"You're such a people pleaser, Lily," she says. "If he wants ketchup so badly, he can go get it himself."
Cooper gives her a wounded look, but Emily isn't impressed.
"Us girls have to stick together," she says in a low voice, grinning at me, "The man can feed himself."
With a shake of his head, Cooper stands, stretches, and makes for the kitchen. I hear the screen door open and the ring of voices as Jack and Eli come in from outside. The three of them fall into an easy banter.
This is the first evening in a while that we've all managed to get together. It's nice. It reminds me, sadly, that this is one of our last bonfires before the exchange program ends. In about two weeks, we'll all go back to our respective educations, and this will feel like a long-ago dream. I try to take in the moment, the warm air from open windows and murmur of voices.
"When are you and Cooper going to fuck already?" Emily asks, thoroughly ruining the moment.
I choke on the sip of beer I just took and set it down on the table before she says anything else unwarranted.
"What?" I splutter, "Emily!"
Emily is unfazed.
"Oh come on." She rolls her eyes, like it should be obvious.
"You've lost your mind," I say, laughing.
"Lily, that man wants to bang you like a screen door in a hurricane. It's kind of disgusting, the way he's panting after you."
"There's no panting happening," I say as I take the beer out of her hand, "And you've clearly had enough of this."
She laughs and leans back into the cushions. Her chestnut hair falls across the couch as she tips her head back, and I have to admit, she looks radiant. My beautiful, crazy, utterly infuriating friend. I'd never admit how much I'm going to miss her.
"I know what I'm talking about," she says, "I have the eyes of a hawk."
"More like the mind of a pervert," I say, smiling.
I stand up, but she stays seated, and I know the inquisition isn't over. I tug at her hand, trying to get her to come with me. I'd rather avoid any more talk of me and Cooper getting intimate. She finally acquiesces, joining me as we walk to the kitchen.
"Just give it time," she says, "The sexual tension is so thick between the two of you, it's like walking through a goddamn spider web every time I-"
"Enough!" I whisper-shout, "Jesus, Em."
We walk through the kitchen, out through the screen door, and step into the cool night air where everyone else is gathered.
In the yard, by the tree line, the fire blazes bright and the smell of the burning wood fills the air. Jack, who's wearing a flannel shirt unbuttoned over his white t-shirt, is standing close by the flames. Cooper is sitting on a log, talking to him, squeezing ketchup onto his paper plate.
The scene is a sharp contrast to the forest behind, dark and cool, full of the scent of pine needles and rain. We're lucky to be borrowing the cabin for the weekend from a friend of Jack's. The yard opens directly into Ballyboley forest, along the Irish Antrim coast. It's dense, wild, and wholly thrilling to be so close to nature. The others are pre-med, pre-law, pre-something, and more than happy to sit inside, but my mind feels clearer when I'm near the woods.
"Here comes trouble," Jack says when we approach, nodding at Emily. She grins, then throws herself at him. He catches her in his arms, lifting her so her face is level with his, and plants a kiss on her nose.
Cooper looks up from his log, glances at the happy couple, then at me. I can't help the warmth that spreads through me as his eyes light up, and I realize Emily's words are getting to me. I want to run my fingers through his messy, brown hair. God, maybe she's right.
A sudden pop from the fire makes all of us flinch.
My head snaps to the source of the sound. When I stare into the flames, my eyes widen. The flames move and twist, but it's not just the firelight. Something is moving. A second pop and a flash of orange light and then, the flames take shape. We all stare as what appears to be a small bird hops from the heart of the flames. Only, it's not on fire. It's made of fire.
"Holy shit," I hear Cooper mutter, "What the fuck?"
The fiery creature lands on a log beside the fire and tilts its head at us. Its beady eyes are dark and shining.
"Is it a phoenix?" Emily asks, voice hushed, "Like in Harry Potter?"
I want to say something, but I find I can't speak. All I can do is stare at the creature crawling from the flames.
In a sudden flurry of motion, the bird takes flight and bursts from the yard into the woods beyond. For a moment, I only watch. Then my legs are moving of their own accord, and I'm running into the forest.
"Lily!"