At the end of chapter 06 (E2). It intrigued me also because I was completely unaware of this variant of sex, that I had just discovered between Beatriz and Raúl. But the spankings, the punishments ... that facet was even more difficult for me to understand ... how pain could lead to pleasure ... Perhaps Beatriz, at some point of good vibes between us, would resolve some of the many doubts and questions that I had about dominate and submissive sex ...
Thank you very much, David (My Editor and lover) Alice
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In this new chapter 07, I would start "assuming my destiny"
Chapter 7
Saturday ... Acceptance of My Destiny
I heard the door open and I sat up in bed with a start, my heart pounding with fear. I looked for the nipple clamps that I had taken off during the night. If they caught me without them, I was sure Raúl would get angry and punish me.
I saw with some relief that who opened the door was Beatriz. She was carrying a tray in hand, with what I assumed was breakfast. She saw me with the clamps removed, and with a disgusted face she said,
"Alice ... you know you must not disobey Raúl's orders!"
"I'm sorry, Beatriz ..." I said.
Zoe thought, then she cut me off. "You must get used to calling me Zoe."
"Yes, sorry, Zoe," I said, lowering my eyes.
"Look Alice ... You must take this very seriously!" said Beatriz. "I know you are still not aware of how lucky you are. The fact that Raúl has chosen you is a great honor; there are not many who can say that they have completed their training with him and have become his females."
"But I don't understand anything," I said. "How can you say these things? How can you be happy being the slave of Raúl, or of any other man?"
"Alice ..." Beatriz answered, "I know you need more time to understand it. It happens to many women, who do not know how wonderful it is to live to please your owner. He cares about us, our well-being, and our pleasure.
"He only cares about his pleasure!" I blurted out, unable to contain the statement.
"You're wrong Alice," said Beatriz, "It's really not like that! When you submit to the master you will discover the great pleasure that your master gives you: that he fucks all your holes at will ... that he lends you to other men ... You will be used for pleasure in multiple ways, and you will discover a world of exciting sex and pleasure as you cannot imagine ... You just have to let yourself go!"
I could not shake off my amazement. I did not understand that way of thinking! For me that was slavery, and although I was clear that for now it was convenient for me to give in, I did not think I could live like that.
"And speaking of obeying your Master," Beatriz continued, "that means that you must always obey him, whether he is present or not. While it is true that I and all of us challenge him on occasion, we know how far we can go, and we risk challenging him in some cases because we know that the punishment will be almost as pleasant as obeying him. By this I mean you shouldn't have removed the clamps!"
"But Bea ... Zoe," I interrupted. "I couldn't take it anymore! They hurt a lot. What difference does it make if no one sees me?"
"It's not about them seeing you," said Zoe. "It's about you, as the property of Raúl that you are, and as a woman subjected to him, shouldn't even think to take them off! It's a thought that you shouldn't even consider. You must be so happy to obey, that at no time will it occur to you to do anything contrary to what he tells you!"
"Really Zoe!" I said. "I find it hard to believe that you never think of disobeying; it is impossible, I will never be like that!"
"Even if you think that it is impossible, you will soon discover that you are wrong ... And when your mind opens and you discover the wonderful world of submission, you will see that your life until now has not been complete! So, Alice ... don't do this again. This time I am not going to say anything, because I am aware that you are just starting out, and for you it is difficult at first. But I really mean it, do not commit a fault like this again, or I will have to tell him about it. I risk a lot hiding this!"
"Thanks Zoe." I said, truly grateful. It was clear that if Raúl didn't find out, it would save me a lot of pain.
"You're welcome, but promise me that today you'll follow orders without complaining; it will save us both a lot of trouble."
"Yes, Zoe. Really, I have already learned that it is better not to complain ... that is very clear! But what awaits me today? I can't take another day like yesterday."
"I don't know! The master does not inform me of what he is going to do. Now I have to check you; get up."
I stood up, and Beatriz began to check my body. The first thing she did was grab the clamps, and before putting them back on, she grabbed each of my nipples with her fingers, and pinched and twisted them viciously. It hurt like hell, but I managed to contain a cry of pain.
"Very good Alice," she told me. "I see that you are learning to contain yourself. Do not think that I enjoy causing you pain, but it is necessary that they look red and swollen if we do not want the Master to suspect your fault."
As she spoke she kept twisting my nipples viciously in all directions, and I doubled over in pain.