Very great thanks to AsylumSeeker for his patience and diligence in editing my work.
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Four hours past and my wife is not coming home tonight, and it seems nothing is amusing on the set. As I flip through the channels I was quick to notice, "There she is!" I do not know her name but she is on this show. Confused as to her name, I turn to my computer to find her but to no avail so I turn my attention back to the TV again.
Why, why for some reason she moves me, her hair and her figure, I cannot say. Although she looks nothing like my wife, and maybe that's the reason, she stirs something in me. Her red hair and build just fits somehow in an odd sense. Never before has anyone moved me like this woman. She's not tall, she's not short, and she's just sexy.
As I try to push off the rush of masturbation that plagues me, I find myself losing control of my sexual desire. Here it starts, with a little flush in the face and a small amount of embarrassment.
My maid is upstairs and my wife is not home. I need to suppress my urge knowing my satisfaction will not be fulfilled, but it persists. I glance over my shoulder at the stairs; I can feel the heat of danger in my maid coming down that furthers my fight for control. To continue with this urge will only make my ability to stop impossible. I decide it best just to feel a short touch of my cock. I won't go any further, but I know if I don't do it quickly I'll miss my chance at experiencing my passion.
Thoughts flash through my head. "What is her name?" GOD, my maid can't see me. I can hear her shuffling but damn, one mistake and embarrassment will not even begin to explain the repercussion of my taboo action.
Oh, it's throbbing; what am I going to do? I can't possibly take it out, I will never be able to recover from this if she were to walk down! The shower! I hear the shower! The maid is taking a shower! Wait, wait, and give it time. I'm bursting with a throbbing I need to satisfy but I can't.
Wait... damn, a commercial. My mind races, my hand is now wrapped around my cock, I need satisfaction but, nothing! I think to myself, what can I do, is there... wait, the shower, the water, I can hear the soap drop, just maybe; maybe I can get a taboo glimpse of her. Maybe somehow I can get a glimpse and yes, it will only be a quick glance. She will never know. I have always indirectly looked at her in the past. It's wrong, I am married and she is only twenty-two but God, she's beautiful. I hide it every day from my wife. I try not to look and yet sometimes I think she knows.
With difficulty I straighten myself off the couch. Not wanting to take my hand from my pants, I struggle to my feet. Oh shit, I kick the table, so I freeze! Did she hear me? I sit in silence for a minute. Again I hear the shower. Although fear scorns through my body for a minute, my mass continues. God, why is this so intense this time? I shuffle to the stairs and louder the shower rings in my ears, increasing my need and my forbidden thoughts. Somehow it is justified but I know it's wrong, almost sinister.
I creep up the stairs and can smell the soap. She left her door open! Why make it too easy as I fight myself to do the right thing. Slowly as my fate becomes apparent my feet climb the stairs oh so silently. My urge silences the creaking, although I am sure now that she is safely in the shower and will not hear my approach.
Sinister, yes sinister, I feet evil but it only quickens my pace for I do not want my urge to end. I round the railing and approach the door and get down low. Although it is safe, my instincts make me crouch. As I peek into her room the light is on and her clothes are strewn on the bed; her bra, oh her bra. The hint of perfume hangs in the air and it brazens me. The same mistake or procrastination could cause a failed mission so I need to focus. I have to see her, just a glimpse, but somehow I am lying to myself. I need to relieve myself, and looking at her during my deed is somehow a requirement.
It is throbbing in my pants almost talking to me, driving me. It has to be free and the only way is to remove my pants. If I have to run out of there, my pants have to be gone so as not to inhibit my exit. I also decide I will go to my bedroom instead of the downstairs to make the hide-and-recovery a more simple deduction.