Disclaimer: This is a fantasy about acts that would be terribly immoral in reality.
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In a way, Fila's ravishment was my fault.
After all, I had known perfectly well what was coming. For the past six months, a mysterious man had been sneaking into my MattressSoft shop. He only came when one of the girls who worked for me was closing by herself, after the whole strip mall was deserted. And every time he came, he ravished one of them.
He'd started with Georgia, a quiet and sheltered southern belle, six months ago; he'd made her strip, then forced himself on her on one of the display beds. Then four months ago, he'd visited Ashanti, and kissed her almost everywhere before concluding with her womb. And finally, about two months prior, he'd snuck in on Isabella, who used to believe that the first two girls were just sluts who didn't want to admit it, but now knew better. So, I knew we were due for another visit.
In fact, I knew more about the man than even the police. After Georgia's ravishment I had snuck in to review the security tapes, to find out what happened. The tapes left me horrified, but also thoroughly wet. I had watched Ashanti and Isabella's tapes as well, and I rewatched them on at least a weekly basis, more often when I had more free time.
Now, six months after the ordeal had begun, my shop was staffed almost exclusively by pregnant women. Georgia was just hitting her third trimester, her belly and her boobs all deliciously round. Ashanti was showing pretty clearly, and Isabella had just told everyone she was expecting too. I had to take care not to get distracted, looking at their bellies and thinking about how they got that way.
"Hello, Miss Martin," Fila said, shaking me out of my reverie.
Fila was the reason I was concerned. She was the only employee I had who hadn't been knocked up by the intruder, and I had been careful to keep things that way. Given the timing, I expected the man to return soon, and I was being especially cautious.
"Hi, Fila," I said. I glanced briefly at Georgia as she walked through the shop, her hand on her belly, then looked back at Fila. She was watching Georgia too, with an expression of rapt interest, and for a moment I wondered if her thoughts mirrored mine.
The moment passed, though. She smiled at me, then picked up a broom and began sweeping the floor.
It was hard not to watch her, too. Fila was attractive from any angle. She had striking blue-green eyes, light brown skin, and straight black hair that she always kept mostly concealed beneath a headscarf, with a lock or two poking out. I wanted to believe that she was letting her hair down a bit to be flirtatious, but that was wishful thinking and I knew it. She was short, and on the slighter side, but she had a few curves that the store uniforms highlighted to lovely effect. I would have loved to teach her about flirting, but I was pretty sure she was straight.
"How are your classes going?" I asked her as we finished prepping the sales floor.
"Really well," she said. "I only have two classes this semester, but they're both interesting."
"Fancy computer stuff?" I said with a smile.
She smiled back, and I was reminded of how cute her dimples were. "Fancy computer stuff, yes. And some math."
"Do you know what you're doing after that?" I asked.
Her smile faded a bit. "Graduating, and then...I don't know yet."
I nodded. Fila was in the country on a student visa, and her parents wanted her to move back once she graduated, but I suspected that she'd prefer to stay.
"Well, if you need a work visa, I'm happy to help. Although I bet your degree will help more."
Her smile brightened a bit. "Thank you."
"Oh, and you remember we're closing tonight, right?"
She nodded, and I nodded back. So far the man had only broken in when someone was closing alone, and I had made sure that none of us were doing so. As long as I was with her, I was pretty sure we'd both be fine. I did my best to believe this, and tried not to worry.
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I was mostly successful in not worrying until about seven that evening. The phone rang, and an automated voice told me that our delivery service hadn't been able to deliver a package today, and that they'd return it at the end of the day if it wasn't claimed.
I glanced at my phone. I could make it to their location before they closed and get back just in time for closing. My phone's battery was running low, but I figured it would last. I told Fila my plan and rushed out the door.
I spent the next half hour cursing evocatively at the traffic and my GPS, my worries rising further. I piled out of my car just past the hour, snapped at the poor receptionist who handed me the package, and ran back out to my car. I had twenty minutes, and it had taken me a half-hour to get here.
As I was trying to calm down, a thought struck me. I could call Fila and tell her that traffic was terrible, and that I wouldn't make it back in time for most of closing. If I did, she'd close by herself.
I shook my head, horrified at the thought, but my mind kept going. I could go into the shop right afterwards, and check the recording. If the man really was planning to strike tonight, I could watch almost as soon as he'd left.
I couldn't do it, I told myself. Watching the girls get ravished was one thing, but enabling it was something else entirely.
But, no matter what I did, I ought to call Fila and warn her. I fished my phone out and rang her up.
"Miss Martin?" Fila answered.
"Fila, I've just got the package, but I'm running late. I don't think I'll make it back by nine."
"That's alright," she said. "It is pretty quiet. Do you want me to just close up? There's not much to do."
I knew the right thing to say. I knew I ought to be diving through traffic and ignoring the speed limit to get to her as soon as I could. I knew the right thing, and I didn't do it.
"That would be great," I said.
I could almost hear her smile. "Alright. I will see you tomorrow."
I sat in my car for a minute, just wondering what I'd done. If the man was planning to return tonight, then I had just put Fila in his path. And every moment I spent sitting here left her even more alone. But If I drove back quickly, I'd have to tell Fila why, and I was afraid I wouldn't be able to tell a good enough lie.
I did drive back to the store, but I drove slowly. I kept glancing at the clock and wondering what was happening in my shop. Was Fila checking our merchandise, or was she stripping so that the man could check out hers? Was she locking the doors, or was she letting him in? Checking our bank balance, or receiving a deposit in her own little private vault?
I was used to feeling guilt over what I'd done, but this was a new low. The only thing strong enough to hold back my guilt was my lust, and I was thoroughly wet by the time I got close to the shopping center. If nothing had happened to Fila, I'd have to re-watch one of the older tapes pretty much immediately.
The store was darkened when I pulled into the parking lot. Fila lived close enough to walk, so I had no way of knowing if she was still there, but I couldn't wait. I unlocked the door, only barely remembering to lock it behind me, then went to my desk.
I lifted my skirt up as soon as I sat down, and ran my fingers along my lips as the security program started. I started my search at about 8:45, and immediately gasped.
As Fila was explaining the benefits of a Fuschia-brand mattress to an older woman, the man who'd ravished the other girls was standing in the back of the shop, wandering slowly as if perusing the mattresses. He was watching them out of the corner of his eye, and when they were both distracted, he stepped into the employees-only section and vanished.
I groaned in anticipation. I reminded myself that, even if I had rushed back, I wouldn't have been able to prevent this part, and kept watching.
Once the older woman had stepped out, Fila locked the front door behind her and started closing up, just like I'd told her to do. She sat down at the desk and started checking the accounts and the inventory.
The man didn't make me wait this time, which I appreciated. I was already furiously horny, and if I waited too long I suspected the guilt would start getting to me. He stepped out of the employees-only section once he was certain that Fila had started to close up and silently walked closer.
Fila was usually quicker with checking the numbers than the other girls, and I was grateful for that tonight. After just a moment, she closed the system down, stood up, and stretched.
Even though I was eager for Fila to get some company, I couldn't help but take a moment to appreciate her lithe form. With her hands up over her head, pushed back, I could see the shape of her petite bosom, the arc of her ass, and the line of her back. She was pretty, and even though I hated myself for it, I wanted to see more of her.
She finished her stretch, turned around, and caught sight of the man. He was tall and lean, with blond hair and featureless clothing that I knew he'd be able to slip off easily. Fila screamed, but the man and I both knew that there was no one to hear it. I glanced at the timestamp; even if I had been hurrying back I wouldn't have been there yet.
Fila grabbed a small knife that we used for opening boxes and held it towards him. "Stay back!" she cried.
"I don't think I will," the man said, taking one step forward.
Fila thrust the knife awkwardly in his direction. "You attacked Georgia, didn't you!"
"No," he replied. "Georgia needed some help feeling good about herself, and I helped her. I helped most of your other coworkers, too."
I moaned. A part of me wondered why I had to be the exception, but I knew I ought to be glad of it. I still got to watch, after all, and before long I was going to be the only one who wasn't pregnant.
Fila lifted her chin. "I would rather die than let you do that to me."
"No you wouldn't," the man replied. Fila made a confused noise, and I chuckled in spite of myself.
"I...I would," Fila repeated, but she hardly sounded certain.
"I've seen the way you look at the other girls," he continued. "You see their bodies changing. You know they've had sex and you wonder what it feels like."