I can hear a gate slam in the corridor outside our cell, followed quickly by heavy footsteps approaching. Cursing I hurry with the pink suspender belt on my right thigh and finally clip it to the pink stockings I am wearing. I stand up and bend over my cot, assuming the position I have become trained to take when required. Besides my pink stockings and suspenders I have white, lacy panties, a tiny, pink, frilly skirt, a revealing white and pink Gingham bra top and my blonde hair is done in pigtails. This is how Nicki and the gang want me and after three years of my fifteen year sentence I am no longer dumb enough to think I should try to deny them in any way. Of course it is a humiliating look for me and I am little more than a sex toy for these women but it is the only way a former police officer like myself will survive in here.
I hear a familiar ringing on the bars of my cell, Nicki and her two compadres (today it's Kim and Ciara, together all three black woman are a fearsome sight, with an arrest sheet as long as your arm for violence, robbery, drug dealing, prostitution, you name it), the loud noise is created by them running their large plastic dildo's along the bars. It's a noise that I've heard so many times already and my heart still sinks when I realise how many more times I will likely hear it. Nicki steps into my cell as I look over my shoulder and try to look as innocent and frightened a little white girl as I can. In truth it is not hard. My voice, as always falters as I attempt to greet her.
"M-Mistress Nicki. Your Barbie Doll Fuckpig is ready f-for you."
She grins her sick, sadistic smile and looks at her two friends as she screws her dildo into place on the harness that fits so snuggly around her crotch.
"Oh, you'd better be Barbie! I've had a fucking shit day and I need to get rid of some stress. And where better to do that than deep in the asshole of my favourite little police fuckpig?"
As she advanced towards me I faced the wall again and gripped the sides of my cot even harder waiting for the latest in a huge list of ignominies and humiliations that I had brought on myself all those years ago. I closed my eyes as Nicki flicked up the tiny hem of my skirt and jumped as she literally tore my panties off and reached forward to feed them into my mouth. And as I braced myself for the inevitable I wondered what Norman, my perverted, criminal neighbour who had led me to this (with my own stupid assistance) would think if he could see me now...
*
FOUR YEARS PREVIOUSLY.
I lay naked in bed with my Police partner, and now lover, Maya Lopez and told her the story of how I had come to lie for Norman. Of course it was not anywhere near the whole story.
"Don't ask me what it was, I just can't even bring myself to tell you but he had stuff on me and he blackmailed me into lying for him, covering for him and giving him an alibi. I hated it, hated myself for doing it but I felt I was trapped, that I had to do it. He could have ruined everything, my life, my job - everything!"
Maya rolled over into the bed and I gazed on her gorgeous bronzed, Latino breasts and her big, almond eyes. She was listening intently and did not seem to have any reproach in her, just worry and pity for me as I continued.
"That student, Ruth. I'm sure that was him. He made me give him an alibi for that night. I mean he never came right out and said so but it was that night the attack happened on her"
"You interviewed her?!"
"Yeah. Not my finest hour, I know. Oh, Maya you should just hand me over to the Sergeant. I know I've done so wrong, I wouldn't blame you."
"And there were other times? Did he do stuff to you?"
I couldn't meet her eyes, the tears I gave were not hard to reach and I nodded sadly. I sobbed and reached up to run my fingers through my short hair.
"That was him! He cut your beautiful long hair off?! The bastard!"
Slowly I parted my thighs and manoeuvred so that she could see the crude tattoo that he had made me get. She couldn't understand it at first but quickly enough she read the word "FUCKPIG".
That seemed to tip Maya over the edge. She had appeared undecided before, that maybe she would turn me in but now she just had eyes for getting Norman, for sorting him out and making him pay for ever crossing me.
We spoke a good while longer as we lay in bed before she turned over and I spooned her and looked at her from behind and wondered just exactly what Norman had planned for my new 'lover'. I went over all that I had told her and checked for any holes in my story, they were there if you poked at them hard enough but Maya was enraged and in love and didn't seem likely to examine it too closely. Of course what I told her had been severely edited and I never mentioned that in the beginning I had invited my rapist neighbour in to come and do this to me and that he also now had a murder weapon gun that he had placed my fingerprints on. I thought back to the look of pity Maya had given me and returned it to her in spades in the dark.
*
The next day Maya was on shift and I was off so I returned to my own flat and reported to my Master, Norman. He was positively giddy as I told him how things had went the night before. He made me describe our lovemaking as I relived the passionate and messy sixty nine Maya and I had shared before I told her my deep, dark secret he brazenly took his cock out and began to masturbate as I described the scene to him. Then he demanded I undress and masturbate myself as I told him the story I had given Maya and he described how things should go from there.
Ashamed I did as I was told and was quickly on my knees before him, bare naked and playing desperately with my clit as he stood over me wanking furiously. Eventually he ran out of words and concentrated on cumming, aiming his long cock at me and spraying a thick blast of sperm onto my face and tits and the rest dropped onto the wooden floorboards of his hall. I barely noticed. I had my eyes screwed shut and was rubbing myself with abandon, imagining Maya being taken by Norman, fucked like the spic bitch she was. At that I came in a flood, spraying my juices all over his floor to mix with his cum.
Having come to my senses after the rush of release I hated myself for what I had been imagining in my frenzy. It was sick. I was sick. Norman smirked at me.