SILENCE FILLS THE STABLE for so long, my ears start to ring and I have to wonder if Jay is already gone. Did he leave me like that without a backward glance or a parting word, abandoning me to this monster Mikey, who is violating my body in a two-pronged assault. No one has ever touched me this way before. It is at once a violent and unwanted invasion and at the same time, so slow and sinuous it's hard to hang on to the rage. He's stroking me up to something, it's building inside me, fighting to claw its way out.
Finally, after a long moment, Jay clears his throat, and I swallow down the loathing that comes hand in hand with the relief. He didn't leave me. Not yet. "You won't hurt her, will you?"
Mikey's fingers stroke up and down slowly, making me squirm, because despite every awful thing about this moment, the heat of his hand is doing things to me. It's taking all the strength I have not to rub against his hand, not to lap at his fingers. If he'd just push a little harder, the pressure on my clit would be just right, it might ease the burn, and I couldn't tell you why, but it feels strangely good to have his fingers in my throat.
"No lasting marks per the contract. Don't worry, man. I'll take good care of her. Next time you see her, guaranteed, she's going to be happier than she's ever been in her life."
Jay sucks in a long breath. "Okay. I love you, Tara. I'm doing this for you."
"FOR ME? Fuck you. You're doing this for you, you sick bastard!" I shout, or rather, I try to shout. It comes out as nothing more than incoherent grunts around the ring gag and the fingers still stroking in and out of my mouth.
Mikey leans over me. "Is your mouth hungry for something bigger?"
I jerk against the desk, kicking out with my feet, snarling like a rabid animal. If I were free in this moment, I'd kill them both.
Mikey holds me down though with embarrassing ease, with fingers in my throat, his palm hard on my chin, he gets his elbow into the small of my back, and I have no choice but to submit. His fingers don't even leave my pussy.
He bends over me so close I can feel his hot breath on my face, and his lips come down to touch the outer shell of my ear. "Ssssshhh. Let go of all that anger. I'm in control now. You're job—you're only job-is to focus on how you feel. You can't control what I do or what Jay does. All you can control are your own reactions to this. Put your whole mind right there in your cunt. Focus on my fingers. Focus on your cunt."
Focus on my cunt...my ass.
I suck in air through my nose, dig in with my feet and push off with my hips, I slam my head back into his face. I know I won't get free. But I can make him hurt. "Fuck you," I slur around the ring gag, connecting the back of my head against his jaw.