Author's Note:
Hello, fabulous readers! And holy crap, this chapter is long. It covers the original Chapter 4 and parts of Chapter 5, but contains about 10k words worth of new content. I wanted to make sure that our story starts off with a solid introduction to the world and characters, so be warned, there is a lot of exposition. Hopefully it's not too much, but that's for you all to decide. If you are so inclined, I'd really appreciate it if you would rate this chapter and share any comments/criticisms in the comments. Even now, I am hoping to improve my writing skills. I'll be hanging around, so feel free to ask questions as well. And thanks so much for the warm welcome I received on the last chapter. Your continued support makes all the long weekends and late nights worth it. :)
—HisPet21
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Kara sat in the corner of her cell, her knees pressed against her chest and her hands wrapped around her legs. It was hard to be optimistic, but at least she was comfortable. The room was hardly the size of a walk-in closet and utterly bare, but it was pleasantly warm and every surface was covered in white padding, even the ceiling. If Kara hadn't been so nervous, she could have easily lain down and taken a nap before the upcoming auction, letting the humming of the air vents lull her to sleep. But there was a one-way mirror built into the far wall and it fascinated her. Its shimmering surface caught the light in interesting ways and though she wasn't sure why, Kara couldn't stop staring at it.
Tentatively, Kara stood to her feet and pressed her hands against the mirror, letting the coolness of it sink into her still-warm skin. Her reflection, as if in a trance, followed suit and then they were fingertip to fingertip, fogging up the glass with their mutual breath. For a brief moment, Kara wondered if there might be someone else just beyond the mirror, staring into eyes that could not stare back. She thought about what they might look like and why they might have chosen to stop by her cell. Then Kara glanced up and as her eyes met those of her reflection, she started.
It was as if...it was as if she were looking into the eyes of a
stranger
.
Truth be told, it had been almost two months since Kara had happened upon a mirror. In that time, there were so many little things she'd forgotten about herself. There was a small brown mole above her left cheek that she'd mistaken for a smudge of makeup, and dozens upon dozens of freckles dotting the "adorable pigeon nose" Uncle Florence had always teased her about. There was a barely noticeable scar on her neck from a flying piece of shrapnel that had narrowly missed the vein and running a single finger across it, Kara realized that she'd forgotten about that, too. Those details were hers and distinctly hers, but somehow, they seemed out of place on her freshly painted face. The woman now staring back at Kara looked more like her doppelganger than it did her, perhaps from another era or even another world.
Is this...is this me?
Kara wondered.
Is this what I look like now?
During the war, Kara hadn't had any time to contemplate her reflection. She had only ever caught glimpses of it, usually in a muddied puddle or a broken storefront window. It had been dirty and distorted then, but more jarring still, the woman staring back at her hadn't looked anything like this current manifestation. That Kara had been covered in fresh and dried blood, from the numerous procedures she'd performed on the field: removing bullets from downed soldiers, patching up gaping wounds, and aligning broken bones. Her arms had been covered in bruises from when she'd been forced to dive against concrete for cover, and her eyes...her eyes had been utterly
blank
. Once so lively and hopeful, they had been deadened by the never-ending shifts of work and the ever-present smell of death and despair. Appalled, Kara studied herself in the mirror and realized she'd forgotten she could be beautiful.
When was the last time I wore makeup?
Kara thought.
Or even brushed my hair?
Yet tonight, she looked stunning. Her captors had spent hours prepping her for auction, until she practically sparkled beneath the cheap, fluorescent lighting of the cell block. Dark, brown locks cascaded past her shoulders, framing a face that was gentle, but not naive, while her perfectly pouted lips and lightly flushed cheeks hinted ever-so-slightly at the baser tasks awaiting a slave. Glancing back into the mirror, Kara thought she looked brand new, as if she'd been made for nothing more than standing still and looking pretty. But her fabulous blue eyes—accentuated with dark liner and heavy mascara—told another story entirely. They told the story of a woman who had seen war and tried to be brave in spite of the horrors. No amount of makeup would be able to cover up the determination behind those eyes, but it seemed to have softened it well enough and Kara supposed that was kind of the point.
It's not so bad
, Kara told herself, pressing her fingers to her lips and then eyeing the dark, red splotches that now clung to them.
It...it looks nice.
But the clothes...the clothes were just
too much
. Red and gold were traditional for a newly captured slave and in those suddenly obscene colors, Kara felt more naked than she ever had before. Even her nails had been painted a deep, dark red and then stamped with gold leaf. The vibrant hues stood out with sickening clarity against her pale, white skin and made it impossible for her to hide her shame. Maybe it was unfair of her, but she did feel shame—shame at having been captured so easily and then allowing herself to be trussed up like this. They had put her in a gorgeous, unlined lace bra and then secured a small, silver ring around each of her nipples to ensure that they stood out against the cloth. There was also a matching pair of panties, as well as an ankle-length loincloth which hung from her hips on a gold-plated chain. The fabric was all maroon, but it had been trimmed in still more gold and there were tiny, clear gemstones sewn into the lingerie.
Not diamonds
, Kara thought, looking down at them in horror.
It has to be moissanite, or maybe even cubic zirconia. But not diamonds.