*So I did a quick edit of this story, there is still a lot of work to do before it is not horribly written, but at least it will fit in better with the second chapter and other chapters I had planned and even started writing years ago. Hopefully I can do another more complete edit to eliminate redundancies and repetition (among other problems) soon... And hopefully I can have chapter 2 uploaded in the next month or so.*
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###The Journal
"I'm a complete slut." This thought seemed to go through her mind more and more lately, and as Eva looked down between her bare breasts to see her long legs spread wide straight up in the air, it was easy to see why so many men desired her.
She had an amazing body with smooth skin and wonderful curves in all the right places, but her looks often landed her in the precarious position she found herself in now... Yet another unfamiliar man was pounding his hard, naked cock into her bald, unprotected pussy, and she found her thoughts racing trying to understand why. She wasn't sure if it was credulity, coercion or a promiscuous nature, but she seemed to always find herself fucking men she had just met, many times in ways she had never even imagined.
In between her moans of ecstasy and groans of self contempt, Eva's thoughts continued as her sexual partner, whose name she did not even know, slammed into her again and again. The clapping sound of her sexy thighs against his fit waist filled the room, and she watched in fascination as each thrust jolted her body, sending jiggles up her stomach in waves and bouncing her breasts in perfect sync with the cock that was now so intimately familiar with her most secret place. This first made her worry she needed to exercise more, but in truth, she was in excellent shape, a naturally fit body that was thick in all the best places. Her thoughts often strayed for long periods of time, wondering why she always found herself like this, on her back with her pussy being stuffed.
Eva loved sex, and it was a good thing, because she seemed to have become a fuck toy for more than her fair share of men. During her senior year of college, a new boyfriend had forgotten his bag in her room after he stopped by for a late night fuck session. After debating about whether she should look through it, curiosity got the best of her and she noised through its contents.
What she found shocked her. In a side pocket of the bag was a journal filled with notes. Tucked inbetween some of these pages were further small sheets with lewd notes, and folded printouts of email exchanges. Every single bit of text was about her! When she first realized what it was she slammed the journal shut and threw it into a corner and collapsed to the floor.
Her face burned as she sat on the floor next to her bed and occasionally glanced at the disgusting journal. But soon after she steeled herself and slid over to pickup the dreaded book once again.
She thought her heart might beat out of her chest as she slowly flipped through the pages, reading notes scribbled by different hands, each detailing a wild lewd encounter with Eva. She was reliving some of her most mind blowing sexual experiences from the point of view of men she could barely remember, and after a few pages she found something that almost sent her back into shock.
A printed color picture of Eva, naked... sprawled out on a bed with her toned legs spread eagle, and her chest shining from a pool of cum that had been smeared across her tits and even some on her chin. It looked more like a picture printed from a porn site than any picture she had ever seen of herself, but there was no denying it was her. The resolution was extremely high and no details were blurred. There she lay, freshly fucked, completely naked and covered in cum.
She heard her self moaning, "No, no no" as she continued to leaf through the journal and finding dozens more pictures... Some in a collage on a single sheet of paper; some were extremely explicit close ups of her pussy, tits, ass, and other body parts, still others included her clearly recognizable face with her naked body again freshly fucked.
Eva sat for over an hour, staring in wide eyed disbelief at written and photographic accounts of her past coming back to haunt her. The stories brought back a flood of memories from times she had been licked, massaged, petted, groped, tossed around, fingered, and fucked. Some of those experiences were extremely hot... She found herself thinking about how she loved fucking. Long hard cocks stretching the lips of her slutty pussy as they slid into her from every angle possible was so amazing... She gasped as she realized how turned on she was getting! When she should have been filled with anger, she was ashamed to look down and see her fingers sliding under the waistband of her pajama bottoms over her smooth, hairless pubic mound, inching towards her now soaking wet pussy!
Grunts from her current partner brought her back to the present. In the familiar missionary position with her straight legs wide in the air, flexing as she wrapped her arms tightly around her partner trying to draw him near. She longed for affectionate kissing, but the man on top of her only wanted to deposit the contents of his balls deep into her desperately waiting cunt. "Cum for me slut!" was the last thing she heard him say before she erupted in orgasm.
"OH! OH! OH!" she shouted between his aggressive, clapping thrusts. She watched her pretty feet bouncing in the air in tandem with the rest of her body, lost in fascination by the fact that she was made for sex, and couldn't help but love to be fucked. She was a toy to be used and she relished that thought. As Eva felt his cock contract inside her, swell, and then fill her steaming hot pussy with warm cum, all she could do is scream, "FUCK MEEE-EEE-EEEE-EEEeeee!!!" Her last word drawn out and stuttered each time his body pounded against hers.
Once again it was over. She had been fucked hard and left lying there, used. As the man who had moments ago been inside her gathered his things and left, she remained on her back in bed, legs spread, cum oozing out of her pussy onto the sheets as her thoughts again drifted to the past...
Five years ago, Eva found a copy of a journal that had circulated around campus through several fraternities, and after confronting her then boyfriend about it, she learned details that left her shook to the core.