Once he left a million thoughts were flowing through my head. I couldnât believe that this had happened! It was so exciting and thrilling yet I was really confused and somewhat disturbed. My body was still on fire, but my mind was in turmoil.
Grant came home later that night and we had a late dinner. I could barely maintain a conversation with him as my mind kept drifting back to my afternoon with the stranger. I realized that I had not even seen his face yet I was consumed by him! âMy God what is wrong with me?â I asked myself. I had never done anything like this before. Sex with total strangers was just not something of interest to me, and the fact that I had enjoyed it was even more shocking!
âAre you OK honey?â Grant asked. âYes fine,â I was barely able to answer. âIâm just tired. I was up and down the mall all afternoon and I think it wore me out.â
As we cleaned up the kitchen I realized I could still smell him on my skin and taste him on my lips. Umm he was delicious and I quivered as I replayed his touch in my head. I went to bed exhausted from thinking so much.
The next morning I tried to go about my day, but I found myself daydreaming about him and my whole body would tingle and shiver with desire.
That night in bed I continued to be filled with thoughts of him and excitement would radiate through my entire body. I was already fantasizing about what he would âforce meâ to do next time. I even imagined him lying in bed next to me. I started to worry that I would talk in my sleep and Grant would become suspicious! âAhh why did he excite me so much,â I growled to myself, as I covered my head with my pillow.
Never in my wildest dreams did I ever imagine I could feel this way about a total stranger. One thing I knew for sure was that despite the conflict this was causing me there was no turning back now. I didnât know where it was going but I had to see it through.
The week seemed to drag on forever as I impatiently expected his call. You bastard, you are invading my days, violating my privacy, filling me with fear and anticipation! I hate this feeling of being possessed by you, of having my entire life on hold waiting for your phone call.
The day finally arrived and I shivered with desire when I heard his voice on the phone. Thankfully Grant was away again on business so we set up a meeting for tomorrow. He said he would call me back tonight with some specific instructions to follow and then abruptly hung up on me!
I looked forward to these âinstructionsâ with a mixture of apprehension and yet overwhelming desire. I spent another restless evening fantasizing about him and analyzing what I was doing. I thought the phone would never ring, and I realized he was probably purposely making me wait.
He finally called me back and gave my âinstructionsâ which he made me write down and repeat back to him! He said that if I didnât follow them to the letter then our little tryst would be over! I wrote frantically and didnât even comprehend what I was writing until I read it back to him.
YOU ARE TO RETURN TO THE MALL TOMORROW WEARING YOUR SHORTEST SKIRT AND YOUR HIGHEST HEELS. UNDERNEATH YOUR SKIRT YOU WILL WEAR BRIGHT RED PANTIES, BLACK NYLON STOCKINGS (NO PANTYHOSE) AND A GARTER BELT. IF YOU DONâT HAVE THESE ITEMS YOU ARE TO PURCHASE THEM AT THE MALL AND CHANGE IN A WASHROOM.
ONCE THERE YOU WILL FIND EVERY OPPORTUNITY TO EXPOSE YOUR UPPER THIGHS AND PANTIES TO AS MANY MEN AS POSSIBLE! YOU NEED TO FIND BENCHâS TO SIT ON SO THAT YOU CAN CROSS AND UNCROSS YOUR LEGS EVERY TIME A MAN LOOKS AT YOU.
I ALSO WANT YOU TO FIND OPPORTUNITIES TO GO UP ESCALATORS AND STAIRCASES AHEAD OF MEN AND PRETEND TO DROP YOUâRE PURSE, KEYS ETC SO THAT YOU CAN REALLY GIVE THEM A SHOW. I WILL BE WATCHING YOU TO MAKE SURE YOU ARE FOLLOWING MY INSTRUCTIONS.
Oh my God this is not what I had expected! My little teasing charade last week was one thing but this is too much for me. My emotions ran wild as I tried to digest this new information. I donât think I can go through with it I thought to myself. What if someone I know sees me? What if my mother is at the mall? What if some other woman confronts me about my behavior in front of everyone? What if mall security gets a complaint and I get arrested for indecent exposure? Oh God Barb, now you are starting to think like your husband!
âNO I canât do it,â I said out loud. It will just be far to humiliating and embarrassing. I had made my decision and that was final! Last week had been exciting but I will just have to put it behind me. This was just too much to expect!!
I felt shaky and decided to pour myself a glass of wine. I turned on the TV and decided to watch a movie. Anything to get my mind off of todayâs turn of events. I sat down to watch the show but I could not keep my mind on the story. I could not stop thinking about HIM dammit! I had been in a constant state of arousal all week and tonight was no different. My body was consumed with sexual tension begging for release. âStop it Barb,â I told myself but my brain would not listen to reason.
I poured myself glass after glass of wine hoping that would help but to no avail. My âbad girlâ side was negotiating with my âgood girl sideâ trying to come up with a compromise. But he wonât let you compromise remember? My mind was reeling as I realized that I could not fight off the incredible urges I was feeling inside me. Finally I reluctantly decided to submit to his instructions,â BUT ONLY THIS ONE TIME,â I said aloud.
âOK Barb, now you have to see if you have anything to wear.â I hadnât worn nylons and a garter belt for years and what I have probably wonât fit me now anyway. I emptied the contents of my bottom night stand drawer on the bed and found everything I needed including two or three pairs of red panties.
I proceeded to try everything on and to my surprise they still fit. I didnât like the way my stomach looked without control top panties but I found a white corset style garter belt with stiff boning that did a good job of hiding my stomach. It was a little uncomfortable but I decided to wear it anyway. I found my shortest skirt and my highest sexy heels and set it all out for tomorrow. I was drunk, tired and emotionally exhausted so I collapsed on the bed and immediately fell asleep.
The next morning I awoke earlier than usual feeling full of energy. I must have had a deep sleep because I donât even remember dreaming about anything. I made a pot of coffee and sat down to relax but my mind wouldnât let me. I took my coffee into the bathroom and got ready to take a shower.
I was washing my breasts and found that my nipples were hard and tingling with desire. When I soaped my pubic area a shudder of desire shot through me like electricity! âOh my God Barb,â I thought, this has never happened before in my life!
I toweled my body dry, applied body lotion and started my makeup. I was feeling very sexy and decided to wear my darkest red lipstick. I checked the clock and realized I had to hurry so I wouldnât be late.
After I was fully dressed I checked myself from every conceivable angle in the mirror to make sure I looked perfect. I even bent over and checked with a hand mirror to see just what the men would see later when I bent over! I had to admit that my creamy thighs showing above my stockings and my saucy red panties looked very sexy indeed! A lot of men will be very happy today that their wives or girlfriends had dragged them shopping!
I started the Lexus and began my drive to the mall. My palms were sweaty on the steering wheel and my hands were shaking. My legs were trembling with fear and anticipation! God Barb, concentrate on driving! You donât want to end up at the emergency ward dressed like this!!
I made it to the mall in one piece, parked and shut the car off. I tried to get out of the car but my legs would not work! I was frozen, I couldnât move. I sat there for a few minutes until finally my legs obeyed my brain. I checked my watch and saw that I was on time.