This story is inspired by a story I read in a survival forum...
By Mr. P. Blakk
I came to because the bed I was in was rocking. I immediately felt pain as I face down with someone on top of me anally penetrating me, then everything flooded back. My Pastor had lured me to a seedy motel to be gangraped.
I couldn't believe what I was feeling. I had never had anal sex and now someone I didn't even know was pounding me hard while they lay on top of me on a disgusting bed in a seedy motel.
The ringing in my ears began to clear and I could hear voices laughing, talking about "the whore, the slut." Eventually, I felt the man on top of me pulsate and ejaculate into my ass. It burned like nothing I'd ever felt before. I could see several men standing by the bed watching as this stranger took me.
All the while, I began to think about how I ended up in this seedy motel just outside of the town where I lived with my husband. The Pastor, he had lured me. He gained my trust after months of confiding in him. I began to do work for him at the church. Anything he asked of me including, at times, hard labor.
Then, one day, out of the blue, he asked me to accompany him to meet a troubled parishioner who was at the hospital. But he didn't drive to the hospital saying he had to pick up a family member of the parishioner from their motel.
Upon arriving at the motel, I was surprised to see he had a key to the room we walked to. Once inside, he tried to kiss me forcefully and told me he was in love with me. I had been in several abusive relationships basically my entire life. Especially by men. I had confided this to him on many occasions. How it affected my marriage, another thing I had opened up about to him. How my husband would basically never have sex with me, and always drank and played PlayStation.
I was so surprised, but I fought him off till there was a knock on the door. Great! I thought, someone to give me a chance to get out of there. Instead, the Pastor went and got the door, 4 more men walked in, one of them carrying a large duffel bag. The Pastor told me it would be better if I didn't fight, but I did.
I'm not sure how, but I was knocked out in the struggle. Eventually, I was shaken and awakened. One of the men forced 10 or so pills down my throat and then covered my mouth till he got a bottle of liquor and forced it into my mouth. I later found out that the pills were uppers and pain killers.
I dozed in and out of consciousness. And that's where this story starts. I awoke to a pain in my backside as I was anally raped. I remember praying that they had all had their turn and I would be done after this anal rape. How wrong was I.
I wouldn't make it back out of there for another 7 hours. For just about the entire 7 hours, I was engaged in some sort of sex act. The 5 men took their time and for the first 3 hours, was mostly just gangraped. The most disturbing thing that happened was that I had an orgasm as I was stuffed "airtight" as the guys kept saying. It meant having a cock in each of my holes at the same time.
One of the men then came and injected something into my arm that to this day, I'm not sure what it was but it made me incredibly aroused and suggestable. I still fought a little, but was much more relaxed. What I could not comprehend was how my arousal level rose after the injection. I had many more orgasms after that. It really crippled my mind and spirit because those were the first orgasms of my life.
Despite many years of marriage and sexual abuse, I had never had an orgasm in my life. It really did something to me since it happened early in the rape. After the 2-hour gangrape, the guys took out what was in the duffel bag. I nearly fainted again.
Several bundles of rope, lots of leather straps, paddles, floggers, toys of all kinds, and a metal cage designed for someone to be locked in with toys inserted in their holes. These assholes strapped me to the cage which forced me on all fours. Then two large vibrating dildos were attached to some jackhammer and inserted into me.
As the toys began to work, softly at first, the guys began adding stuff to my body to increase stimuli. First, someone came and added some nipple clamps. Next, some came and strapped a large leather collar around my neck. Then, when I started to make a lot of noise, they strapped a large penis gag to my head. Finally, I began getting spanked, whipped and paddled.
At this point, the dildos, the clamps, the physical beating had taken their toll and my body ultimately betrayed me. I began to have rolling orgasms. As one ended, another began. I started to become delirious. I begged for them to stop. The Pastor got up to my face and told me he would release me but I was his now.
The Pastor stroked my hair and face telling me how God didn't love me anymore and that the multiple orgasms I had proved that I was just a creature of sex and always would be. I remember orgasming so hard that I passed out.
When I woke up, it was dark outside and I was again being anally raped on the bed. This time my hands were tied behind my back and I had a vibrating dildo inside my pussy. Almost as soon as I woke up, I saw stars, orgasmed again, and passed out.
The Pastor was waking me up and telling me to shower and change into the clothes he had for me. This was completely planned out. But what was that about him falling in love with me? Was that just to try to get me to sleep with him? If I would've just slept with him, what I have had to endure this fucking torture? It really broke my mind that I came so much that night.
The Pastor ended up driving me home. I thought about refusing, but was so far out of town it would've been impossible to get home at this hour without a ride. Then there were the clothes he had me wear back to my house. My clothes had been torn when I struggled. I was wearing a crop top and a mini spandex skirt that barely fit.
On the way home, the Pastor gave me a whole ass speech about what I was and what I had become. It was demoralizing, demeaning and humiliating. He talked about the rape as if it was something we both planned. As if it was something I wanted. His argument was that since I orgasmed, it meant I wanted everything that happened.
It was almost hypnotic to hear him talk like that to me. I was in such shock that I didn't argue. I even agreed. He said he could try to guide me through it, but that I would have to fully submit to whatever he wanted me to do. Again, I just agreed and said I would do everything he asked me to. Then he asked if I loved him, and stupidly, I said that I saw him as a father figure and that I loved him very much.
The dull ache between my legs and the constant taste of sperm in my mouth didn't deter me from being an idiot and submitting to my rapist.