My name is Charlie. Lovingonanisland is my handle, as they say, but it's not the only pseudonym I have. The other one is actually Lily, and it was Lily, my alter ego, who first discovered the wonderful feeling of being held down and played with by an older man, being teased and nudged and rubbed and worked by an older man's cock, a man who knew what he wanted and knew how to work a girl for his own pleasure. I realised then how I loved to have my tits teased and sucked, how I loved to please, how I liked games, how I loved to serve. Serving, believe me, can bring hours of pleasure to the right girl.
Older men turn me on the most. So often they're so astonished by it, and so few of them are used to being fucked and sucked by a girl who wants it all. So many are surprised I want to kiss them as we fuck. Many times I've been contacted by men with old cocks asking for an evening with me, and you can tell that they think they'll be lucky just to put their cocks into my pussy for a swift vanilla fuck. Believe me, once I've serviced all the fantasies they've ever had they realise that a cock is for life, not just for Christmas. Guys, it's a tool for pleasuring a girl like me. Don't waste it. Tell me what to do. Be clear. Be forceful. Let me lick, let me play, let me suck, let me stroke, let me rim your ass as you've never been rimmed before. Let me ride your prick with my tight, tight sheath, working the shaft with the hungry glove of my hot pussy, gripping and rubbing and pleasuring you. Let me drink and drink, till you have cum in all the places you've ever hoped to. Just don't be shy. Your cock is my master. You are my master. Aren't you?
It started when I was 22 years old I was broke and living in London. I couldn't afford my rent on what I earned as a trainee accountant. I was looking for evening work, because I'd worked in pubs before, and I didn't have a boyfriend. I'd never had one. I longed, longed, longed to be fucked.. I watched porn all the time. But nobody had ever offered to fuck me. I was too shy to look them in the eye and they probably thought I wasn't game. And I didn't know how to offer.
One evening, scanning the paper, looking for a job in a bar, I found an advert specifying young women for 'club work.' The hours were 8pm - 2am. I thought that was perfect. I could get home from my day job, shower, shave, head out again and work for the evening. The pay wasn't great, but it said there was ample opportunity for tips. Boy was there!
It was called the Oldie Club. I didn't know what to expect, as I didn't know much about London clubs, but this one was in a beautiful house in Mayfair. I got there for my interview at about 6.30pm, straight from work, and knocked on a beautiful, dark grey door. It was opened by a doorman who looked about seventy, trim and sprightly with a neat grey beard.
"Good evening, Miss.'
"I have an interview. My name's Charlie Barker."
"Ah yes. Miss Moira will see you in the blue room. First floor, first door on the left."
"Thankyou..."
I entered a hall painted a discrete dark blue grey. On the wall were a series of huge, framed black and white photographs. Stopping on the stairs to try and work one out I felt my colour rising in my cheeks. It was a closely focussed picture of the side of a man's penis, huge and beautiful, filling most of the shot, just a close-up. You couldn't see the man, just the side of his shaft and a hint of a swollen cockhead. I swallowed. What sort of a place was this?
Taking a deep breath, I walked up the stairs, my feet quiet on the grey velvety carpet. The door to the first room was open, and that's where I first met Moira.
When I remember Moira now the thought of her face is linked indelibly to the memory of her looking down at me as she held me down that first time, as my legs were carefully parted and that first powerful masterful knob, that first thick slick shaft, pushed me open and found its way into the deepest tissues of my closed, secret tunnel for that first time. But today I was innocent of all that...
"Lily. Come on in."
"I'm Charlie Barker...," I said, a little uncertainly.
Moira smiled. She had long dark hair, full red lips and a way of looking at me that saw me naked.
"The girls here all have another name. I think Lily is right for you..."
"But I'm..." I have long, really red hair, curly and wild, so I've never thought of myself as a Lily, but my skin is very white, it's true. "...Okay. Lily."
"Sit. Tell me about yourself, Lily."
So, I told her. I told her how I had come to London to train for one of the big accounting firms, straight out of university. I had a student loan, and I'd found a flat in Paddington, but it was more than I could afford on my earnings. On pushing I told her I had no boyfriend, I wasn't gay as far as I knew, and I didn't mind showing my tits. I was surprised to be asked, but I'd done some topless modelling and I thought this might be a topless bar. She asked me if I had any medical problems and did I mind getting tested? I said no, well, only one. I told her about the fact that there is milk in my tits.
"Milk in your tits?"
"Yes. Sometimes a little bit comes out."
I couldn't read her expression. It looked like a mixture of excitement and astonishment.
"A little bit?"
"Well... a lot actually."
"You can milk them?"
"Oh yes. I have to empty them sometimes. I make quite a lot."
"The doctor?'
"Says its normal. Says if I don't milk them it might settle down."
"But you..."
I blushed. 'I liked to milk them. Otherwise they feel quite swollen and hot."
"What do your boyfriends think?"
I went bright red. "I've never really had a boyfriend. Not like that. I thought they'd think it's kinky..."
"Oh, they will," she said indistinctly. "They will."
"I'm sorry?"
"Show me."
I still didn't realise. You'd think, in a rich Mayfair townhouse, interviewed by a woman who asked more questions about my tits than anything else (and then asked to see them), surrounded by beautiful black and white pictures of cocks and vulvas, I might have guessed, but I was pretty naΓ―ve, actually. I longed to have sex, it's true, but I had no idea what an attraction my tits would have. When she asked if she could milk them I thought she was just interested. When she ran her smooth hands round my tense, pert breasts and started to gently tug on the nipple I hadn't expected to feel a sharp spear of excitement in the wet place between my legs. When she started to gently milk my left teat, extracting little squirts of milk, I hadn't expected it to feel so different from when I did it myself.
"May I?"
My legs were starting to shake. I realised what she was going to do but I couldn't stop her. I made a slightly strangled sound and nodded, and she lowered her mouth to the dark read teat on my left nipple, and her lips closed round it. I shuddered as she drew it in, hard against her soft palate, and started to feed. It was gorgeous.
"Ahh..."
I heard her swallow. She squeezed my tit gently to draw more. My clit exploded into life.
"Oh my God..."
She was off at once. "You liked that..."
"I..."I was bright pink. 'I loved it. I want to be fucked, and nobody has ever offered."
"You want to be fucked? And you're a virgin?"
I nodded. "But I watch porn. I want to fuck and suck. Really badly."