I watch you from behind tinted car windows as you jog down the street. I have been watching you for days and know your routines. I know that you are going to take the next left and jog to the end of the block, before you turn around and go back towards your house. I also know that you will go inside without stretching out or cooling down and jump straight in the shower. As I watch your front door close I know I have five more minutes to wait.
"Just five more minutes." I tell myself.
After months and months of planning and practice and monitoring, five minutes stands between me and you. At last I will show you the meaning of the words slut and whore. I will show you what it feels like to feel so used and abused and mistreated. Yet at the same time I will teach you not only to enjoy it, but to LOVE it.
"Yes," I tell myself, "just five more minutes."
As the clock shows that the five minutes has passed, I know that you are in the shower and that you can hear nothing but the sound of running water. I do not even bother to try and be quiet as I enter the front door, the same way you did just five minutes ago.
The shower is still running as I turn the corner and head down the hall towards your room. I know that I still have another three and a half minutes before you turn it off and start to dry off.
"Make this quick, you need to be ready." I tell myself.
Hurrying I lay down the duffel bag I have brought with me on the night stand next to the bed. I open it and pull out the blind fold and three lengths of rope, each exactly 36 inches long. Placing the rope in my mouth and holding the blindfold in both hands, I slowly ease towards the bathroom. As I enter I turn out the lights, making it completely dark in the room.
"Damn," I hear you say. "The damn circuit blew again."
Yet you do not hurry to finish, rather you seem to take longer than normal finishing up your shower.
"She must be shaving today" I think to myself. "Good that'll make it even better."
As I hear you reach to turn off the shower, that is when I make my move. I push the curtain into the shower and wrap it around you.
Before you can start to scream I say "Make a noise and you are fucking dead."
You start to try and fight me, which amuses me, yet you do not make a sound. Still holding the shower curtain tightly around your thin wet squirming body, I turn your body around and grab you from behind under my arms, the blindfold still grasped tightly in one hand. I pull you out of the shower and throw you down on the floor violently. As you try in vain to untangle yourself from the shower curtain I grasp the back of your head by the hair and pull you up, being careful not to allow you to see my face. I place the blindfold over your eyes and you continue to struggle.
Once the blind fold is in place I raise the bottom of the shower curtain ever so slightly and tie your legs together with one rope for now. Finally I release you from the shower curtain and catch your arms as you try and hit me.
I spit in your face and say "try that shit again and I'll just slit your fucking throat right here, bitch."