This was Anne's last day of being little Ruthie's babysitter/nanny. They were at the zoo and Anne was feeling guilty, as though she was abandoning the poor child, she knew Ruthie would take her leaving hard. Since Ruthie's mother ran off with another man and a messy divorce was all she left behind, Anne was the closest thing to a mother she had ever known, she knew Ruthie would resist her going away for nine months.
But college would start up in about two weeks and Anne wanted to finish packing up a few things and move into her apartment before school started. It would be best to leave before it got any harder.
Not sure how to say good-bye, Anne waited until the day was almost over. When they were back at the mansion-sized home and were in the kitchen fixing a snack, Anne tried to explain to Ruthie why she had to leave.
"No. You can't go Anne. I wasn't supposed to tell but, you're going to be my new mommy! Daddy's going to take care of you and you'll take care of me. You're supposed to love me and never leave me," demanded the five year old. She did this while sticking her bottom lip out which made Anne want to hug the little girl.
However, at the mention of Ruthie's father, Mr. Brian McAllister, Anne got the shivers. He had always made her nervous, even when she was younger and he came over to her house to hang out with her older brother. She knew he had taken his wife's betrayal hard, Anne's brother said that Brian just wasn't the same. Brian had asked if Anne could help him out with Ruthie since she had always been close to the little girl. Not knowing how to say no, Anne agreed and became Ruthie's nanny for the summer. However, Anne always felt that Brian was watching her. It seemed whenever they were ever together he just stared, never taking his piercing green eyes off of her.
This would be one perk to not working for the Allistars anymore, thought Anne, not seeing Brian.
The "new mommy" comment caught Anne's attention though. "Why would you think this, Honey? I can't be your mommy. I'm too young and wouldn't be able to be a good mom for you, Sweetheart; no matter how much I want to be." Seeing that little Ruthie was about to cry, Anne went over to give the girl a hug, not seeing the man who leaned against the door frame watching and listening to everything going on.
Sniffling, Ruthie said "Daddy told me so. He said we would finally be a real family. I helped him pick out a ring and everything for you. Dad promised that you were moving in, to be my new mommy! I wasn't supposed to tell, he was going to surprise you."
Looking down at the little girl, Anne felt as if her world had turned upside down. Ruthie must have misheard or hadn't understood her father; or she was making this up. There was no way she would ever marry Brian McAllister. He was a bit older than her and way too intense for her liking. She was only 21 and starting her third year of college, no way was she ready to get involved with anyone, especially a 32 year old father with a little girl. It didn't matter how good looking he was and how much she loved this little girl. It didn't matter because nothing was going to happen, she still had a life to live and find who she wanted to be. And it definitely wasn't to become a housewife.
Trying to tell Ruthie as gently as she could, that she would love to be her mother, but she just couldn't, wouldn't, tie herself to a man like Brian.
"Ruthie, being you mom would be one of the best things in the world, but I wouldn't be any good at it. Your daddy and I don't love each other like that, but we both love you very much. Marriage between your dad and me would be a disaster, sweetie. But I'll always visit you when I come home on breaks, holidays and certain weekends."
Ruthie broke away from Anne and looked behind her at the doorway and froze. Sensing someone watching her, Anne turned around to have her gaze caught by a steady and amused green stare. Breaking away from Brian's gaze, Anne finally found her voice, "Brian, I was just making Ruthie a snack before I left. We were just saying good-bye." Under his continuous stare, Anne got nervous and bit her lower lip in agitation.
God, he thought, why does she do that? Whenever she bit her lip it made him want to go over and taste her mouth to see if it was as sweet as he thought it'd be. He wanted to make her go to her knees and take his cock into that luscious mouth. Brian thought about how he'd take a fistful of her hair and force her to suck him off hard, fast, and deep. He'd set the pace and push his cock into her mouth over and over until he came and made her swallow his cum.