For what seemed like an eternity, but was probably actually no more than a momentary lapse, Chris and I stood there, motionless. Chris took my hand and, looking up at me, cooed, "I want you to make love to me. Show me what to do." Almost imperceptibly, she pulled my hand between her legs.
Jerking my hand away from her, I barked at her, "Chris, I cannot do this. They have basically ordered me to rape you. No, this is wrong. I care too much about you."
Again taking my hand, she kissed it and replied, "I know that you care about me. That is why I want it to be with you. You heard what he said. If you do not do it, he will take me for himself. I am terrified of that. Please do not let that happen."
Reasoning with her, I asked, "How do you know he will not take you for himself regardless of what I do?"
She quickly responded, "I do not know that. But it is the only hope I have now. Please do not take that away from me." She once again took my hand and guided it between her legs. This time I did not resist. Looking up into my eyes, she begged, "Teach me." I reached over and kissed her as my hand effortlessly massaged her.
Between kisses, I mumbled, "Okay, Chris. I only want what is best for you--and you really are beautiful."
As we continued to kiss and my hand continued its action, I slowly pushed her toward the bed. Reaching it, we both sat down on the side. Apologetically, she offered, "I have kissed boys on dates. But that is about all." Holding back tears, she explained, "I wanted to save myself for marriage. And now I have to do it here--with other people outside the room watching us. But if it has to happen here and now, I am glad it is with you. She reached over and pushed her hand into my pants.