As reality hit her, Caitlin, in utter shock, peered up at Kalen with a deep sense of betrayal. She had no words for him, after what he'd done to her brother, to
her
. Had Sara really called him, 'master'? He'd never, not once, told her anything other than her brother was dead and cremated. It was
all
a lie, and he'd been its orchestrator.
Silently, Caitlin wrenched from his grip and turned to face Sara, who hadn't looked her in the eye but for a fleeting moment. "It really was you, out there."
He dipped his head, as if in admission.
"Why did you hurt Mia?"
Sara looked back up at her, his eyes telling more than he could say. If Kalen was a self-loathing creature, her brother was twice the repentant. She could see the pain in his thick features and wanted to go to him. So, she did.
Surprisingly enough, no one stopped her.
Caitlin knelt within reach, sitting on her shins with her hands in her lap. "I thought you were dead," she whispered, staying her hand from touching his cheek. She could feel the shadow energy, already permeating off of him as if he'd killed nearly as many as the murderer Kalen so recently dispatched. But the energy did not dissipate as it did with humans. It was stronger inside Sara.
She finally understood that strange feeling she'd had at Eamon's mansion, or the cryptic words Kalen said to her: 'I have an ally ready to receive us'. It was Sara. It had always been Sara.
"Did Kalen make you this way?"
Sara's not was barely visible as he stared at the floor.
"
Why?
" She turned to Kalen with the question, who appeared equally guilty. Caitlin turned slowly to face the prince. "You never said a word and even made me believe he was killed by Gabriel."
"He was." Kalen's eyes flickered to Sara, then back to her. "When a human dies, as long as their brain is not destroyed, we can revive them. There wasn't a guarantee it would work. But it did."
That same vines of betrayal chilled her core and gripped her heart, squeezing until she knew no greater pain. "Were you ever going to tell me?"
Kalen closed his eyes. "Yes. After my father's death."
Her jaw clenched all on its own. "Get him out of these shackles. Now."
Elsie was the one to protest, but Zakari made a silent gesture and began working the shackles open. When Sara's arms were freed, he merely let them slump to his lap, palms-up. His wrists were blistered by whatever material the shackles were made from, but he made no move to retaliate.
Without fear, Caitlin stared at her older brother, scooting closer than was advisable. But he wouldn't hurt her. She'd seen the look in his eyes - so long ago - when she'd commanded Nadia to kill in front of her. He detested the taking of human life, and he seemed little changed from the vampirism. "Why did you hurt Mia?"
His hands twitched slightly, then he looked up at her with mournful eyes. "An accident."
"Bullshit," Elsie said, hate seeping into her voice. "Her ribs are
broken
you shithead. Some useless fucking newborn, don't know your own goddamned-"
"Elsie." Zakari tilted his head toward the door. "Can I speak to you outside."
The guard straightened at the leader's request, then marched out in silence, leaving her, Kalen, and Sara alone in the room. Caitlin let the quite return, until Elsie's hateful words settled with the dust. "You've been working for the King, then?"
"On my order," Kalen took a step forward.
That was a whole other bone she would pick with Kalen later. Reviving her brother, putting him directly under the King's nose, knowing full-well Eamon would use him against them if he had the opportunity. But she could only take in one fact at a time, her mind nearly exploding with the concept of Sara's existence, even as one of
them
.
Against all logic, she threw her arms around her brother, doing what she'd wanted to do since the moment she'd found out in Gabriel's bunker, though she was furious at the time. Sara froze, then let his body relax. He did not return the hug, but he rested his massive head on her shoulder.
Caitlin, despite the seriousness of this moment, almost laughed aloud, realizing hugging him was like hugging a giant teddy bear. She never knew how badly she wanted an older brother until she'd gained, and lost, one. Now, she had him back, and would never let him go.
"Caitlin," Kalen warned, standing directly behind her. "He hurt Mia."
"You made him this way," she murmured into Sara's black shirt. "Then you gave him to your father? I don't blame
him,
Kalen."
His hand grabbed her shoulder, not admitting his guilt. That was all she'd wanted to hear from him, some measure of regret. But he had none to offer. Grudgingly, she broke the hug, smiling down at Sara's bald, bald head before letting go of her brother, his eyes heavy with shame.
She stood and turned to Kalen, moving slowly, icily, so he knew the depth of her resentment. He reached for her, his hand upturned, appealing. Caitlin drew away from him and pushed open the metal door. "Keep away from me. And if you hurt Sara for this, I will never speak to you again." With that she turned, and marched from the room, her resolve breaking when she finally made it to the hall, her eyes filling with tears of relief and betrayal.
Out of all this fuckery, there was only one thing she knew for certain: she couldn't trust a thing he'd ever told her.
Was
this
Eamon's plan?
*
Caitlin woke as early as possible and, after a brief stint over the toilet bowl, made her way to Dr. Gray's offices. Before anything else, she had to see how Mia was doing, then she would check on her brother down in the basement.
So far as Caitlin could tell, Mia hadn't died from her injuries yet, or she would have heard about it through Marianne or Edmund. That was more than enough to convince her that Sara hadn't been lying, unlike Kalen.
The door to the doctor's suite was ajar but she knocked anyway. "Dr. Gray?" No one answered, so she eased the door open a little further. "Do you have a moment?"
A rustling of paperwork verified that someone
was
inside. "Caitlin?" Althea's voice echoed softly. "Come in but be quiet." Caitlin did so, easing the door nearly closed behind herself. Althea was seated at a low desk, seeming to have been interrupted from her paperwork. Her usually professional air was gone and she looked bedraggled. She noticed spots of blood on the doctor's sleeves as she finished up her work. "Give me a moment."