I first saw Becky when I was in sixth form college, just at the start of my second year. Like most eighteen year old boys, I'd been out with a few girls, but, I'd never stayed with any long enough to call them, steady girlfriends, as I didn't develop any major feelings for them. At that age, it was only natural for me to explore my sexual urges, using them as my driving force rather than looking for romance or falling in love.
Sex was the centre of the universe, and being among many very desirable young ladies, my sex drive was running full speed, but that came with all the usual frustrations and let downs. Although I'd enjoyed some heavy petting with my girlfriends, none of my relationships got as far as me getting even a hand job from any of them. I usually ended my dates in my bedroom alone with a magazine and my own hand to amuse myself.
But, as that second year at college started, a new girl had walked into my life. At least that's what I wanted to believe. She was slim and very pretty, with deep brown eyes and dark hair that flowed down her back. She always wore tight pants which showed the perfect form of her pert, shapely buttocks. Her tight T-shirts she often wore made it so clear just how perfect her breasts were, too. She was absolutely stunning. I'd noticed her that first morning she started, thinking she was just one of the new first years looking a little lost as she entered the building. It didn't occur to me to go and ask if she needed any assistance.
It wasn't long before I found out she was new to the area, and she had been a little lost and would have appreciated some help on that first morning. She was actually in my year, and for many weeks I admired her from a distance, always assuming this goddess of sexual power was out of my league. Academically too, she seemed way above my level, always scoring top marks while I struggled in the bottom half dozen.
Although most of the boys at college fancied her, few had the confidence to ask her out on a date, and those that did, had no success. My friends quickly became aware of my infatuation with her, which didn't help. Having discovered my weakness, my friends were always going to use it against me. Whenever we were near her and her friends, I had to endure loud, anonymous comments about my feelings within her hearing.
Undoubtedly, Becky heard and began to understand the situation, but never responded with anything more than a slight grin as she kept her eyes fixed only on her giggling friends. She always remained aloof, and at first made no acknowledgement that I even existed. As the months went by, she began to get a little more responsive, like sitting closer to me in class.
I felt she was doing this only to tease me and cause me more ribbing from my friends. Little did I realise just what Becky's real thoughts were for me at that time; she did like me, but had no intention of forming any sort of relationship with a boy while she was studying. Leading me on was another matter.
At the end of the long year of studies, all second year sixth formers were deeply submerged into studying for final exams, which prevented any flirting. But, about two weeks after the exams finished, a college party had been arranged and everyone was there. It suddenly occurred to me I wouldn't be seeing her anymore, and I didn't have a clue where she lived.
It was then that it really hit home how I'd missed a year of opportunities to try and get to know her better. The party was my last chance to be with her. At least, if she rejected my advances, I wouldn't have the humiliation of seeing her every day in college and having to endure the sniggering and giggling of those around me.
So, I decided, at the party, I would make my move. First of all, I had a few drinks, carefully calculated to not be drunk or even appear to be slightly intoxicated but just enough to gain some courage. I was glad of it when I saw Becky, as my tongue nearly dropped out, my eyeballs almost burst and my heart missed several beats.
She was wearing a short mini dress about two sizes too small for her slim but curvy frame. It was pure white and enhanced the exquisite shape of her body. Her cleavage showed teasingly, her shoulders were bare, her long legs were smooth and shapely and her bottom looked firm and pert. After recovering from the initial shock of first seeing her, I plucked up the alcohol fuelled courage and went over to her. Expecting an early rebuff, I was shocked, but elated, to find I had captured her immediate and rapt attention.
The rest of the evening I was floating on another plain. We were inseparable. We danced, talked and laughed into the early hours oblivious of the friends we'd arrived with. When the night came to an end, I asked Becky if I could see her again, but that was when I received the first of two dagger blows to my heart.
It turned out that Becky was returning to the Midlands for the summer to stay with her father, and then go to Australia for four weeks with him and her sister. She'd moved here with her mother the previous year because her parents had split up. After the trip to Australia, she would be going to study at Edinburgh university. The bottom line was, I wouldn't be seeing her again. I was devastated.
Becky, realising my utter despair took me by the hand and led me outside and around the side of the building to the adjacent park. She assured me her mother would be another half hour before she was picking her up, so we found a park bench to sit on near the car park. After ten minutes of serious kissing, I was getting very turned on.
Becky, being aware of it started to press herself against me, gently squeezing my obvious erection with the palm of her hand through my trousers. This was about as far as I'd ever got with a girl, and I'd never been with a girl as stunning as Becky. To my utter disbelief and joy, I felt her delicate fingers unzip my trousers, and while still kissing me passionately, she opened me up and pulled down the front of my briefs.
For the first time in my life, a hand other than my own was wrapped around my erect penis. Not just any hand, but the delicate, gentle, smooth hand of this girl who I was totally smitten with. The sensual feel of that first touch from a girl in such an erotic place was unbearably wonderful. It was pleasure beyond what I ever imagined.
She had begun to stroke me as she placed gentle kisses on my face with her so delicate lips. She smiled sexily at me, watching the pleasure that must have been clearly showing on my face. "Something to remember me by," I remember her whispering. As she quickened her strokes, I could feel my first 'female given' orgasm rising from deep within my body, a pleasure I never realised existed, far above anything I'd experienced while masturbating alone.
I almost feared the intensity of feeling that was taking over my senses, but just as I approached the point of no return, the second dagger blow to my heart arrived. From the depths of hell came a rasping beep of a car horn. Becky quickly stopped her pleasure giving strokes and looked around. Her mother had arrived early to pick her up. We had been seen; caught at the worst possible moment.
Becky had jumped up and run to the car without even looking back or saying farewell. She hadn't even allowed time for us to share contact details. I had to tuck everything away quickly and zip myself up, not an easy task with a throbbing erection, before quickly getting out of sight. I didn't see or hear from Becky again until I was twenty three, which was five years later!
Becky had had a profound effect on me. For the first time in my life, I'd been infatuated. From the first moments I'd laid eyes on her to the night of the party, I'd grown more and more fond of her. At eighteen years old it was not clear whether 'in love' would have been the correct term for my feelings for her, but as the weeks went by, then the months and finally the years, I was left with an unfilled hollow in my soul. Maybe 'in love' at such an age was possible.
My exam results had not been inspiring, and instead of furthering my education, I flitted from job to job until my aunt and uncle offered me a caretaker's job at the block of holiday apartments they owned. They were both getting on in years, my aunt being fifteen years older than her sister, my mother. My uncle wasn't in the best of health so it suited all parties for me to take on the maintenance work while leaving the running of the apartments to them. I also completed the course, and passed the exams to become a driving instructor, something I ran alongside working for my aunt.
I found forming new relationships difficult as I always compared any girl I met with Becky, and I could never get close. It was during the spring, five years after I last saw Becky jumping into her mum's car, that Paul, my best friend, decided to arrange a big college reunion. A few of us helped with the arrangements, advertising was done through the local press and radio to ensure a high turn out. It hadn't occurred to me until Paul mentioned it, but there was an outside possibility Becky might turn up. Despite the fact she could have been living anywhere in the country, I raised my hopes beyond reason.
As part of the organisation team for the reunion, I was there from the start of the evening, and constantly checking the door. I couldn't believe my eyes when a gorgeous young woman entered the room. Even though she had matured in the five years since that fateful night, there was absolutely no mistaking her, it was Becky. She was even more incredible than I'd remembered. From the very pretty girl in our college days, she had become a stunningly beautiful woman. Dressed in a similar, figure hugging dress to the last time I'd seen her, although this one was pale green, all heads turned as she entered the room.