The Incel From Philosophy 101 Ch 04

-11/28- Tuesday morning

"Fuck." thought Kasi as she waited in line again at the pharmacy the next morning. As if it wasn't bad enough that she had once again forgotten her laptop. Now she had to buy yet another morning-after pill and of course Barbara was the one once again standing at the window of the pharmacy.

When she was last here Kasi had been forced to repeat her request louder and louder until Barbara understood what she wanted. She spoke so loud the last time that the people behind her in line had heard. Kasi cringed remembering how embarrassed she was. "That old bat really needed to get her hearing checked." Kasi thought.

Thankfully Kasi had her book bag with her. She quickly took out a pen and wrote her request for a Plan B pill on a post-it. When reached the front of the line she presented it to Barbara. The older woman held the note up at arm's length and squinted through her glasses down the bridge of her nose.

"Let's see. You want a morning-after pill?" asked Barbara out loud.

Kasi stared at her in disbelief. "How does this lady even have a job here?" She thought.

Barbara looked from the post-it to Kasi and said equally as loud "Didn't I just get you one of those the other day?"

It was a rhetorical question as Barbara stepped away right after she said it. Kasi's cheeks burned as she felt like everyone was staring at her.

When Barbara returned with the pill to finalize the transaction she suggested Kasi consider going on birth control. Telling her that they sold it over the counter now and a prescription wasn't required. Not at all subtle, she slipped a pamphlet about safe sex into the bag before handing Kasi her bag.

"Well, great. She and everyone else in this store thinks I'm a slut too." Thought Kasi.

-

Kasi had been thinking all morning of the best plan to get her laptop back from Sean. She was afraid however that she wouldn't be able to control herself if she was alone with him. She knew he wouldn't make it easy.

In the end she figured that the safest thing to do was to simply give up the laptop and remote wipe it. It sucked because it was brand new, but she knew her parents would let her order another one and she had all her stuff backed up to the cloud. In the meantime she would make do with a notebook and pen.

Kasi knew she still had to prepare for the debate with Sean though. At least it wasn't expected to rain this week. The library wouldn't be as crowded and she could meet Sean there. So, trying to take charge of the situation she texted Sean and told him to meet her at the library the next afternoon.

Kasi half expected Sean to argue with her about meeting at the library or make some other sort of excuse to return to his dorm room. Surprisingly he didn't. He only asked to instead meet later at 7pm because he had another class that afternoon. It wasn't an unreasonable ask so Kasi agreed.

-11/29- Wednesday evening

Kasi was a punctual sort of person and got to the library at around 6:45pm. She found a table and pulled out the laptop that she had borrowed from her roommate, Alexis, and texted Sean to let him know where she was sitting.

By 7:15 Sean hadn't arrived and Kasi texted him to ask where he was. He clearly saw her texts, but had opted to leave her on read. After almost another half an hour passed Kasi was frustrated and about to leave, but then she saw Sean waddling over toward her table. She tried to quickly make herself seem like she wasn't at all bothered by his lateness. By the time he reached her she was the picture of calm, poised composure.

The first thing he did was point at the laptop in front of Kasi and say "that's a bit of a downgrade isn't it?"

He was right. It was a basic Chromebook. It couldn't have cost more than two hundred dollars. The laptop Kasi had left behind in Sean's room had been a MacBook Pro that cost ten times that.

"It's my roommates. I'm just borrowing it until my new one gets delivered." Kasi explained.

"You don't want your old laptop back? We can go back to my room and get it." Sean said.

Not falling for it Kasi said "Oh, you can keep it. It was old anyway." in a patronizing tone. She felt very superior being able to subvert his plans by casually throwing cash around like it didn't matter.

Annoyingly her words didn't seem to make Sean feel inferior at all as he simply shrugged it off.

Things got rather boring at this point as they actually worked on preparing their arguments for the debate. Kasi for the most part let Sean take the reins. If he wanted to do all the work she thought she might as well let him. His thoughts on the subject were honestly disgusting from a feminist point of view, but at this point she didn't care. Everyone in her philosophy class knew she hadn't picked the anti abortion side or Sean as a partner.

After approximately two hours they both agreed that they had made enough progress to call it a night. Kasi began to pack up while Sean continued to look at his laptop. She awkwardly said "bye." as she stood up to leave.

"Wait a second," said Sean "I want to show you something."

Kasi assumed it was something else to do with their assignment, so she lowered back down to her seat. Sean pressed play and turned his laptop to face her.

It was a video of Kasi and Sean. More descriptively it was a video of Kasi on top of Sean bouncing like a deranged pervert, completely in the nude, practically crying out "I love your dick." over and over again.

Kasi felt like her heart had stopped.

"You recorded us." she said quietly before suddenly looking around alarmed. Thankfully most of the other students had already left for the night. Kasi relaxed a little when she realized there was no one else in their immediate vicinity that could see or hear the video.

She felt angry when she turned her head back and saw Sean slouching in his seat looking rather pleased with himself. No, Kasi thought. She wouldn't let him use this against her. She could still have the high ground. Still be in control, she thought.

"You could get in a lot of trouble for filming me without my consent. It's illegal. I could even have you arrested." Kasi said confidently, calling his bluff.

"That's the best part," said Sean. "I didn't record us. You did."

Kasi's confidence wavered.

"This recording," Sean continued "came from your laptop and was sent to me from your email."

So the remote computer wipe didn't work or she had taken too long to do it. Sean had obviously been prepared with this plan the last time she went to his room. That was before Kasi had decided to give up on getting her laptop back. She remembered now that her laptop had been sitting open on his desk the last time she was in his room.

"You left a pretty nasty message in the email too." Sean grinned "Something about threatening to post it online to get back at me for breaking up with you."

Kasi realized then that she had lost. She wasn't in control. She wasn't in control at all.

"I'm pretty sure revenge porn is illegal," he continued. "Well, whatever. I bet the police could trace the IP address if the video was ever uploaded somewhere." Sean said, making his chair creak loudly as he leaned back triumphantly.

So basically if Sean decided to post the video somewhere Kasi wouldn't even be able to make a complaint to the police without there being irrefutable proof that she had been the one to post revenge porn. Sean had her laptop. He had obviously been able to hack into it and he had used it to write an email to himself that would give the police motive.

Kasi was the only one that would get in legal trouble from this video being posted. Kasi hung onto the word "if". She would only get in trouble if the video was uploaded. People would only find out about her willingly fucking Sean if the video was uploaded. What would it cost if it wasn't?

"What do you want?" Kasi said, totally defeated.

"Well," Sean got up, closing his laptop "right now I want you to meet me in the handicap stall in the men's restroom in five minutes."

"Here? You want to do it here?" Kasi said horrified.

"Remember earlier I gave you the chance to come back to my room. Maybe you'll learn not to turn down my offer next time." Without another word Sean put his laptop in his bag and strode to the restroom like he was walking on air.

Kasi sat there devastated. She could only imagine what he had in store for her in the restroom. Her body would be his to use as he pleased. Undoubtedly he would cum inside her again. She groaned thinking about how she would have to get yet another morning after pill and deal with Barbara again. The old bat would think she was a sex fiend for sure.

Kasi cursed herself for putting herself in this position. Sean would have nothing over her had she only remembered to grab her fucking laptop. Forget the laptop had she only been able to control her urges in the first place none of this would be happening. There wasn't anything Kasi could do at this point though. If she didn't show up she knew Sean would likely post the video effectively exposing her to the world as the pervert she was.

Her mind ran wild thinking of all the reactions she would get from her friends and family when they found out that she had enthusiastically jumped on the dick of this fat incel. It occurred to Kasi then that Sean wasn't even an incel anymore. Incel means involuntary celibate after all. He obviously wasn't celibate thanks to her. Still Kasi thought he would always be an incel to her. With his hostile misogynistic ideology it was just the easiest way to describe him. At least the rest of the world thought of him as an incel and she felt some comfort in that.

Kasi looked up at the clock on the wall. Her five minutes were almost up. It had gone so fast. With reluctance she got up and headed for the restroom. Reaching the door Kasi looked around to make sure no one was watching then peaked inside. The restroom was empty. She could see all the stall doors were all ajar with the exception of the one at the very end.

The walk to the handicap stall was very short, but it felt very long. She felt like she would collapse with every step, but she made it to the door. With one deep breath she gave a tentative knock. The stall door immediately opened.

"Cutting it kind of close aren't you?" Sean said as he stood aside for her. Kasi felt dazed as she entered and stared blankly at her surroundings. Being a handicap stall it was bigger than the others. Though it felt much smaller with Sean's rotund body taking up all the extra space. For some reason Kasi briefly imagined her and Sean squished tightly together between the dividing walls in one of the regular stalls. It made her think of how his body had squished hers into his mattress during the first time.

She was only momentarily lost in her thoughts and didn't notice Sean close and lock the stall door behind her. He whistled to get her attention and said "You know the drill, clothes off."

Kasi, knowing she had no choice, began to undress while trying to ignore where she was. She started with her coat and top that she hung with her bag on a hook. Her skin was prickled with goosebumps. Whether from her nervousness at the situation or from the chilly temperature of the restroom she didn't know.

Kasi knew she had to remove her shoes to take off her jeans. Easy enough, but she stopped at her socks. The last thing Kasi wanted to do was stand barefoot on the floor of a public men's restroom. So she moved on to awkwardly balancing in the cramped stall while she removed her jeans.

Once they were off Kasi started to remove her undergarments. Her nipples stiffened from the cold air once they were free from her lacy bra. Once her underwear was removed she stood there completely naked except for her socks. Kasi thought about how ridiculous Sean looked that first time when she saw him in the mirror fucking her while only wearing his dirty socks. Now she was the ridiculous looking one about to be fucked wearing only dirty socks.

Sean didn't seem to mind she had left her socks on. He hadn't even bothered to watch her while she was undressing. He just stood there playing on his phone blocking any chance of escape. Without looking up he told her to turn around and put her hands on the wall. There was no point in arguing. Kasi turned around and stared at her delicate manicured hands as she placed them on the wall just above where the tiles ended.

"Look, I know you were really upset about last time because I didn't let you finish." Sean said finally putting his phone away.

"So you can think of this as an apology." He stood behind her reaching around to grope her breasts. It made Kasi flinch at first, but she felt her skin tingle as Sean slid his hands down her sides. "After all we both know based on your search history that you really want to be fucked from behind." Said Sean as he moved his hands lower to firmly squeeze Kasi's buttcheeks. After their last escapade the feeling was not unfamiliar to her.

It was true, Kasi thought. She had fantasized about being fucked from behind many times before. She didn't really understand why it fascinated and aroused her so much. Maybe it was just because it seemed so primal. Knowing Sean was about to take her from behind like an animal made Kasi feel conflicted. This was only happening because Sean was blackmailing her. For some reason though that only made Kasi feel more excited on a level that confused her deeply.

Kasi heard the distinctive sound of Sean spitting into his hand and the unfamiliar sound of him jerking his cock. He had already lowered his sweatpants and underwear to his knees. With his other hand he reached around and to finger her. Sean quickly withdrew his hand when he realized she was not yet satisfactorily lubricated.

"You better not be turning into a worthless shriveled old hag with a dry cunt like that." He said in response.

She heard Sean spit into his hand again. Only this time he brought his moistened fingers to her crotch spreading his saliva between her folds. Kasi cringed with disgust when he slipped one of those moistened pudgy fingers inside her. She was disturbed at the idea of his egg scented spit inside of her. Then she remembered that his tongue had already been inside her mouth.

Despite not having wanted this to happen it only took a minute for Kasi to feel her body loosening. Soon Sean's fingers began sliding more easily as she contributed her own natural lubrication to the mix. Sean must've decided that she was wet enough because he abruptly pulled Kasi's lower half back so her butt was sticking out towards him. Her back was practically horizontal and she was forced to brace herself on the handicap handrail attached to the wall in front of her.

Kasi found herself looking down at the wet spots by the toilet just to the right and at abandoned strips of toilet paper scattered across the tiled floor below her. Looking down and back she could see her slim, smooth legs contrasted against Sean's fat, hairy ones. His sweats and stretched tighty whities had fallen to his ankles as he fumbled behind her.

She felt Sean lift and rest his gut on her lower back. The warmth of it actually felt nice in the chilly restroom and with it supported and out of the way Kasi caught a glimpse of Sean's eager, spit covered cock just as he plunged it into her. Kasi gasped as she felt it instantly fill her.

Sean didn't start out slow this time. He was no longer as inexperienced as he was before. As soon as he reached her deepest depth he pulled back and repeatedly pumped back into her. Even while firmly bracing herself on the hand rail Kasi's whole body moved as Sean bucked his hips. Her breasts, though on the smaller side, still jiggled back and forth. They reminded her of how Sean's manboobs had jiggled in front of her face when he was on top of her.

Looking further back Kasi saw that Sean's fat hairy balls had synchronized in movement with her breasts.They slapped up against her vulva with each thrust. It tickled her clitoris in a pleasurable sort of way that made her want more.

"Why? Why, she enjoying this?" she thought. It was revolting. She could almost look past her disgust of Sean at this point, but she was literally getting fucked in a dirty men's restroom a foot away from a toilet. Yet that familiar pleasurable feeling was building up inside her again.

"Dude, you could totally see her bra."

Sean and Kasi both froze. Neither one of them had spoken. It was the unfamiliar voice of someone new that had entered the restroom. It seemed he hadn't entered alone either as another unfamiliar voice replied "She's so fucking hot. I would totally do her."

It seemed the pair of voices belonged to two male students who proceeded to make several lewd comments about a female professor. Apparently it all started because one had seen a faint outline of her bra through her blouse. Kasi knew the professor they were talking about. Professor Sinclair. She was an older woman, but beautiful despite her age. She was also very well respected for her professionalism. Yet these boys were talking about her like she was a street hooker while they held their dicks in their hands and pissed into the urinals in front of them. If a faint outline of a bra was enough to inspire such comments Kasi could only imagine what they would say if they saw her in the position she was in. She felt her heart start to beat faster.

Had the boys not been distracted by their banter they probably would have noticed Kasi's feet with Sean's right behind hers below the gap of the stall door. With his sweatpants around his ankles it would be obvious to anyone what was going on. The stall had big enough gaps that they could even take a peek and see the action if they wanted to. God Kasi hated American stalls. She thought of her family vacations to Europe and how she envied their gapless stall doors. What was up with that anyway? Why couldn't America have proper doors on their bathroom stalls?

Her internal rant about stall doors was interrupted by Sean slowly pushing her whole body forward. Kasi couldn't protest for fear of drawing attention. He kept pushing until her face and chest were flat against the wall. She almost jumped when she felt the coldness of the handicap handrail touch her vulva.

Sean began pumping into her again. More slowly though so their bodies wouldn't make that distinctive slapping sound that would give them away. Still it was forceful enough that Kasi's vulva and clitoris rubbed against the handrail. It was at just the perfect height to give Kasi enough stimulation to make her body quiver. She began to slowly grind on the handrail as it warmed. She couldn't control herself as her hips began to move faster and faster.

She seemed to forget about the boys just outside the stall door and was soon humping the handrail madly. She didn't even notice that Sean had stopped moving. He didn't need to since Kasi was now effectively fucking him as her cunt slid on and off his hard cock with each hump against the handrail.

Within moments she reached her peak. The explosion of pleasure was so overwhelming that Kasi only remembered at the last second to clamp her hand over her mouth in a desperate attempt to muffle a moan so no one would hear. Kasi felt her legs completely turn to jelly and it was at that point that Sean decided to pull away. The pressure of his body against hers had been the only thing holding Kasi up against the wall and once it was gone she crumpled to the floor.

Kasi looked up towards the stall door, panicked. Surely the boys at the urinals had heard the sound of her body hitting the floor. It was completely quiet. They had already gone. Kasi hadn't even noticed them leave and somehow they hadn't even noticed she was there. She felt immediately relieved and was about to stand up, when Sean told her to stop and to get on her knees.