She felt the gentle rocking and was vaguely comforted in that. She didn't know why and furrowed her brow in puzzlement, causing pain to shoot through her head. At least she felt safe, though for a moment a disturbing image flashed through her head before she slowly opened her eyes. What she saw didn't register, and stared, trying to make sense of it. If she didn't know any better, it looked like a hairy chest. The pounding in her head must be affecting her vision. She started to move and felt every muscle in her body complain. Why was she so sore? She lifted her hand to rub the sleep from her eyes and stopped as her hand touched a warm body.
"So, you're finally awake?" The hairy chest moved as a deep voice spoke, and with a squeak she bolted upright in fear, only to have the world spin around her and her stomach try to heave. One hand flew to her mouth and the other to her head and she heard the voice rumble "Damn!" before the man got out of the bed and brought a bucket to her side in time for her to throw up into it. It took several spasms before she managed to unload the contents of her stomach into the bucket while the man held her hair back. Her head pounded harder with the exertion and she closed her eyes to lie back down. That was when she realized that she wore no clothes. Her eyes flew open in shock and noted that the man was also nude with his manhood pointing wickedly at her.
She groaned and closed her eyes, burrowing down under the bedding to hide. Who was this man, and why was he here with her in this sinful way? The bed dipped as the naked man asked, "How do you feel?"
"My head hurts," she mumbled from under the covers.
"If you're going to hide under there, I shall to have to come in after you. I can't understand what you're saying."
She squeaked and quickly poked her head out from under the sheets as that was the last thing she wished. Her head hurt and the light from the swaying lantern hanging behind him pained her eyes. But when she looked away from the lantern light, her eyes fell down on the sight of his manhood. This was even more shocking, and she quickly shut her eyes and turned her head away toward the wall.
"Now, what were you saying?" He paused waiting for her reply.
"My head hurts and that light hurts my eyes." She flinched when he touched her forehead to check for fever.
"I'm not going to hurt you, girl. Let me check your stitches. Just keep your eyes closed and the light won't bother you." He turned her head towards him, lightly pressing around the sore spot. Pain shot through her temple and she gave a quick intake of air, but on the whole managed not to cry out. Even though her eyes were closed, she could sense his face was close to her and gave a little start when he spoke his next words. "So girl, what's your name?"
She opened her mouth to speak, and stopped. She. Did. Not. Know. She started to speak again, and found she could not answer. "Just tell me your name." She looked at him wide-eyed with fear. He seemed to be getting a bit angry as his next words were somewhat terse. "Oh good God, just tell me your name. I'm not going to make you go back." She looked at him, confused. What did he mean by go back? She finally had to close her eyes, for the combination of the swaying, the light and his nakedness was proving too much for her. She was afraid to tell him, as he seemed the kind of man that one did not want to anger. But she perceived that he would not be happy with her answer. If only her head did not hurt so! She hunched down in the covers, hands to her head and her eyes shut, willing the answer to surface in her mind. "You're not going to get sick again, are you?"
She heard him reaching for the bucket and cried out, "No!" But her mind was a blank. No name. Nothing. She finally lifted her head, looking him in the eyes. She would have to tell him, for to delay would just make it worse.
"I don't remember my name." The 5 words fell like a rock between them.
"What do you mean you don't remember your name?" His eyes narrow, and anger seemed just below the surface with him. Perhaps she should be scared, but for the moment, all she could feel was upset. She should know her name. But when she searched her memory, it was blank. "Where do you work?" Nothing. She stared at him. "Where do you live?" Again, blank. She closed her eyes. "Do you remember where Pete picked you up?"
She looked up slowly to say the one word that she knew he would not want to hear. "Who?" He appeared properly angered. He reached for his pants, put them on and stalked from the room. She quickly pulled the sheet up to cover her nudity. She didn't know where he had gone, and really didn't care as long as he didn't return.
She wasn't that lucky as in less than a minute he returned leading a scrawny man ahead of him. The skinny man looked nervous, licking his lips as he looked down at the wooden floor. He seemed afraid of her, although she didn't know why. His seedy looks made her shudder. The naked man (though he was no longer naked, she still called him that in her head) gave the impression of being in charge. When he saw her shudder, he quickly asked, "What's wrong?" She slightly shook her head and the room tilted. Closing her eyes, she wished she could disappear underneath the covers clutched beneath her chin. She heard rather than saw them exit, and all she could think was, "Who am I?" Her eyes stayed closed, trying to grasp any memory, but all she found was a headache. Reaching a tentative hand to her forehead, pain shot behind her eyes and she cried out. Lights flashed in her eyes and she sat there with her head bent, trying not to pass out or throw up and was consequently unaware when she was no longer alone. Her breathing became ragged.
"Damn! Are you getting sick again?" He sounded angry, or inconvenienced, as if she had some control over it. She was tempted to throw up on him for spite, but felt that if she did he may make her clean up the mess, and she didn't think that she could do that right now. She kept her head down, willing the man to disappear.
"Could you just leave me alone?"
"My dear, you are in my cabin. I could ask you to leave, but I suspect that you would not like the alternative." She felt something run down her forehead, and he cursed again. "Damn!" His hands were surprisingly gentle. She looked at him, confused and lightheaded as he gently wiped away the trickle of blood oozing from the cut.
"I'm sorry..." was all she managed to whisper before the darkness overtook her.