Disclaimer:
All characters and events are purely fictional. All characters are at least 18 years of age.
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"I dream of a great dark man, a real man, enormously strong, enormously virile, whose love I shall win. I know that my dream is doomed to disappointment...The dream is only a dream. There is no great dark man!"
Half past four on a Tuesday afternoon and the doors are about to close when she comes running across the station platform and jumps on, just in time. She hates running, but if she missed this one, she'd have to wait fortyfive minutes for the next train and she'd hate that even more.
Flushed and sweaty, she finds a seat and slumps herself down. There is plenty of space available at this time of day, just after the school rush and just before rush hour. Catching her breath and pushing stray strands of mousey brown hair behind her ears, she rummages in her satchel for her phone and a bottle of water. She untangles her headphones, selects some music and settles in for the journey home.
She stares out of the window as the rows of terraced houses whip passed and tries not to notice her reflection. Her appearance makes her uncomfortable. She avoids looking at herself as much as possible and always faces away from the bathroom mirror when she gets in and out of the shower. Regardless of what frames she chooses, her glasses look odd on her face. Not that it's any better without them. Her nose is too wide and a little wonky, lips too thin and a funny shape. She's chubby and conscious of her fat thighs and podgy belly. On top of that, she can never get her hair to do what she wants, it's always a mess.
Nobody has ever told her this, of course, they're all too polite and wouldn't want to upset her, but she knows it's true. Their compliments are always insincere and embarrassingly forced. You're supposed to tell girls they're pretty, even when they're not and she can tell she's not. She doesn't feel it in the least.
Just as she begins to zone out, lost in the music and monotonous scenery, the door connecting her carriage with the next swings open and slams shut abruptly. She jumps halfway out of her skin and her head instantly spins towards the source of the disturbance.
He
is standing there.
Sharply dressed in an immaculately fitted suit. Three pieces in dark worsted wool, bright white shirt, with starched collar and broad striped tie wrapped around his tremendously thick neck. Nearly the perfect vision of an English gentleman, but his hulking physique and full beard makes him look primal, almost wild. It's as if someone managed to persuade a bear to stay still long enough to be measured by a tailor.
He scans the carriage with the glaring eyes of a predator hunting for prey, rather than a man looking for a place to sit. His features are stern and fixed. His austere expression is impenetrable, giving no hint of emotion or thought. A man like him doesn't act on thoughts, he acts on instinct. You'll never know what he's feeling or if he's even capable of feelings.
She can't help but stare at him, eyes wide and jaw slack. He barely glances at her and doesn't appear to register her presence. His gaze seems to pass straight through her. This comes as no surprise, why would a
man
like him ever notice
something
like her?
He makes a move and she expects him to walk straight passed her, but instead he plants himself directly opposite. She can feel his body hit the seat, although that could just be the movement of the train, she can't be sure.
Suddenly she becomes aware of her ridiculous gawping, closes her mouth and quickly looks away, before he does actually notice her.
"Oh God, why did he have to sit there?" She thinks, as she again becomes aware of her blushing red cheeks and perspiration flecked forehead. She curses herself for looking so dishevelled.
For the next two stops she does her best not to ogle him directly, instead she studies his reflection in the window, occasionally turning her head for a fleeting glance. She takes in every detail of his face. The dense, swarthy hair covering his jaw and around his lips and eyebrows, prominent, ridged nose, furrowed brow and deep, foreboding eyes.
She examines his body too. Solid, round shoulders, obvious even under the padding of his suit coat. The fabric of his trousers pulled tight over muscular thighs. Masculine hands, covered in more dark hair up to his knuckles, escape from stiff, white shirt cuffs around sturdy wrists.
She imagines what he must be like under those clothes. Broad chest, naturally hairy down to a large tuft of pubic hair above a heavy, thick penis. He's not the kind of man to shave or wax and she can tell he's big by the bulge in his trousers.
Beads of sweat form at her temples and her face flushes hotter than ever. Knees clamped together, she squirms slightly in her seat, arousal soaking through her panties. Hands fidget nervously, trying to find something to do, trying desperately not to touch herself.
Never looking up from his newspaper, he barely moves except for his eyes scanning the text and occasionally turning the page. With every breath she gets a whiff of a spicy, woody, almost smokey cologne. A proper man's smell, not some Calvin Klein unisex perfume or Lynx body spray, more suited to teenaged boys.
Just before the third stop he closes the paper, folds it, drops it on the seat next next to him and stands up. A mixed wave of emotion washes over her. With him gone, she will finally be able to relax and calm down a little. On the other hand, the presence of a man like that, a man who can make her wet without even looking at her, is a rare thing. It's intimidating and exciting at the same time and she doesn't want it to end. She's never seen him here before and she gets this train at least four days a week so she's unlikely to see him again.
Instead of walking to the doors he simply stands stock still, staring straight at her face. It's the first time he seems too see her and his eyes are burning into her flesh. She doesn't know what to do or where to look. She can't meet his gaze, but he's so close she can hardly look away.
Eventually she relents and slowly raises her eyes to his. For a few long, agonising seconds she looks into those piercing eyes. As the train pulls into the station, his feet stay firmly planted until they come to a full stop. The doors open at the push of a button by a passenger on the platform.
Without a word or a moment's hesitation, he grabs her arm and pulls her up off her chair. There's barely time to register what's happening before they are through the doors and marching at a blistering pace down the platform, towards the exit and onto the street. His fingers, painfully tight around her upper arm, don't slacken for an instant. She can barely keep up. Only the fear of being dragged along the ground should she falter keeps her legs moving so rapidly.
Ever since she could remember, she'd fantasised about being dragged away by a Great Dark Man. For countless nights she'd lain awake and imagined being taken by him, being used roughly and forcefully for his pleasure. Wet between her legs, clitoris swollen and throbbing until she could take it no more and frigged herself to an explosive orgasm while thinking about a man just like him.
Now it's actually happening, fear rather than arousal is dominant. Where is he taking her? Is she being kidnapped? What is he going to do with her? What will he do once he's finished? Everything inside of her is telling her to run, to get away from him, yet she can't find the strength to give tongue and scream for help or to try and shake free from his clutch. She remains silent and her feet continue to move forward involuntarily, three paces to every one of his.
They turn right, cross a road, make a left then right again, passing a few pedestrians along the way. He walks with such purpose and authority, none of them would dare stop him or question his business. Whatever he intends to do with her is no concern of theirs. If she needed help, she'd ask for it.
Through a small gate and up a few concrete steps. He opens the front door in a single motion, leaving no pause for her to catch her breath. In, door kicked shut and up the carpeted staircase to the bedroom.
Instantly she is on her knees before him. Who knows whether he put her there or if she dropped there of her own accord, but she's there and waiting expectantly.
He does not rush. Shrugs off his jacket and tosses it onto the bed. Undoes his waistcoat, which joins the jacket. Tie unknotted and shirt unbuttoned, they both end up on the floor. His body is just as she pictured it. Wide and rugged, with bulging shoulder muscles and fur covering a barrel like chest. She's never seen a body like this in the flesh before. Save for a few trips to the beach and the local swimming baths, she's never seen any man's body in the flesh before.
Next his belt and trouser fastenings, leaving that bulge clad in nothing but white cotton jersey. The contours of his swelling manhood, bulbous head and fat shaft clearly visible through the thin fabric.
She knows what's coming next and she's filled with apprehension. This is her first time and she isn't sure what to do. She's seen it plenty of times before on internet videos, even practiced on her hairbrush handle and things like that, but it's different with an actual man. For one thing, he's considerably bigger. What if she doesn't do it right? What will he think? How will he react?
These thoughts don't have long to occupy her head before she is presented with his now fully erect and imposing organ. She has no time to consider it, to think or dwell over it, to weigh up her options. Taking hold of her ponytail he forces her face onto his hairy prick. She has no choice but to part her lips and accept it into her reluctant mouth.