Author's note:
In this fifth chapter, Miki, the main character, purposely puts herself in situations that require her to cross more sexual boundaries in order to find her missing friend. Therefore, the consent, while given, is 'dubious'. If that bothers you, please reconsider reading this installment.
All characters are 18+ years of age, and bear no resemblance to any real persons, living or deceased.
This work is 100%
fiction
and
sexual fantasy
.
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Miki opened her eyes slowly. A screeching sound... from her night table... the shrill alarm sent bolts of flashing pain clattering through her skull. She was in her bedroom. Good. Her heart rate increased slowly, a creeping rush of adrenaline and anxiety buoyed her out of sleep, and her hand flew toward the sound, sending her smartphone and its most odious alarm tone flying in a long arc across the room. Her body ached, and as she considered the reasons why, she noticed something different, unfamiliar. Down there. In the back. It was like a burgeoning bowel movement... but different. She kicked her duvet off, and a rush of fresh air cooled her sweaty skin. Rolling to the side, she noticed an empty bottle of whiskey on her night table, no glass. She pulled her knees to her chest and felt something lodged inside her rectum. What the fuck had she done? A vague memory of Serena Lane handing her an anal training plug finally filled in the missing data. When did she put it in, and why? She had no recollection, but at this point she was either going to pull it out or shit it out. The sharp, stinging pains in her skull, the dull, aching cramps in her pelvic area, combined with her growing panic and disorientation triggered an imperative as her fingers searched around her butthole for something to grasp. Whatever it was, it was lodged deep. Deeper than it should have been by her estimation, and she was having trouble getting a grip on the plug end to pull it out. She heaved herself out of bed and squatted, pushing lightly, praying that it would come out... clean. Finally, with enough of a purchase on the soft silicon knob end of the plug she was able to extract it from her anus. The relief was euphoric. No more cramps, no more feeling like she needed to defecate, just delicious, right-sized emptiness, as it was meant to be.
During her shower, fragments of last night began surfacing in her memory. She was on her knees, somebody's dick in her mouth. She had actually gone through with it. Shame flushed her skin and tightened her muscles. She felt like sobbing but couldn't tell in the shower if there were any actual tears.
It's ok Miki. You're an adult. You had a good reason, and it's not like you did anything illegal or wrong. Well, it shouldn't be illegal...
More memories of taking a full bottle of booze from the limousine and chugging all the way from the curb until she locked her front door. She couldn't remember inserting the butt plug. What level of inebriation was required for Miki Lenz to do something like that? Thankfully there were no plausible alternate scenarios. She must have taken Serena's advice to heart, she needed 'training'. Her ass felt... well she noticed it was there, something called her to it. She squatted, letting the warm shower caress and relax her as she touched herself, feeling the contour of her puckered sphincter, the soft flesh and the strong ring of muscle tensing and relaxing behind it. She pushed out and felt herself distend, open slightly, allowing the first bit of her index finger to effortlessly slip through. The plug had done its job. She pushed her finger deeper inside her ass, a little shocked at herself for even doing this, but also encouraged by the soft caress of her anal walls against her finger, and the rush of intoxication this insertion brought. It was a different sensation than fingering her pussy, but it felt good. She slipped a second finger inside, this time she could feel her sphincter tighten, the grip around her fingers wasn't painful, but the pressure was significant. The sense of burning stopped as soon as she relaxed again, and she was able to slip both fingers in, down to her knuckles. Her pussy was humming now, begging for attention. She slipped her free hand over her sex and gave it what it craved, first rubbing gently, then harder, fucking both her holes simultaneously, until her knees grew weak and she nearly fell backwards. She kept her fingers well lodged in her ass and finished herself before turning off the water and toweling off.
A small pile of unopened mail had been accumulating by the front door. It didn't feel like a good time to face reality, but Miki wasn't the kind of person to put things off. She opened the first envelope. No return address, almost certainly a creditor... indeed, her credit card debt had been sold to J Hankel Associates, and if she didn't make a call within the first 24 hours of opening this letter, steps would be taken... Aside from a few grocery store coupons and a letter from her mom, the rest were all second notices or outright collection. As if going undercover as an escort wasn't already enough of a mindfuck, Miki had officially sunk to the worst financial bottom of her young adult life.
After downing a cup of coffee she finally remembered why she'd set her alarm: Professor Deal's eight a.m. lecture on corporate and contract law. She hadn't been to class in over a week and needed to get her ass down there asap and be a fucking student.
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Guilt erupted in Miki's gut like a little caldera as her eyes wandered over the legions of students, all with normal, carefree lives, people that had decidedly
not
put themselves in a position to accept money for a blowjob. Once the professor began the opening part of his lecture, she hung onto each word like a lifeline, not only back to academia and her pursuit of a law degree, but also as a way back to who she was before all of this craziness started. Here at school she was just Miki Lenz, and it was comforting even in the thrall of her remorse.
The final summation of today's fiery two hour lecture on the legal ramifications of leveraged buyouts ended, and students slowly filed out through the large doors at the back of the hall. Miki slipped her notes into her bag and did her best to disappear in the throng. "Miss Lenz, may I see you in my office please?" Professor Deal's authoritative voice cut through the murmurs of the crowd and raised the hairs on the back of Miki's neck.
Miki crossed the threshold of Deal's office and her heart sank. She tried to relax but couldn't keep the tension from her face.
"Is everything alright?" His eyes searched for some sign of the bright, driven student he'd come to know. "I haven't seen you in over a week. This is not like you."
"I've been under the weather. Nothing serious, I'm better now."
"I'm glad to hear that." It was difficult to read Professor Deal's expression. Good lawyers have incredible poker face. "Are you sure you're ok? You seem tense."
"I'm just nervous to be called into your office after missing so much class. I promise to catch up quickly." She hated lying but there was no other way. Anyway, good lawyers also had to 'massage the facts' in their favor on occasion.
"Alright Ms. Lenz. If you need anything at all, you know where to find me. I want to see your bright, eager face in class, regularly. And if you continue having health issues please contact me or my TA, believe me when I say you can't afford to fall any further behind than you are now."
"Of course, Professor. You can count on me." She left the office quickly, not entirely sure if she could be counted on for anything anymore. Moments after she left the building, her phone buzzed. She'd been keeping it on vibrate for the last week for 'security' reasons, another layer of deceit and secrecy she was getting used to that was previously unknown. It was a text from James.
Hi Miki. Everything ok?
Fuck. Why was everybody so convinced something was wrong with her? They had spent a
lot
of time together lately, until around 36 hours ago when she embarked on her job interview at The Dollhouse. She had maintained radio silence since. Maybe this was what her guilt really felt like.