This standalone story is much rougher than my usual stuff- please read the tags!
~Happy Halloween!~
Well, that was a fucking disaster.
I kicked off my shoes, leaning against the front door. Embarrassment heated my cheeks. If he was going to break up with me, did it really have to be on my favorite fucking holiday?
And in the middle of a damn restaurant too!
I tossed my jacket on floor and made my way into the apartment.
I rummaged around the fridge until I found a bottle of wine, and then thought better of it and grabbed the boxed wine I kept hidden in the cupboard. I ripped the box open and poured a glass full to the rim.
As I gulped down my wine I glared at the large round bowl on the granite countertop. I'd spent the morning making the apple cider, complete with little skull shaped apples and everything. Halloween was my favorite holiday.
Used to be.
Honestly, I felt almost... relieved? It felt like a weight was finally lifting off my shoulders. We'd been on the rocks for a few months now. I had wanted to get married. And James had wanted.... Well, he hadn't exactly made up a great excuse when he'd broken up with me. Maybe he needed more space, I guess? I cringed into my wine glass.
It's over now.
My apartment was small, the kitchen only separated from the living room by a large granite island. I had been going for a spooky fall vibe, turning off all the lights and just leaving candles lit. The room was doused in shadows, warm orange light dancing with the candle flames.
I had rearranged the furniture, moving the coffee table to the side of the couch and putting a nest of blankets and pillows on the floor. There were fake pumpkins and little bat decorations on the wall. Naked twister sat in its cardboard box on the coffee table, as well as a Ouija board. We were supposed to come back to my place after the restaurant. I had planned out the evening meticulously.
"So much that," I muttered. I finished my glass of wine and poured another, drinking until I felt a warm buzz. I waited for the tears to come, but there were none.
I sat on the couch with my wine. I contemplated calling Kelly, but she was probably already asleep. And I wasn't exactly a wreck yet. James and I had been together a year. We still had our separate apartments, still had our own friend groups. Disentangling our lives would be almost easy.
"Happy Halloween," I murmured.
I sat the wine glass down on the coffee table. My stomach churned, thinking of having to explain what had happened to Kelly.
Ugh
, it was going to be so embarrassing to tell my mom I was single again.
Christ, she's been asking for grand kids!
Tears of frustration welled in my eyes.
I am sick of starting over.
I felt stupid for not paying attention to the signs- it seemed clearer now how uninterested in our relationship he'd been. Always texting and hanging out with his friends. Anger flared up, my face flush. I scrubbed my hands over my face. No, I wasn't going to spend tonight moping around. Tomorrow maybe, but tonight was my favorite holiday. That asshole wasn't going to ruin it.
I sat on the floor and cleared a space for a board game. Naked twister seemed a bit pathetic to play alone, so I grabbed the Ouija board instead. I slapped it down over the blankets on the floor.
"James, James, James," I started. No, that probably wasn't right.
You can only summon dead people.
I stood up and grabbed one of the candles from the corner of the room, bringing it carefully to the blankets and setting it beside me.
Good. Better.
"Too bad it isn't a voodoo doll," I muttered. "Then we could have some
real
fun."
I placed my hands on the little triangle pointer the board came with. I wasn't exactly sure how the whole thing worked.
Screw reading the instructions
. "Jesus, Satan, the fucking ghost of Christmas past. If someone is listening out there, show yourself."
I tilted my head and waited for a sign, or for a ghost to appear. Nothing happened. A bit of hysterical laughter suddenly bubbled in my throat. Maybe I was going crazy, talking to a boardgame now.
"Hmm... What if I made an offering... how about some wine?" I reached for my glass, but the cup was empty.
Or maybe I was supposed to be the sacrifice, like in my favorite horror movie
.
I squared my shoulders, taking a deep breath, "I, Hannah Marie Nestler, offer myself as sacrifice. I know it's not much. James certainly doesn't think so. But I'm all yours!"
I squeezed my eyes closed and then opened them. Again, nothing. "Well, it was worth a try."
My vision swam slightly as I stood up. Finishing the box of wine in bed seemed like the perfect way to end my Halloween night from hell. I stumbled towards the kitchen to fetch the box.
I woke up sometime later in the living room. There was still a drunken buzz in my head. My mind was foggy, a slight pounding beginning behind my eyes. I squinted at the blinds.
Still dark out.
I grabbed my wine glass and began making my way into the kitchen when I heard a muffled
thud
.
I froze, glancing between the kitchen and the hallway.
Thump
.
It sounded like it came from the end of the hall near the front door. I tiptoed to the hall. I glanced around the corner. I peaked my head out just intime to watch the front door fly open. It banged against the wall, the hinges screaming in protest. There was an explosion of glass as I jumped back, my wine glass falling from my hands and shattering on the floor.
"What the fuck!" I screeched. My shoulders slumped when I saw James standing in the doorway. "Fucking hell, have you ever heard of knocking?" I glanced at the glass pieces on the floor. "Just wait a sec' and I'll get this cleaned up."
I jumped over the worst of the glass and went to get the broom. I swept it up hastily, glancing at the doorway where James was waiting. His black hair was dishevelled and his leather jacket slightly askew. His expression was unreadable, dark eyes following my movements.
"What are you doing here?" I asked. I swept up the debris into the pan. "You can come in now."
James stepped over the threshold into the apartment and closed the door. I went to the kitchen to throw out the glass.