1. The Game
I keep a brownstone in the city for... entertaining. I mention it because there's a game I like to play when I bring a woman there for the first time. Oh, she knows she's there for sex. Raw, passionate, primal. We've talked and flirted enough that my intentions have become abundantly clear. She's confessed her deepest, most secret fantasies to me. This is not a sudden fling or a one-night stand, mind. My seduction has been a slow, careful, and precise dance.
Likely she's read bondage erotica, or something like that, so she knows she's going to be bound.
Perhaps she knows she'll be spanked.
If she doesn't know, she hopes. I've done my homework.
But that's all she knows, of course. She doesn't know the truth.
Some part of her, at least, thinks she'll be in control, saying what she likes, saying, too hard, or too soft, or enough for now, please. If she calls me Sir, she thinks it's a game. Just something to add spice, something to get the juices flowing, as it were.
She is very wrong.
I know more, of course. I know who she really is: a natural submissive, rare as a miracle and more precious than a mountain of red diamond. I know what she needs, even if she's never been able to admit it, not out loud, not even to herself. Maybe she herself doesn't know what it is she longs for.
But I know. Oh yes.
She is a woman who doesn't want to be asked. She wants to be taken.
But I was speaking of my little game.
She comes to my threshold for the first time, trembling a little, wondering if perhaps she's made a mistake. Does she dare cross? Does she dare not? She turns to say something; probably to make some little joke, or even to offer an excuse and flee. But I meet her gaze. Eyes lock. She has such lovely eyes. The women I choose always do. In certain circles, I'm rather famous for that, if I do say so.
For a long moment, she holds my gaze. And then, trembling, she looks away. Down, usually, but sometimes back, wondering what surprises I have waiting for her inside. She doesn't bolt. She knows if she does, she'll regret it forever. And besides, she doesn't really have anything to run to.
Like I said, I've done my homework.
Our courtship has been long and slow.
At that point, she makes another little joke. Something to break the tension. Or maybe she tries to spark conversation. Bringing up something we talked about over dinner or drinks, or some fragment of small talk we began and abandoned. She never brings up any of the things we talked about online, or in our late night conversations, the secret confessions. The wishes, the hopes, the fondest, forbidden fantasies. No, not that. They are dangerous, the night talks, and right now, she wants safety.
Except that she doesn't. Not really.
And if I offer it to her, she'll hate us both.
So I offer her nothing. Especially not a choice. A spell has been cast, you see. It must not be broken. No indeed, never that. Like a spider, I must continue to weave, for a while yet, anyway, until I have her caught well and proper.
By that point, I've removed my silk tie. I use a different one with each woman; it seems the least I can do. While the trembling girl, with her lovely, doe-like eyes, bites her lower lip nervously, trying to think of something else to say, I take her right hand in mine, and begin to wrap the silk tie around her slender wrist. Then I capture the left, encircle it, and finally I tie them together.