I could not sleep the night before. All I could do was think about her and jerk off.
Innocent young Jennifer Kim naked in my lab room, bent over my knee and completely under my control. I admit that I was afraid she might not come back the next day as I had commanded. She might come to her senses and accuse me of blackmail. If she were to get a good lawyer she could possibly be able to have me fired AND manage to not be expelled.
I really did not know what she was capable of. But I suspected that, on some deep sub-conscious level, Jennifer really liked the way I treated her. Something in her would bring her back to me the next day.
I had a rush of relief and arousal when she appeared at my door, just as I had ordered. She looked like any other generic Asian undergrad chick standing there in her jeans, sneakers and UCLA hoodie.
Only she and I knew what she really was. Thanks to my particularly insidious blackmail, the studious and conservative Jennifer Kim had been forced to become my own delicious little sex slave.
"Come in." I said.
Meek and submissive, gripping her backpack, hardly making eye contact, shifting uncomfortably, she had come back for more.
Without looking up from my work I asked her "Did you follow my orders Jennifer?"
Out of the corner of my eye I could see her bite her lip, close her eyes and take a deep breath.
"y...yes sir." She said weakly.
"What did you say Jennifer? I didn't hear you." I said smiling.
"yes sir." She said clearly.
"Yes sir, what Jennifer?" I said in a patronizing, scolding tone.
She took another breath. "Yes sir, I bought the underwear like you said."
"No Jennifer" I said crossly. "You do not get to refer to yourself in the first person. First person is reserved for decent upstanding young ladies, not wanton little whores like you."
I could see my insult burn into her as her face reddened.
"You will use the third person to refer to yourself. Do you know what "third person" means Jennifer?" I said as condescendingly as I could.
She opened her eyes and glared at me hard. Wow. Okay, this girl really does not like to have her intelligence insulted. Good to know.
"Yes, SIR." She growled.
"Well then use it you stupid cunt. I will ask you again. What order of mine did you follow?"
Clearly seething with anger she said, "This ... girl ... bought the underwear... like you said ... SIR."
"Good." I responded "Are you wearing it now like I told you?"
"Yes, sir."
"Excellent" I turned back to my work, not looking at her. "Well let's see it then."
She stood there.
"Chop chop Jennifer." I said, not looking up from my computer. " I suggest you start with your shoes."
Resigned and defeated, she set down her backpack. Then sat on a lab stool to remove her sneakers and her cute little baby blue Bruin socks. She sat for a moment. Then asked:
"Please, sir ... can we do this somewhere else? Anyone could walk in and see me!"
"Third person, stupid cunt." I said coldly, still not looking at her.
"Please sir..." her voice starting to crack, "Anyone could walk in and see ... this girl."
"No." I said flatly.
I heard her breathing intensify. In the reflection of my computer screen I could see her removing her hoodie. In the reflection I could barely see the black bra contrasting with her fair Asian skin. I did not look away from my screen. I ignored her as she stripped off her clothes.
Moments later, without looking at her, I could tell she had stripped down to the black thong panties and matching bra that I had commanded her to buy. I had to give her an assignment. I had to have her focused on completing a task. It would distract her away from any thoughts of turning me in. That's why I gave her money to buy the underwear. By accepting the $50 bill, she was tacitly accepting the assignment, and by extension, my domination over her. Plus, black lingerie really turns me on.
She stood there for a moment, probably trembling, vulnerable and exposed.
I continued to deliberately ignore her, focusing on my computer. You see it is one thing to be leered at while you strip to your underwear. If you are an attractive young girl like Jennifer, you learn early in your teens, that your sexuality is one of your greatest powers. You come to expect men to leer at you from time to time, it may be annoying and sometimes creepy, but it reminds you that you have a certain power over heterosexual men of all ages, and that feels good.
However, when your sexuality is ignored, it strips you of that power. It is quite another level of humiliation to strip down to your slutty underwear while being completely ignored by a man.
I am sure that it made her feel cheap and embarrassed, standing there in her thong and bra in the lab supply room while I worked. Finally she could stand the tension no longer.
"Sir?" She asked.
"Yes?" I responded, not looking.
"I ... um ... this girl is ...done" She said.
"Done with what?" I asked.
She sighed. "She is done ... taking her clothes off."
"Okay" I said.
Another long pause.
"Sir ... what should ...um ... this girl...do?" she was starting to sound desperate.
"Nothing, until I am ready to deal with you." I said.
"Okay, sir."
That more or less cut the tension. Once I said "nothing" she had her instructions, so that is what she did. It is basic sub psychology. She needed to be told what to do. So, after another brief pause, I saved the file I was working on, and swiveled around in my chair to look at her. I looked her up and down slowly. She closed her eyes in embarrassment as I examined her every curve. She actually looked pretty good for an Asian girl. I made a circular gesture with my index finger - a nonverbal instruction for her to turn around.