As I walk towards the Casino for my night shift I'm considering it. It would be easy. The city traffic is always busy and who would even know it was intentional when accidents happen all the time. Just look the other way and step onto the road. It may hurt but would be better than the dragged out torture that has been going on over the past months. Strapped for cash and behind on payments, my studies that are degrading and a party or two too much are heading me into a downward spiral. I need something to bring me back on track but an easy out also sounds attractive. A girl can dream right?
But before the right opportunity presents itself I have arrived at the employee entrance, stopping my daydreaming. I greet the doorman on my way in and walk through the labyrinth of halls to the dressing room where I check the work schedule for the evening. Tonight I'm in a rotation with a black-jack table and two poker tables, all cash games. Looking at my watch I see I need to hurry up, I'm already late and this place runs like clockwork. The stupid heels and black skirt of the uniform are not helping me arrive to my destination any faster.
When I take a sharp corner at the slot machines I suddenly bump into a wall. I feel a steading arm around me and see it is a man. He has a handsome face to look at, Southern European features with dark eyes and a strong jawline. He is taller than me and kind of intimidating.
"So sorry, didn't see you there!" I blurt out, although he is hard to miss now that I have seen him.
"All good" he mutters as he eyes me up and down piercingly, still holding on to me.
"Anyway, thanks for catching me," I added laughing about my own clumsiness and glancing at my watch. He steps to the side to clear the way for me, looking a bit bewildered and I step past him offering him a smile in return.
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"All-in!" announces the man resolutely as he pushes his chips forward on the poker table. He tries to keep his face neutral but there is tension visible in his body. He has been losing all night and his good mood has disappeared with it.
I nod and confirm his action, "All in, up to you next sir, would you like to call or fold?" I look his opponent in the eyes and wait with the deck of cards in my hand. It's the man I bumped into earlier that night, somehow he ended up at my table, what are the odds?
He looks at the other man, Jacob, who grows visibly more uncomfortable. Jacob is a regular in the poker room, a sturdy man with a bald head. He wins about as much as he loses, something which still catches him by surprise as he is convinced he is better than everybody else.
"Time!" Jacob calls, and I start the 1 minute timer on my watch. Some would claim that poker is only about statistics but as a psychology student I believe you can improve your odds by reading your opponent. Jacob must be bluffing, he can't stand the wait which is making him more nervous and he wants to push the other player into giving up his hand by adding time pressure.
"You have 1 minute to make your decision sir," I relay. He eyes up Jacob and decides to call the bluff, moving his chips forward on the table. Afterwards he leans back in his chair with a relaxed smile. He is well built and moves in a graceful way, like a predator waiting for the right moment.
"Showdown", I announce, breaking the stare contest apart and both men slowly turn their cards face up on the table.
Jacob swears under his breath and angrily stands up when he realises he has lost the hand. "Fucking dealer, I swear she bring me bad luck, I'm fucking losing all night, again," he rambles to no one in particular. He throws me a frustrated glance and dismissive wave, "I'm out" he grunts as he leaves the room.
A voice in my head tells me to get a different, more relaxed job at times like these, but that would likely also be less interesting. Meanwhile I stack the chips that were in the pot, add a polite smile to my face and place them in front of the winner. He moves forward and briefly our hands touch, causing our eyes to lock. He seems to be looking straight through me and it takes effort to look away and start shuffling the cards for the next hand.
One of the other regulars, a middle aged woman called Lily is eyeing the newcomer up. "We haven't seen you around here before. Who are you, and what brings you here?" She huffs. The guests mostly consist of regulars and they don't like strangers, especially if they're winning.
He slides one of the chips to me as a tip, before he answers, "I'm just passing through on some business... Alcide", he offers his name.
Lily's eyes grow big as she takes him in again, "Oh yes, I heard you were coming, I didn't recognize you," she replies, "Sorry... eh sir."