How much time did I have?
From sunset to sunrise was only a few hours in the dark of the woods. Could I make that? Could I stay hidden for that long with enough time to escape him?
I checked the sores on my feet from the thorns ripping through them. I could last longer. I still had the strength. It was only five miles from his gate to the freedom of the road. I had never been so far him, finally the years of submitting had made him slip up just once. And I only needed one time to run.
I checked the horizon setting behind the trees and kept running as fast as my sore feet would let me. I didn't feel the jaggers of the vines, the sharpness of the rocks, the rain as it started to come. But I could taste the freedom, I could feel the road getting closer. Just beyond the tree line I kept telling myself. If you get away you'll never have to go back to him.
Then I heard the beeping. The loud repeating sound ringing in my ears. I looked around waiting for him to grab me, waiting for his guards to pin me down and drag me back.
But they never came. They never got close enough to grab me.
The ringing was even louder now, pounding inside my head.
'Wake up, Lynn. You have to wake up,'
I opened my eyes and took note of the room, a small light still shining in the corner. I hit the alarm and rolled over. The red 2:30 stared back at me.
Every night it was the same dream. Running through the woods making my escape and waiting for him to get me. Biding my time until he would eventually come for me. Every night my alarm would wake me up in a cold sweat and I would pack my things and move to the next city.
It was the only way I knew how to escape him. I couldn't stay anywhere longer than a night in fear he would wake me before my alarm did.
I wiped the sweat from my eyes and sat up in bed. I had an hour walk before the next town over and had to get a move on.
It was coming up on a year since my escape. I still couldn't believe he hadn't found me yet. He was so resourceful, he knew everyone. I had no one on my side, I wasn't able to return to family and had no friends nearby. And everyone knew about the runaway slave he had put out a bounty for.
I started to pack what little I owned. It was easier to run with nothing to your name. You didn't worry about leaving anything behind or missing it because you didn't have it.
2:45. 2:46. 2:47.
I always gave myself a 15 minute window between stops and I was already running behind. The exhaustion from running was starting to catch up to me and I was starting to lag. I had already been gone a year but I didn't mind spending the rest of my life running if it meant never going back.