I was a broken man after losing both of my girlfriends on the same day. I was also fearful of being assaulted, or worse, by Joker once he realized that I had cut my young charges free, in order to protect them from him. For this reason, I packed up my personal possessions and bailed from my corporate housing. I had to satisfy the requirements of the lease, which cost me a few thousand dollars, but Joker knew where I lived and that didn't bode well for me.
I rented a modest apartment on the other side of town, and I threw myself into work, swearing off women for life. I knew that I would never be able to recreate the once in a lifetime experience of living with two nubile teens, both of whom were willing to accommodate my every sexual whim. Surely, my living situation for the past nine months was the fantasy of most men. Probably the only way it could have been better, was if I had been able to continue exercising the leverage that I had over the two of them when we first cohabited. Amber had no other options when she flew into Los Angeles. I had been able to instill sufficient fear into the young girl by showing her the seedy sights of LA, and introducing her to Moe. Amber was so grateful for my protection, that she even allowed me to run roughshod over one of her 'hard limits,' offering minimal resistance as I re-Christened her with the humiliating moniker 'Bambi.'
Crystal was of the opinion that I had saved her life, which I probably did the first time I checked her into Promises and paid for her treatment. Crystal was also in love with me, she just loved methamphetamine more. I completely owned the two of them for the first couple of months, and it would have been incredible if I had maintained that level of control. However, as soon as they stepped out into the real world, they realized that they were a hot commodity. From that day forward, I sensed a higher level of pushback, particularly from Amber, who was now referred to exclusively as Bambi.
The perfect relationship, I mused, would be one in which the submissive partner had zero other options. Then the dominant partner could proceed in such a way as to focus entirely on their needs, while completely ignoring hard limits. Then it hit me. John enjoyed that relationship for seven years, sexually enslaving me through blackmail that would have destroyed my life. I knew I was never going to experience that type of heaven on earth, but it remained a fantasy of mine.
A few weeks after Crystal entered Promises, she wrote me a letter informing me that she was pregnant. Part of me wanted to take responsibility for her life, and that of her unborn baby. However, the more I thought about it the more I sensed that it could be a shake-down. I knew how to navigate the complexities of our legal system, so I petitioned the court for a prenatal paternity test, citing Joker as the father of Crystal's baby in the legal document. I guess it shouldn't have come as a surprise that the DNA match was his, seeing as how I was never able to get Lela pregnant despite many years of bare-backing her. Crystal left me alone after that, although it was still humiliating that both of my ex-girlfriends were impregnated by two black gangsters that ran in the same crew. I did get some relief a few months later, when I saw on the local news that Joker had been killed just outside the Dolphin Motel, which was the scene of most of the homicides in our town.
Like I said, I threw myself into work, spending ungodly hours in the office and the Law Library. I swore off women, satisfying my sexual urges by jerking off into Crystal or Amber's soiled panties that I kept in the laundry hamper. I was already a respected member of the law firm, but when I coupled my photographic memory and great research skills, with my willingness to work seventy hours a week, I quickly became Samantha's most valuable employee.
I still harbored feelings for Samantha, who despite being a few years older than Lela, Crystal or Amber, embodied everything that I found desirable in a woman. I just had to suppress those emotions, as Samantha had made it clear to me that I was never going to get any sexual favors from her. Sometimes it was hard to be around Samantha, and I knew that she would always be 'the one that got away.'
To her credit, despite obviously knowing that I was still in love with her, Samantha remained the consummate professional. We worked in close proximity for several hours each day, so it wasn't surprising that I would occasionally get aroused. If Samantha noticed that I was sporting wood, she would instruct me to take a break, and that would be my cue to use the Executive Washroom and jerk myself off. It only happened about once a month, and Samantha was good natured about it, often asking me if I felt better once I returned to the task at hand.
Samantha never talked about her sex-life, so I wasn't sure if her needs were being met. I figured that she knew that I was completely available to her if she ever wanted a casual hook-up. However, Samantha remained adamant that the only possible sexual contact between us in the future, would be her pegging me if I fucked up at work.
Samantha and I did get closer as we burned the midnight oil together, but it was a friendship that was never going to blossom into anything remotely sexual. Over time, I opened up about my relationship with Crystal and Amber, and their complete capitulation to me. Samantha seemed genuinely interested in my approach to dominating them, and I shared freely the sordid nature of our three-way relationship.
"Crystal's real name is Mary," I informed my boss one day, as we took a mental breather from our case-load. "Snake, the pimp who organized Lela's Bukkake party, renamed Mary 'Crystal' due to her addiction to methamphetamine," I added, as Samantha stared at me blankly.
"I don't get it, Mark," Samantha said with a confused look on her face.
"Methamphetamine is often referred to as Crystal Meth," I said, trying to help Samantha forge the connection. "So Snake renamed Mary, as Crystal."
"How utterly humiliating that must have been for the poor young lady," Samantha responded in a horrified tone. "Did everyone call her Crystal?"
"I only ever knew her as Crystal," Samantha, I said. "Later on, after Crystal was my girlfriend, her friend Amber joined us from Wisconsin," I added, trying to fill in the blanks for my boss.
"Yes, you had two girlfriends for about a year, if I remember correctly, Mark," Samantha added with a smile. "That must have been hard work keeping two women happy under the same roof."
"Actually, they worked hard to keep me happy, Samantha," I said proudly. "It is astounding what people will do when they have limited options. I completely owned those two young ladies."
"Well, I hope you treated them with respect, Mark," Samantha chastised me playfully. "Women were not put on this earth to be a man's plaything."