Last summer, my wife went away on business for about 10 days. Even though we've been married for 6 years, we don't have any children, so I found myself with quite a bit of free time alone. We had an okay sex life β a little predictable and monotonous, but hell, I knew guys that weren't getting it at all, so I counted myself lucky.
Anyway, I've always had a prolific and vivid fantasy life, but I'd never cheated on my wife β partly due to lack of opportunity, I suppose, but also partly because I felt I didn't need the hassle. Well, with so much free time with nobody around, it was only a couple of days before I started surfing the porn sites on the web.
I looked at everything β "regular" sex between couples, inter-racial, gang-bangs, BDSM β like I said my mind was full of fantasies. They all turned me on, but I found myself returning again and again to the sites with Dominant women and submissive men. I was absolutely addicted β so much so, that I even began reading erotic stories about it (actually, the stories were a bit more of a turn on than the pictures).
Even within that genre, there are numerous sub-genres from which to choose. I quickly became enthralled with stories of women who, through any number of creative devices, subjugated men in a β shall we say β less than consensual way. Almost always it was centered around blackmail of some form. Invariably, once the woman had the guy by the balls, figuratively speaking, she would escalate the humiliation of him and, quite often, involve others in his degradation.
At first, I had a difficult time understanding why this was turning me on. I was raised fairly conservatively, and I began to think of myself as some sort of pervert. Eventually, I settled on the explanation that anything taboo is, for many people, exciting and, the way I was raised, this was certainly taboo.
"Oh well," I justified to myself. "It's just a fantasy. It's not like I'm actually doing it."
Then one evening I got home from work to find Jan, my wife's boss, sitting on my front porch.
"Hi Jan. What are you doing here? You know Donna's out of town, right?"
"Of course I know, Tom. I'm the one who sent her to Chicago, remember? I'm here because Donna asked me to stop by and look at your computer. She says it seems to be running slow. Is this a bad time? I know I didn't call. I can come back when it's more convenient."
"No, no, Jan. It's always a pleasure to see you. Actually, I could use the company. I was just surprised. Donna didn't mention anything to me about you coming over, that's all."
I wasn't kidding. It is always a pleasure to see Jan. She's 54, nearly 25 years older than me, but man, is she sexy! She's about 5'6", has salt and pepper hair, which she wears shoulder length, and incredibly beautiful green eyes. At first glance, she's fairly average looking, but every time those eyes meet mine, I melt.
Obviously she doesn't have the body of a 20 year old, but there's something about a mature woman's body that's very alluring β the slight sag of her heavy breasts, the flair of her hips, the little pouch of a belly, legs that are not as thin as toothpicks, but actually have some shape β all the attributes that a young 20-something girl doesn't have.
Also, Jan always dresses nicely in some sort of business suit. I've seen her wear suits with pants, but today she was wearing a skirted suit. The skirt came a few inches above the knee and I took the opportunity to admire her legs. Her blouse, while professional, did accentuate and flatter her breasts. Yes, overall quite a nice picture. That being said, by far the most attractive thing about Jan β at least as far as I'm concerned β is her attitude. She has a very confident bearing and is completely comfortable in her own skin.
As we went into the house, she asked where the computer was.
"Wow, right down to business, huh? Aren't you hungry, or have you already eaten?" I asked.
"Actually, I am hungry," she replied. "But I don't want to tie up your entire night."
"All I was going to do was stay in and watch the tube, anyway," I said. "I don't have a lot here, though, so we'll have to either go out, or I can pick up something and bring it back here."
"Okay. Well, why don't we just get a pizza and eat here? I don't really feel like going out. I'll get started looking at your computer while we're waiting β where is it?"
I showed her to the computer and asked if she wanted anything to drink. She said she'd wait for the pizza, so I went to call in the order. Afterwards, I began walking back to the office when the phone rang. By the time I got to the office, to my surprise, Jan had answered it. Jan is always very assertive β some might say forward, or maybe even pushy β so I probably shouldn't have been surprised that she answered someone else's phone.
Anyway, judging from what I heard of her end of the conversation, the caller must've asked "Who's this?" Jan responded in quintessential "Jan fashion".
"You're calling me β who's this?"
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"Oh, hi Donna. It's me, Jan."
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"(Chuckle) I'm sorry, Donna. I can imagine what you thought."
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"Oh, I just got here about 10 minutes ago. In fact the computer hasn't even fully booted yet."
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"Of course. Hold on. Tom, Donna's on the phone."
"Hi Honey," I said when I picked up the extension.
"Hi. Boy, that was a surprise," my wife said. "It's pretty disconcerting to call from out of town and have another woman answer the phone. I forgot all about asking Jan to look at the computer. "
"Yeah. You also forgot to tell me she'd be coming by," I replied.
"Sorry, Honey. I guess I've had a lot on my mind lately. Do me a favor β please be as accommodating to Jan as you can. She can seem a little brusque sometimes, but she's not an asshole. In fact, she's very nice. She's just used to people doing what she says."
"Okay. I'll do whatever she wants," I said, just as Jan walked into the kitchen. She raised an eyebrow and gave a little smirk when she heard me say that.
Donna and I talked for another 15 or 20 minutes β ending only when the pizza arrived. In that time, Jan apparently had finished what she had to do with the computer. She walked out of the office carrying a CD, which she put into her pocketbook. I didn't really think too much about it at the time β I guess I figured that she'd brought it with her to do some kind of upgrade.
We were eating out on the back deck, when I noticed Jan staring at me. Neither of us had spoken for a while β we were so intent on eating β so when I saw her looking at me the way she was, I was a little taken aback. I gave her a quizzical look, but she just continued to paralyze me with those hypnotically beautiful eyes.
"Tom," she said softly.
"Yes Jan," I answered, entranced.
"I'd like a drink."
"Oh, I'm sorry," I said, embarrassed. "I've completely forgotten my manners."
"It's okay, Tom. I forgive you because I know that you're going to do whatever I want," she said with a self-satisfied smile.
I just let the comment hang in the air, not knowing how, or even whether, to respond. As I got up to get the glasses, I asked her what she'd like.