Neither a writer nor an author, one would describe me as your kinky next door Slut, fully enjoying her perversity and sexuality. First time publishing on Literotica, this autobiography is inspired to a certain degree on some of my deeper fantasies, although and essentially related to some of my real life kinky experiences. In plain English, most of my adventures here narrated did really happen... Your thoughts, comments and suggestions are always welcome! Enjoy your reading or... :)
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After our recent relocation to Paris, France, transfer related to Master's career, our life has become better than ever, none the less, with diversity and increase into my ascent towards higher perversity, eroticism and debauchery. This below new chapter established on my real life experiences will offer you, I hope, a small glance into my constant transformation becoming the ideal Slut Wife to Master.
The Story goes...
Act 1 - Confession & Awakening of the Fuck Doll...
Master acting as the Director of his company's branch in Paris, I am to follow certain rules and always keep a respectful despite slutty attitude in any given situations, serving as the boss's Wife after all. I would like to confess to you here one of my fetishes, apologue to be exposed on the Slut Wall of Shame. Among numerous perversity, I crave in letting others dress me up like a Fuck Doll, from bottom to top clothes, naked to fully attired, costumed like an obedient puppet doll, a Barbie Fuck Doll if it should be so defined. This addiction makes me feel so slutty, so submissive, so humiliated thus, so powerful and desirable by allowing others to drape me entirely against my slutty ordeals and kinky adventures.
For this specific fetish and later related perverse games, Master has included two of his trusted male employees, both sharing the same fascination towards this infatuation of mine, both obviously eager to participate into our pertinent "Fuck Doll" night sessions. The idea of Master "offering" me as a reward to his worker's usage, dressing and abuse is none the less sublimely humiliating, I do assert.
Act 1, Scene 1 - Settings & Preparation of the Fuck Doll...
Before the two employees' arrival, I am properly prepared by Master, placed in the middle of our play room, unwillingly anxious in anticipation for the games to come. Already secretly getting aroused by what will be further done to me, I am of course without any say or liberty allowed to the events... Only wearing high heels and barely standing naked, legs securely stretched by a spreader bar, blindfolded and hands tied to the above canopy in a truly submissive and exposed position, I am eagerly waiting for my torment to start. The sensation I do resent being enslaved in such a way is simply sublime.
While letting the two laborers into the room, Master takes a seat to enjoy and appreciate for now what will be performed on his "Fuck Doll" Slut Wife. Keep in mind Master does not engage yet to the early acts of our "Fuck Doll" play. Master will although concur at a later "fucking" stage, purely relishing for now the spectacle, similar to watching a slave humiliation porn flick, notwithstanding his slutty Wife being the captive heroine and sole porn star of this non-consensual shame play.
Act 1, Scene 2 - Verbal & Erotic Humiliation of the Fuck Doll...
Humiliation is a mental state, and what humiliates one person may not humiliate another. Erotic humiliation can become extreme enough to be considered a form of edge-play, the point of my current ordeal being to bring me to a total sexual edge. Humiliation play can be connected to sexual fetishism, in that non-sexual activities may become sexualized by association with arousal. Besides, it may be associated with exhibitionism in the sense of wanting others to witness, or being aroused by others witnessing one's sexual degradation.
Master's employees do not lose time and commence with explicit opprobrium. Degrading names are expressed comparing me to a stupid and worthless Cunt craving for attention. They both mention a rich Bitch like me should be merely a cheap prostitute, her place and manners taught through the hardest of punishments. Mockery, derision and ridicule are used when apparent wetness is seen coming out of my pussy. Without any warning, both cum holes are probed with fingers, thus making me moan like a bitch in heat. Again, they cover me with insults and verbal abuse, for being a fat, ugly, dumb and useless cock sucker. I am although considered by my circle of friends to be a sexy trophy Wife rather than an ugly whore. None the less, this increases even more my level of humiliation.
Depreciation of my body parts is performed, offensive and cruel references made on my breasts, bound appearance, shaven cunt and buttocks. Strong slaps are gifted to my cheeks, tits and face. My anatomy is massaged in the most erotic although humiliating way, thus building up even more my sexual arousal. Observing that my nipples are hard like rocks and fully erected, the workers give full attention to both by squeezing, twisting and biting them in unison and in all directions, mixing pain and pleasure, blending fire and ice.
My sexual degradation continues with something magical. I do feel tongues simultaneously probing and licking my clitoris and ass hole, carrying out cunnilingus and analingus. This brings me to the verge of a strong orgasm, but denied of it just before climax, thus leaving me in total frustration. Forced anal penetration with dildos, anal plugs and similar objects is offered. Nipples anew endure torment as I do feel them crashed under sharp clamp bites. My ultimate humiliation is to clearly express acknowledgment, subservience and shame for being in such a state, admitting I am a slutty whore Wife and cum dumpster, while ravishingly forced to beg them both to use me and treat me in any means they wish.
Act 1, Scene 3 - Cleaning & Creaming of the Fuck Doll...
Once Master's employees satisfied with my level of arousal and humiliation, they pursue the ordeal by cleaning up in a very sensual way all of my body with a wet sponge, from head to toe, every single inch, every cum hole. They take time in fondling in obscene ways any of my erogenous zones, building up even more my sexual awakening. I must admit a highly stimulating part of this "Fuck Doll" session is to feel hands on and "in" every parts of my anatomy, including all cavities and pleasure holes, thus without any control of what is done, while blindfolded, securely and helplessly bound. I am kept in a constant state of stimulation and sexual submission, albeit not allowed to sexual release through orgasm. This is so humiliating but I crave for it, I again confess.
Thoroughly cleaned up and dried out, the two laborers now apply a scented body lotion cream all over my all in all awaken aroused figure. Harden nipples, protruding clitoris and heavy breathing certainly reveals my carnal alert and excitement. The workers both take time in again tormenting and massaging my breasts with hands and lotion, emphasizing and exhausting my firm nipples. Later, they make sure clitoris and cunt lips are moisturized accordingly. A creamed up large spiked dildo is inserted into all cum holes, making sure the inner parts do get highly sensitive, but still without allowing me to cum. This situation is getting more and more unbearable, part of their twisted games, my constant moans a proof of the employees' success to my arousal.
Act 1, Scene 4 - Painting & Decoration of the Fuck Doll...
The employees losing my blindfold and to emphasize even more my degradation, they take turns in writing the crudest of words over different parts of my body, SLUT, PIG, BITCH and WHORE. Pictures of cocks are drawn above my cunt, ass and even on my face. At a one moment, almost all of my anatomy is covered with obscene designs and wordings. Laughing that my breasts look just like practice targets, they draw circles around my nipples and making sure they stay fully erected by again pinching them hard. Now taking some distance, they further throw sharp pens using my raised nipples as bull's-eye. Painful, humiliating but heavenly divine...
After once more cleaning me up and although leaving the word "BITCH" written in bright red above my pussy, the next step into my torment is done by applying heavy and slutty makeup, nails and toes painted, despite, the makeup to be as sultry as possible. Emitted comments by all are proof the result must be astonishing as the workers increase crude and naughty verbal descriptions, such as how "fuckable like a dirty whore" I am and how the later public humiliation steps will definitively be the evening's "piece de resistance". None the less, I ensure you that for heterosexual and non-gay men, they both are experts in "painting" me with makeup, while making me their humiliated "Fuck Doll" canvas toy. The final touch of my "decoration" is to always emphasize my mouth with bright, shiny red color lipstick, as they denote it is the color that suits best a cheap and useless cocksucker.
Act 1, Scene 5 - Dressing Up & Attire of the Fuck Doll...
After initial phases performed, my two tormentors finally release me of my bounds and start dressing me up from head to toe, according to the "Fuck Doll" night session clothing theme and set up.
Sexy and slutty lingerie is sometimes used, including see-through clothing, G-strings, stockings or half cup bras. Other times, they dress me up with bondage apparel, large plugs inserted and fixed securely into my cunt and ass, thus making it hard for me to walk around. I do appreciate diversity and "enjoy" the fact they always choose contrasting clothes and lingerie, different styles and feelings according to their envies. Sometimes, I am dressed up like a schoolgirl, other times like a whore. Sometimes, I am draped like a high society lady, other times like a tramp, among others. They attire me with different underwear sets, sometimes just a tiny G-string, sometimes no underwear at all. At other occasions, I am equipped with Teddies, stockings, boots, bras, no bras, skirts, miniskirts, leather clothing, cocktail dresses, each and every time depending on the "Fuck Doll" night's theme to be created.
The primordial employees perverted idea although is for me to wear tiny stretched clothes, always a size or two smaller, thus making me look like a younger girl and, mostly, to fully emphasize my body shape and curves in the most extreme ways. This is even more humiliating and, obviously, available to better public exposure. Every step of my ordeal is done with great attention to details and, indeed, according to the theme that has been previously decided.
