To say that I was distracted for the remainder of the day would be an understatement. I told Amy's boss that she appeared ill when I was interviewing her and that she had gone straight home. I assured her boss that I had found no irregularities at this point in the audit.
During my unexpected power play, I had lied to Amy about having sent copies of the files to someone else. As of right now, no one else in the world knew about it. In fact, if Amy was thinking when I told her this, she would have known I was lying. I hadn't expected her offer, so why would I have sent the files to someone with instructions not to open unless something happened to me. I don't really have the type of friend that I could make such an arrangement with. I decided that I would just go over there with no real back up plan.
I left the office at 4:00 PM so that I could get over to my hotel in time to properly prepare. I realized that while I had fucked her that morning, I hadn't worn a condom. My wife had her tubes tied a few years back after our second child, so it didn't even occur to me to be thinking about protection. To be fair, I hadn't been thinking about anything but her naked form for several hours. I stopped into a drug store and bought a large supply of condoms. I hadn't bought any in several years, and it took me several minutes to determine what kinds I would need. I ended up getting three different kinds because I really had no idea what I was doing. I hoped that she was on the pill so I didn't have to worry about it.
I decided to put all of the DVDs and my notes into a safety deposit box at my hotel. I had a feeling that she might figure that all of the incriminating evidence would be in my hotel, and send someone to get it.
While I was going to be taking advantage of the situation with Amy, I kept telling myself that she was a willing participant. She was the one that had stolen and broken the law. She was the one that had made the first offer of sexual favors for my "forgetting" what I had discovered. I had just taken advantage of the opportunity. Of course, I knew in my heart that it was wrong to be taking advantage of her. I knew that it was wrong to be cheating on my wife. But, I convinced myself throughout the day that I was owed this opportunity. Amy represented all of the women that had ignored me all my life. But, as I stood looking at myself in the mirror at the hotel, I had second thoughts. Maybe the morning "good faith payment" has already been enough to forget about the weekend slave demand. I could just call her up and tell her she was off the hook, and that I would agree to forget about everything if she just quit her job. I picked up the phone. I had the television on Sports Center in the background and I noticed the beer ad running on the television. There was a beautiful girl in a bikini in the advertisement. All at once, I hung up the phone and decided I was going to go through with it. Life had never let me live out this type of fantasy until now, and I was going to take advantage of it.
With my new resolve, I intended to make this the weekend of my life. I would do everything that I had ever hoped to do with a girl. I intended to honor my promise that this would be a one time thing. I would not hold this over her head after this weekend. I told myself that I wasn't really that bad a person. I was just a regular guy presented with an opportunity to live out a fantasy. After all, her performance indicated to me that she had enjoyed being with me. I had made her cum several times. Maybe she considered this a fantasy of sorts as well.
I drove over to her house based on Internet directions that I had printed out at the hotel. I didn't want her address to show up on my GPS record in case anyone ever looked. As I made the final turn, my heartbeat accelerated to many times its normal level. My breathing got a little short. I'm not sure if I was afraid or excited, but I was definitely affected.
I sat in the car because it was 5:53 PM. I had given myself some additional time in case of traffic. I didn't want to knock early though, feeling that I should give her the time to make sure that's he was ready for this.
At exactly 6:00PM, I got out of my car and tripped. I quickly hopped back up as though nothing had happened. I looked around at the neighboring houses to see if anything looked out of place. I didn't see anything. Given my lack of training in this area, I don't know what I was looking for, absent some boyfriend getting ready to hit me with a baseball bat.
I knocked on the door at exactly 6:00 PM. She opened the door wearing a casual outfit that consisted of a full length skirt and a long sleeve blouse. Neither was tight and neither appeared to be designed to make her appear attractive to me. I was a little disappointed. I thought that maybe she would be dressed in a robe that she would let fall to the floor as soon as I came in. Then I realized that I hadn't given her any specific demand, so she dressed how she wanted. It also felt like she was giving me a signal that she wasn't living out any fantasy this weekend. She was a beautiful girl that was being forced to do something to stay out of jail. I started to feel a little ashamed, and then she spoke.
"Let's go into the kitchen to talk about things before we get started. I want to make sure that I understand all of your requirements." She walked into the kitchen and I followed her without a word. Part of me wondered if there was going to be someone in the room, but it was just the two of us.
"Ok," she said. "I want to make sure that I understand what is expected of me. And I want to make sure that after this weekend, that this will be the end of it." She waited for me to speak.
"I think I made it clear at the office what is expected of you." I responded.
"I want to go over it again so that there are no misunderstandings. I also want to be clear that this entire ordeal is over at the end of this weekend. You will never expect me to do anything with you ever again."
I was getting agitated. "Look," I said. "You know very well why we are here. You have stolen money from your employer. I caught you. In exchange for not turning you in and getting rid of all of the evidence that incriminates you, you have agreed to serve as my sex slave from now until 9:00PM Sunday night. If you are not in agreement to these terms, you can ask me to leave and I will."
"But, if I ask you to leave, you will turn me in and I will be facing time in prison."