*CH11. The Easter Party
Over time the hormones were radically transforming my body, and also my impulses. When I first met Vanessa, just the sight of her got my heart racing. When she wasn't around, I pined to hear her voice, or her laugh, or see her face. Now it was different. Being around her felt more like I had a cruel sister who hated me. She, Julie and the other girls made fun of me constantly, calling me dumb, and telling me to shut up as soon as I said anything. They loved humiliating me, having me eat their assholes by the pool while they talked about who they had just fucked. Other times they talked about how horny they were, and how it was such a shame I didn't have a penis. Sometimes when I went down on Julie I could tell that she hadn't wiped her ass. Stuff like that.
At the same time, to be perfectly honest, I started having feelings for Jeff. It started very subtly, at first just a sense of security when he was around, protecting me from the nastiness of the girls. But over time the feeling grew into something else. I began looking forward to his big bear hugs, and the little pats on my ass from his strong hands in the kitchen. I even found myself flirting with him, and being genuinely affectionate. As a guy, I suppose I had an advantage when it came to pleasing him. When I first moved in it was usually Vanessa or the other girls who sucked his dick in the evening while he played video games. But over time he increasingly chose me, and I could feel them glaring at me as I opened my mouth to show him his load each night, waiting for his permission to put it in my tummy.